I could hear shouting from inside the bus. I had just been into town to grab some supplies for the boys. The bags were heavy & I was still pretty rough from the night before. I had no idea how much I drunk but I was certainly paying the price of it. I never really partied much anymore, I never had time if I was honest plus I got sick of seeing drunk people thanks to my bar job. I walked onto the bus to be nearly hit by something.

"She's clearly making it up Tony. Why the hell would I cheat on you?" ah great, just great. I had to come back while this was happening.

"Claire is not the lying type!" he shouted back in her face nearly.

"Can't you see? The only reason she's back in your life is because she wants you back" I dropped the bags in my hand, both of them turning to look at me. "Oh here she is, the liar."

"Excuse me? I do not lie. I know what I saw." I replied, as calm as possible. I was not going to let some stupid girl get under my skin. No way. She continued shouting at me, most of it I wasn't even listening to. That's when she lunged forward, her fist hitting my face. I picked myself off the floor. I could feel myself getting more & more angry by the second. I was about to hit her back when Tony pulled me away from her. I yelled at him as he dragged me away from the bus. "Get off me Tony!" I spat, pushing him away me.

"Don't let her get to you." he sighed.

"Don't let her get to me? I'll smash her pretty little face up." I yelled, kicking at the ground.

"What good will that do you?" He was right, what would that achieve? Tony went to say something but quickly closed his mouth. I couldn't help but feel sorry for him. He didn't need a girl like that in his life. I just wandered around this area for a bit, calming myself down. The last thing I wanted to do was cause a scene in front of everyone but hell, she'd probably do it when I eventually go back to the bus. "I've missed you..."

"Pardon?" I said, looking straight at him.

"I said I miss you. I really do Claire, despite everything that's gone on between us. I still love you." I blinked a few times, was he really saying all this? You still love him Claire, I know you do . The voice was right, I still do but I can't ever have him again. I always wondered what would happen if we ever got back together, but then I remember the past & think about the pain.

"We should get back.." I wanted to avoid telling him how I really felt. "The guys will be worrying." He nodded in agreement & we walked back in silence. Just before we got back to the bus. "You know Tone, we should go out sometime. As friends."

"Yeah, I'd like that." he smiled, ruffling my hair. I began to smooth it down as we got back on the bus. Everyone was giving us weird looks, that I realised what that must of looked like. Vic motioned for me to go into the back of the bus with him.

"Did you & him..you know?" he questioned.

"No, we just talked." I smiled. "I promise you Vic, nothing happened."

***

I was sat in the bus on my own. The rest of the band had gone out, I didn't really feel like joining them. All of today's events were playing in my mind & I just could not stop thinking about what Tony had said. Did he really mean it? He sounded like he meant it, but look at the past. He said that sort of stuff in the past then he'd go on to continue hurting me. I rolled off the seating area, yes I literally rolled, before heading off to the bunk area. I sifted through some of Mike's clothes looking for some form of hoodie or something. This bus was quite cold if I was honest.

"Anyone home?" Tony's voice, he sounded quite sober.

"Back here!!" I called back. I heard his footsteps coming through the bus.

"You're back early." I smiled as I threw on a random hoodie I found. This would have to do even though it was miles too big for me. Damn you Mike for being so tall.

"I caught her with some guy. We broke up." he shrugged. Why wasn't he upset? If that was me I'd be crying on the floor.

"Oh I'm sorry...Want some food? Oh stupid question, you always want food." I laughed. I headed to the kitchen, looking for something to eat. Didn't they keep food on this bus? "No food, looks like I'll be stocking you guys up before you leave me once again."

"You're not coming with us?" I shook my head. "Oh..I thought you were."

"The European tour, not the rest of Warped." I smiled. I finally found some food & began cooking. I could feel him stood really close to me, like really close to me. I didn't dare turn around, fear shot through me. I sucked up a breath & turned out. As soon as I did, he pressed his lips on mine, pushing me backwards slightly at the force of the kiss. I literally froze, I didn't know what to do. He pulled away, looking at me with a confused expression.

"Sorry..." he mumbled. I don't know what made me do, but I pulled him closer making our lips connect again. This time I was kissing him back, with just as much force as he was. After several minutes we pulled away, gasping for air. A smile appearing on his lips. I couldn't help but smile back, looking at the floor as I felt my cheeks heat up.

"You've got better.." he laughed.

"Bitch, I've always been good at that." I winked. We both started laughing at that. I turned around & continued cooking, a smile playing on my lips as I bit down on my bottom lip. Did that just really happen? Should I be smiling like this? I plated up the food & sat down beside him on the floor. He had put a DVD on. Star Wars to be precise. He was sat there mouthing along.

"Tony we need to talk." her voice made me jump. "Sorry, was I disturbing something?"

"Yeah, we were about to have hot passionate sex." I replied as sarcastic as possible.

"Tone, back room now." she demanded. I heard him sigh as he followed her. I will admit it now, I was a little worried about what was going to happen. They weren't even quiet. I heard the full conversation. "You can't break up with me!"

"I already fucking did!" his voice was just as loud as his.

"You don't mean that."

"Oh I do. We are over, done, finished. Just get out of my sight!" I got up & walked to where they were. She fell silent as she saw me. I knew exactly what she was thinking. She pushed past me, glaring at me the entire time.

"Manners don't cost a thing you know!" I shouted towards her. Bad move Claire. She stormed back towards me, slamming my head off the door frame. "Fuck..." I mumbled as I grabbed my head. I didn't react, I couldn't. I was in shock, did she really just attack me for the second time today? "I suggest you leave right now."

"Oh I'm not going anywhere." she spat, she gripped my face hard. Her head came flying forward. I fell to the floor, holding my face. Fucking hell Claire, what is wrong with you? Just get up & beat her ass. I stood up, my fist clenched at the side of me. She spotted this. "I dare you." I went to punch her straight in the face, I wasn't fast enough, her hand collided with my face. Now tears were brimming in my eyes. I couldn't look at her now, yes I was beginning to get that angry I was about to cry.

"I suggest you get off this bus right now." I heard Mike's voice. Thank god for that. She turned to walk away, I took this as my turn. I ran forward, jumping on her back knocking her to the floor. I grabbed a fistful of her hair, pulling her head back before slamming her face into the floor. "Don't...." I repeated the action. "..You.." One more hit. "..Ever..." Another. "..Come..." One more. "...Back." I hit her face off the floor once more before being dragged off her.

I was dragged into the back room. The door was locked. I was sat in there with Vic who's eyes were wide. Shock maybe? They'd never seen me like that before. I was literally shaking with anger. "What the hell Claire?"

"She deserved it stupid fucki--"

"I'm shocked. What ever happened to the quiet Fuentes?" he laughed.

"She got a bard job." I laughed a little. I sat down on the bed, he sat next to me. "I'm sorry, I didn't expect you guys back."

"It's all good. Here, let's get you cleaned up." he smiled, as he went to find the first aid kit.

For once I felt proud of myself. I'd done that multiple times in the bar, but never outside of the bar but I was not going to let her get away with attacking me like that. I don't know what Tony ever saw in her if I'm honest.

This was the new me, like it or not.