Iris's POV

"Iris, it does not matter if he remembers you like that or not, you are a new person. A better person. With age we become better people."

I just told Vic my whole story, I had not shed a single tear. I said it like I was proud of my past. I thanked Vic for being there for me, no man has ever treated me as good as him, all of them just used me.

I made tacos with some leftover chicken that I had in my freezer. Vic knew that I did not eat beef and he was alright with eating chicken tacos.

When I was a kid I was always a picky eater. I would never eat tomatoes, any sort of sea food, I never ate egg yokes, I never ate things like pork and beans, those beans I find are gross, just the texture to them...eww. I still don't eat egg yokes or beef, but I will eat some seafood but I will never eat beans, ever, Ick.

I had to go to the psychologist today just to get a check up. It was a long check up but I think everything will come out fine.

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"Thanks for that great night Vic, I had a blast!" We had just finished bowling. Vic was great at it he got three strikes, I got none.

When we arrived at home Vic made me pack one months worth of clothes. I guess I was staying with them for a month, but I was okay with that. I loved being around all the guys. Tony was really shy, but I knew that was just him so I knew it was not me. Hi-me was like me, really upbeat and energetic. Mike was really laid back and chill. And Vic was just perfect, I loved his personality, loving and kind, you could be serious with him or you could joke around with him.


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I woke up to Vic jumping on the bed yelling "IRIS! WAKE UP!" I grip on to his leg hopping he would fall down and he did, right on top of me.
"Ow! Get off of me!" I shout at him.
He leaps on top of me looking down on my face, straddling my waist.
"Not unless you get up!" He starts to tickle my sides and stomach. I can't help to laugh, I am laughing so hard my whole torso hurts.

"Stoppppp!" I yell, I stop mid sentence to take a breath but all that comes out is laughter. "I GIVE! I WILL GET UP, JUST STOP PLEASE!" I was almost laughing so hard I peed my pants. Vic stops tickling me, I take some hard deep breathes.
"I am sorry, I am just excited, we have a long day ahead of us." He says kissing my neck and collar bones.
"What a hour and a half drive back to San Diego?" I laugh,
"Yes! It seems long when you're the one driving!" Vic responds sarcastically, "Anyways, I made some breakfast." He says reaching out for my hand.
"Can I have something else before that?" I say biting my lip, sexually.


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Vic places his hands on my hips helping me bounce on his waist, I was about to have a orgasm. I could feel it. He thrusted into me harder and faster
"AH VIC!" I screamed out as I hit orgasm. A few more hard thrusts from Vic and he came. I fell on his chest. My breathing was heavy, I could not catch my breath.
"Iris are you alright?" Vic asked.
I was panicking, I was in tears. My heavy breathing turned into hyperventilating, bad thoughts where going though my head. My past relationships, all of my hurt, all of the men that used me.

I had a panic attack.
"Vic, I am sorry, I can not go back to San Diego. I am just really scared."
"Iris, why? What happened that made you changed your mind?"
"I just can't have this happen again!" I ran out into the bathroom, my face wet from all the tears of fear.
I was afraid of what could happen to me again, he leaves me. I don't know what I would do if he left me.
I took some time to cool down.

Notes

Bahh, short chapter. But here yah go! I hope you enjoy :)