Sarahs P.O.V

I felt arms around my body as I began to slowly wake up. I opened my eyes and remember I let Vic sleep on the couch with me. Looking up at his face, as he peacefully slept I couldn't help but smile. He was adorable. Now I get why all those girls were obsessed with him when they were famous. His eyes slowly slid open and I looked away so it didn't look as though I was staring at him. He turned into my body to face me and cuddled into me more. 'What the hell is he doing?' I thought to myself. I heard him sigh peacefully and then I opened one eye and to my surprise his face was about an inch away from mine and his eyes were wide open. "Shit... you scared me" I said with a gasp. "Sorry" He mumbled. "It's fine" I said quietly. At first I didn't notice we were just lying, staring in each others eyes but then suddenly I felt something digging into my side. I was mortified. "Um Vic..." I said pointing down towards his manhood. His eyes widened and he slowly fell off the couch.

I leaned over the edge to look at him and his face was as red as a tomato and he covered himself up to stop his erection from showing. I raised an eyebrow at him and he giggled nervously. "Someone was a little excited to see me" I said with a wink. He sat up and looked at me as if he wanted to disappear. "Oh don't worry. I take it as a compliment" I said standing up and walking around. I looked outside. There was nothing around so I went and sat back down next to Vic who had climbed back onto the couch.

There was footsteps down the stairs, everyone piled into the living room and said hey. "So what's the plan for today guys?" Jaime asked. "We should keep on driving up coast" Mike spoke up. "I agree, we could be in New Jersey by tomorrow" Tony said with a warm smile. "Thanks for helping us" I said to them all. "No problem. We gotta stick together" Jaime said patting my shoulder. I nodded and stood up. "I'm gonna have a look around" I announced.

I went upstairs and looked in the bedroom. It was pretty messed up but I guess in an apocalypse you don't have time to tidy your room up before you get tore from limb to limb. I looked through a few drawers then found a camera. I picked it up and turned it on. Still works and has a cable. Me and Marissa worked out a way to make our laptops run on solar power so I could charge this up on that.

"Hey little lady" I heard from behind me. I turned around and see Mike leaning against the doorframe. "Oh hey" I said flatly. He sauntered over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist and began to kiss my neck. I rolled my eyes and turned to face him. "What are you doing?" I asked. He raised an eyebrow at me and grinned. "Come on, we could have a quickie, there's a bed, me and you. It's all good fun" He winked. I sat the camera down on the nightstand and took my shirt off. "Be quick" I said emotionlessly.

20 minutes later.

We both walked down stairs trying to look as though nothing just happened. I knew that it was wrong to have sex with Mike but something kept telling me that I should. I was barely even attracted to him, he just made me feel something. I looked at Vic and I could see the realisation cover his face. He looked away and guilt plagued me. The thing that I don't get is why should I feel guilty for it? It's all fucking innocent and if he liked me, he would have made a move.

"You found a camera?" Marissa asked me. I looked at her and nodded. "Yeah, it's pretty good too" I said holding it up. "Take pictures... you know, preserve some memories" Tony said sweetly. "Sure". I turned it on and took some pictures of everyone. Mike kissed my cheek and I took a selfie of that. Tony wrapped his arm around Marissa and she looked so happy. They looked like a couple, I must investigate this one further. "These are looking sweet" I said happily. Vic and Jaime done some funny poses. I could see how fake it was for Vic. He seriously looked sad and I didn't like it. "Okay, that's enough for now" I said putting the camera away.

Everyone got ready to hit the road again. I put the camera in the front seat and forgot about it. Mike was driving with Marissa in the front seat. Jaime and Tony were in the back with me and Vic. I watchd as more land of America passed us by. The life we were leading now was completely different and I just hate it. I would do anything to wake up again and just have a normal day of work ahead of me.

I felt Vic look at me and I pulled my legs up against my chest and rested my head on my knees. I just wanted this to go away so badly. Tears began to form in my eyes and I held my breath so no one could hear me cry. "You okay?" I heard Vic whisper. I shook my head no and he pulled me close to him and wrapped his arms around me. I could felt the heat from his body and it instantly relaxed me. He rubbed my back and I silently cried into his chest. This went on for a few hours.

We decided to pull over and get a few supplies from a gas station. I stayed in the car with Vic. I pulled away from him and threw myself across the rest of the backseat. He looked at me as though I was dying. "What?" I asked with a huff. "Why were you crying?" He asked concerned. "I hate this, I hate everything about this. I've kept it together for so long now but I can't... I just can't" I said choking on my tears again. He grabbed my hand and pulled me up to face him. "Look, you're a really strong person Sarah. You can do this but it's okay to let loose every once and awhile. I'll be here for you" He whispered, looking into my eyes.

