*** ALICE'S POV ***

We went to the movies and I couldn't stop smiling. Maybe this would be good for me. Don't most best friends fall in love and become a couple? I can't wait to just get home and talk to Tone about all this. We sat down in our seats with the guys and Tone looked at me and smiled, intertwining our hands. I love him. I've decided. I do. I love him. I'm in love with him. Why haven't I realised it? It's taken so long! But at least now I know. I hope he feels the same. And if he doesn't I hope it doesn't ruin our friendship.

*** MIKE'S POV ***

Finally Vic and I got to the cinema, that boy takes forever to do his hair! I actually was really excited to see Alice. I heard that Alice and Tone were here first so they've kept the seats. Vic and I got every snack and drink we needed and went into the cinema. There I saw it. Her and Tony. Holding hands. What the fuck? I don't get it. I really like her. She slept in my bed last night and we told each other we liked each other. Does she not remember?

I gave Vic my snacks and stormed out, really pissed. Vic must have whispered into Alice what was going on cause when I'd sat down for no more than five minutes, I seen Alice running towards me and she sat down next to me. I didn't look at her. I wasn't going to act like I cared. Even though I so did. I really like this girl. There's something about her.

"Mike! Fucking look at me! What was that about?" she had her hand on my back, making small circles with her finger. I finally relaxed and turned round to her with sad eyes. She looked so confused. She obviously doesn't remember.

"Look I can't be fucked being fucked around by girls. I know you must think 'Oh Mike Fuentes always fucks about girls' but it's actually the other way around. Everytime I tell a girl I like her she fucks off with some other guy or tells me that 'it was just sex'. Which is obviously exactly what you did." I sighed, putting my face in my hands.

She laughed. What was so funny? I'm serious here.. "Mike, we didn't have sex.." She chuckled again.

"I know we fucking didn't. I'm talking about the fact that I told you I liked you. You told me you liked me too. Why are you being such a bitch?"

She gasped and covered her mouth with her hand, this obvously has just came back to her. "Nooooo" was all she mumbled before putting her face in her hands too.

"Fuck you Alice. You're just another girl that's going to fuck me about. Probably going to fuck Tony about too. Just you wait til I tell him." I winked at her and walked up automatically headed towards where Tony was sitting. I told him everything and he stormed out, walking right past her and into his car.

*** ALICE'S POV ***

I can't believe Mike has just done this. He's ruined everything. I was drunk. I didn't mean a word I said. I love Tony. I can't help the tears streaming down my face. I walked home which took me a good half an hour and I went straight into my room. I closed the shades and locked my door, stripping down of all my clothes and putting on a pair of comfy underwear with a big baggy top. I sat onto my bed and called Tony. To my surprise he actually picked up.

"H-Hey Tone.."

"What do you want?" he asked with an angry tone in his voice, one I've never heard before. I started nervously pacing round the room.

"Tony.. Mike isn't lying. You need to know that. But I said it when I was drunk and I didn't mean it. When you were staying tonight I was going to tell you that I love you. Because I do, Tony. I love you so much. You're my best friend in the whole world but I also seriously want you to be mine. You're so perfect in every way. Please believe me." I started sobbing.

"Save it Alice. I don't believe you. I'm going out with Mike and the guys tonight. I don't want to speak to you. I have loved you my whole life and this is you just finally realising we'd be perfect for each other? Fuck off. You're too late. I can't believe you never ever knew how much I cared for you. It was so fucking obvious!" and then the line went dead.

I collapsed into my bed and cried my heart out. I picked my phone up to phone Tony again but decided against it so I texted him instead and I also texted Mike.

To: Mikeyyy :-)
Thanks for everything, asshole. You've ruined mine and Tony's friendship. I hope you're more than happy.

From: Mikeyyy :-)
Oh I am. Have fun being alone, bitch! :D

I went into my en-suite and looked at myself in the mirror. I'm disgusting. I don't deserve Tony. Or Mike. Even though he's an asshole. I started to really look at myself. I have curves in all the wrong places. I'm hideous. My hair is dull and lifeless. Why am I here?

I wrote a letter and put it on my mum's bed, simply saying "I'm sorry". I rummaged through an old bag in my closet and found exactly what i was looking for. My blade. My old friend. Tony made me quit but I always kept one, just incase. I stood looking at myself in the mirror, crying. I'm disgusting. Fat. Whore. Ugly. Dull. Boring. Lifeless. Bitch. Worthless.

I slide the blade across my wrist again and again and again, going deeper every time and I suddenly start to feel much lighter. I see the blood through my tears, just pouring out. It looked so beautiful. I start to feel nothing. I start to feel weightless. I feel like everything's better again. I slid down against the wall, before my eyes got heavy and there was a fading sound of people shouting around me and then finally there was nothing.