Can We Lose Our Minds? - Comments

@eliseypoo
Aw, wow. This is incredible to hear. I'm so completely overjoyed that you liked it a lot (your story "We don't make sense" was one of the first fics i've ever read, and it's one of my favorites, and you're an amazing writer so it's amazing to hear that you like my own stories).
It's so amazing to hear that my story gets people emotional, even though none of the events in it are exactly relatable, they still, like you said, pull at our heart-strings. BUt it's amazing to hear this because it means so much to know that people connect with what i write. And yes, sometimes I get thinking about it, too, and get mad that she died, also. which makes no sense considering i could have made something different happen, but i'm kind of glad it did happen, because now i have more to write about! but still, it gets me sometimes, too haha
and thank you so much for the comment about how my writing has improved since "the curse". that's awesome to hear, too, because i didn't really notice but it's cool to hear that you noticed that! That story was my baby, being the first fic i've ever written for this site and i miss writing it. but thanks so much! :)
and by the way, i just love long comments. this means so much to me you have no idea (or maybe you do haha) but so i don't know i found it necessary to write a long reply, just so you know how awesome it is to hear this kind of feedback and i'm a rambler also! i will always be a reader of YOUR stories, as well! thank you so much for everything, waking up to this literally made my day! <33

I know I haven't commented in a long time, and that's because I have been saving the story because I knew that this was something that was going to really pull at my heart-strings. So after like the third or fourth chapter I stopped reading it and waited for you to finish it so I wouldn't have to go through any waiting periods or cliff-hangers, and man am I glad I did that.

This is going to be a really long comment, just sayin'. For some reason this story made me extremely emotional. I don't relate to anything that has happened in their lives (thank goodness) but for some reason I grew really connected to Spencer, just like you said you did. When she died, I had tears, but I was fighting them back because I didn't want to cry. (you could only imagine how interesting my face looked while I was sitting on the edge of my seat, covering my mouth and fighting tears all while focusing on the rest of the story)

Well, I broke down after I read the bonus chapter, where Spencer saw Vic's tattoo of a dove. Yeah, I cried like a baby and still am crying, and I NEVER cry like that. Only two fanfics that I have read have left me with so many emotions once they were finished - and I have read A LOT of fanfics (8 years worth). And this story is one of those two. I don't know how to explain how I feel when I read stories that make me so emotional, but I know that later on I will randomly think back to this story, or I'll be doing something and then I'll get reminded of it, and then I just kind of get cooped up in my mind and I can't stop thinking about the story. Then I get mad about the ending and wish that she wouldn't have died and things like that.

I also wanted to point out how I have noticed how your writing has really improved since the beginning of your story "The Curse". I don't know if you have noticed it yourself, but in the short time frame that I have been reading your stories, I have noticed a great deal of improvement. Keep it up :) ahha.

Sorry for writing an essay of a reply, but I just really felt like you should know exactly what was on my mind. I could have written more, really. But I'm not going to ahaha. I have a tendency to want to explain things in precise detail, but that's hard when it comes to my feelings, so I end up rambling like I am doing right now. ahah. This was an amazing story, and know that it's going to stick with me for a while. :) I will always be a reader of your stories, I'm opening up your new one as I type.

Also - I have a ton of stories going at once, so don't even worry about it ahaha. I have more that I am writing that aren't even published! ahaha. But yeah. Great story :) <3 Loved it.

@Musicsavedme
Haha I have never even seen those movies though oops!! But haha thanks:)

What is this saw hahhahaha "lets play a game" but I love it!

Okay, so I watched the video you put for the last chapter and I literally am crying so hard right now. oh my god.

@little-girl-from-texas thank you :) i'm sorry i made you cry though haha

@sheepcat_ ahhhhh thank youuu!!!! <3

Okay, so I am finally home and I was reading everything on my phone for the past few days and it wouldn't let me comment... so
OMFG WHY WHY WHY. I LOVE THIS STORY SO MUCH, IT IS MY FAVORITE ONE ON HERE AND THAT'S JUST SO SAD BUT I LOVE IT AT THE SAME TIME OMFG ;-;
I LOVE YOUR STORIES SO MUCH

this was absolutely beautiful. it made me cry more than the last chapter

@KealieghRachel
thank you so much :) I'm glad you liked it, and I"m really glad now i wrote that bonus chapter! i can't believe it's over either...

<3

I am crying here, my gosh. At first I was mad that you killed Spencer off but then I read the bonus chapter and omg. It's just so beautifully written. It made me cry more than when she died. The dove tattoo as well aw, that got to me the most. This has been a perfect story and I can't believe it's over. <3

@Disasterology-y
I cried too...I hope the ending was satisfying enough even though it was sad
I can't get over it either waah haha

@piercethevall ~ aahh I'm glad you think so :) I'm glad it was satisfying
@Bandwhorecx ~ thank you c: i don't know why but the story affected me a lot while writing it. Even if it's just a story. But wow it's amazing to hear it affected people thank you so much. Yeah I'm always super emotional at night too and it was like nearing 2 in the morning as I wrote this soo I feel ya haha. Sorry for the tears<3
@SoWrongItsLottie ~ thank you so so much :') that means so much <3
@islesandglaciers ~ thank you <3 I'm glad you liked it:)
@fuentits ~ thank you so much aahh <33

YES YES YES THIS WAS PERFECTION. Like you dont even understand. It was more perfect than the PTV despicable me picture. Okay, Im so happy now yay! Thank youuuu c:

*Sobs into pillow* Ughhh the feels!!!! I like what you did. It made me cry, but also made me feel.......better...I guess. I know this is just a story, but it affected me, A LOT, just like music, haha. Man I should not be reading this at 2:30am because thats when I really like let my feelings out. I loved your story a lot. Despite how much I cry when I read this, I will prob. re-read this a lot. Now i am going to go get a tub of my favorite ice cream and cry myself to sleep. Bye.

...I'm not mad at you for ending it like that; in fact I know where you were coming from about not wanting it to be a lovey-dovey fic and the chapter where Spencer experiences heaven was so beautifully written. I especially adored the part where her and Vic were talking and the part where Vic had gotten a tattoo for her, that was so adorable!

I don't know what I'm going to do now that this fic is over, but it has definitely been an emotional rollercoaster and I know that I will come back to read the prequel and this one again and again as it is too amazing to just read once. I would like to congratulate you on your fantastic writing skills and also thank you for creating something that will stay in all of our hearts forever. We have all grown to love Spencer and we admire the way that you have written the guys too. You definitely have a talent that you should keep up with as I can tell that you're going to go far with it!

Thank you again for creating this amazing piece of work and I will definitely keep an eye out for more of your amazing work <3

I cried again, this is beautiful. You're a wonderful writer. This is beautiful. I'm glad Spencer made peace with Vic, and reunited with her family. ily.

I've literally just woke up! And I read this and it made my day! I don't really know I just love how you portray Vic in this, gah! Everyone will agree that this was the best thing ever! Loved it so much x

Gah. I was crying my eyes out from the beginning of this chapter till the end, even when I was reading the authors note. I loved the way you ended it although it was really sad. Ahhhh I still can't get over the ending. :(

waaaaaaa :((

@clairephernelia
I'm on it;)