His eyes were the most perfect shade of brown. I felt myself getting more and more lost in them as the seconds went on. I reached up and ran my hand over his cheek and down his lips, I felt like gravity was pulling me towards him, or him to me. I grabbed onto his shirt and pulled him closer to me and kissed him. The kiss was slow, probably due to him being shocked at why I done it but he began to take charge. I pulled him closer to me until we fell backwards and he was ontop of me. He deepened the kiss and our tongues danced together as they explored each others mouths. He ran his hand down my side and leg and then wrapped my legs around his waist. He trailed kisses down my jawline and onto my neck. My hands were tangled in his hair. I suddenly came back to reality and pushed him up. He quickly sat up and I did too. I ran my hand through my hair and caught my breath.

I was about to say something when everyone began to pile back into the car. I looked away from Vic and sat back in my seat. "So we got some stuff, you guys okay?" Tony spoke up. I looked at him and nodded. "Yeah Tone, we are good" I said as convincingly as I could. Mike looked at me from the drivers seat and winked. I flipped him off and he pretened to look hurt. He turned the car on and we were on the road within minutes.

Why did it feel so right when Vic kissed me? I mean I can't like him can I? We only met like 4 days ago. No, I can't. It was just different because I'm feeling emotional. Ugh. I looked at Vic and he looked at me. We stared at each other for about 10 seconds and then looked away. I couldn't help but keep sneaking looks at him. The more I looked at him, the more I realised how beautiful he is. I shook my head and then decided to take a nap. I laid my head on his shoulder and drifted off to sleep.

I awoke as we were driving into an abandoned warehouse. I stretched my arms and nearly punched Jaime in the face. "Sorry" I said sleepily. "It's kay Sarah" He said patting my head. Vic climbed out of the car and then I did too. I closed the door and pulled out my gun. We searched the place and there were a few zombies but we took care of it and made sure the place was safe. We went inside and took some blankets, sheets and food with us. I took my laptop and camera. Vic and Mike made a fire with some old furniture inside the warehouse, so we all sat around the fire and told stories.

"So you guys musta seen some awesome places while on tour?" I asked. "Yeah, we toured a lot" Tony said quietly. "Where was your favourite place that you played?" I questioned. "Um, mines was always the UK. Kids were always crazy there" Vic said looking at me. "Yeah UK for me too" Tony spoke up. Everyone else agreed. "I wish I could have gone to the UK at least once but I guess that's never gonna happen now" Marissa said sadly. "Just wait a year, they'll die out and we'll go" I said winking at her. "You're such a dork" She said shaking her head and laughing. "Just looking out for ya" I said wrapping my arm around her. "I love you Sarah" She laughed. "Me too" I said and kissed her her. She yawned which made me yawn. "I'm gonna sleep" She said standing up. Tony stood up and said he would keep her company.

"I'm gonna go look at some of the pictures I took" I said standing up. They all nodded and began to talk amongst themselves. I grabbed my laptop and camera and walked to upstairs and into the office area of the warehouse. I opened my laptop up and turned it on. It was taking forever so I changed into some pyjamas while I waited. After I done that I sat down on the chair and connected the camera to my laptop and began to look at the pictures. I looked at the one of me and Mike. It was funny but sweet. Then went through the ones I took of Jaime and Vic, which were really funny. The ones I took of Tony and Marissa looked beautiful. They really would make a cute couple. I came across pictures that I didn't take. The first one was of me when me and Vic were staring at each other in the car. I took a breath in and my heart felt fluttery. It looked beautiful, like we were madly in love with each other but we weren't... were we? No. The next one was me looking away and Vic looking at me with a soft smile. A few more were of me cuddled into Vic as I slept and the last one was him kissing my head as I slept. My heart sake. Marissa must have taken these. I shut the laptop off and sat back in the chair.

The kiss we shared was really good but what the hell did it mean? Do I like him? Or am I just emotionally drained. I don't wanna hurt him or myself but I'm just so confused. Suddenly there was a knock on the door which pulled me out of my thoughts. I walked over and opened the door to reveal Vic standing there. He smiled at me and I stood aside to let him in. "Hey, you okay now?" He asked. I turned to look at him and closed the door. "I'm okay now" I said with a small smile. "Good, you're too pretty to cry" He said walking up to me. I looked up at him and stared at him. "What are you doing?" I asked. He looked defeated. "I just thought... because we kissed that you wanted me to" He said. "To what? You want to be my boyfriend? You want to have a happy little ending now?" I said harshly. "No I just-" He began to say. "No, we can't let that happen. It's bad news. Our days are numbered so keep it totally emotionless Vic" I said looking away. He sighed. "Fine, just continue to fuck my brother and act like it's all okay Sarah" He muttered and then stormed out of the room. I sighed. Shit.

Notes

Sorry it has been awhile, I hope this makes up for it!