Can We Lose Our Minds?

@eliseypoo
Aw, wow. This is incredible to hear. I'm so completely overjoyed that you liked it a lot (your story "We don't make sense" was one of the first fics i've ever read, and it's one of my favorites, and you're an amazing writer so it's amazing to hear that you like my own stories).
It's so amazing to hear that my story gets people emotional, even though none of the events in it are exactly relatable, they still, like you said, pull at our heart-strings. BUt it's amazing to hear this because it means so much to know that people connect with what i write. And yes, sometimes I get thinking about it, too, and get mad that she died, also. which makes no sense considering i could have made something different happen, but i'm kind of glad it did happen, because now i have more to write about! but still, it gets me sometimes, too haha
and thank you so much for the comment about how my writing has improved since "the curse". that's awesome to hear, too, because i didn't really notice but it's cool to hear that you noticed that! That story was my baby, being the first fic i've ever written for this site and i miss writing it. but thanks so much! :)
and by the way, i just love long comments. this means so much to me you have no idea (or maybe you do haha) but so i don't know i found it necessary to write a long reply, just so you know how awesome it is to hear this kind of feedback and i'm a rambler also! i will always be a reader of YOUR stories, as well! thank you so much for everything, waking up to this literally made my day! <33

I know I haven't commented in a long time, and that's because I have been saving the story because I knew that this was something that was going to really pull at my heart-strings. So after like the third or fourth chapter I stopped reading it and waited for you to finish it so I wouldn't have to go through any waiting periods or cliff-hangers, and man am I glad I did that.

This is going to be a really long comment, just sayin'. For some reason this story made me extremely emotional. I don't relate to anything that has happened in their lives (thank goodness) but for some reason I grew really connected to Spencer, just like you said you did. When she died, I had tears, but I was fighting them back because I didn't want to cry. (you could only imagine how interesting my face looked while I was sitting on the edge of my seat, covering my mouth and fighting tears all while focusing on the rest of the story)

Well, I broke down after I read the bonus chapter, where Spencer saw Vic's tattoo of a dove. Yeah, I cried like a baby and still am crying, and I NEVER cry like that. Only two fanfics that I have read have left me with so many emotions once they were finished - and I have read A LOT of fanfics (8 years worth). And this story is one of those two. I don't know how to explain how I feel when I read stories that make me so emotional, but I know that later on I will randomly think back to this story, or I'll be doing something and then I'll get reminded of it, and then I just kind of get cooped up in my mind and I can't stop thinking about the story. Then I get mad about the ending and wish that she wouldn't have died and things like that.

I also wanted to point out how I have noticed how your writing has really improved since the beginning of your story "The Curse". I don't know if you have noticed it yourself, but in the short time frame that I have been reading your stories, I have noticed a great deal of improvement. Keep it up :) ahha.

Sorry for writing an essay of a reply, but I just really felt like you should know exactly what was on my mind. I could have written more, really. But I'm not going to ahaha. I have a tendency to want to explain things in precise detail, but that's hard when it comes to my feelings, so I end up rambling like I am doing right now. ahah. This was an amazing story, and know that it's going to stick with me for a while. :) I will always be a reader of your stories, I'm opening up your new one as I type.

Also - I have a ton of stories going at once, so don't even worry about it ahaha. I have more that I am writing that aren't even published! ahaha. But yeah. Great story :) <3 Loved it.

@Musicsavedme
Haha I have never even seen those movies though oops!! But haha thanks:)

What is this saw hahhahaha "lets play a game" but I love it!

Okay, so I watched the video you put for the last chapter and I literally am crying so hard right now. oh my god.