Come Back To My Heart.
Friends Again?
*** ALICE'S POV ***
I woke up to the sun blaring in my eyes making my pounding headache worse. I looked to my right to see Mike lightly snoring beside me and both of us were very naked. He had his arm wrapped round me and I smiled to myself as I remembered what happened last night. I thought I’d regret it but I certainly don’t. Last night was great. I kissed Mike’s cheek and snuggled closer into him before I get up in a little while.
*** TONY'S POV ***
I wake up from being passed out on the couch and I spot Vic and Jaime on the opposite couch, passed out and cuddling. They’re so goofy together. I’ve not seen Alice in a while, the last I seen of her was the way she was grinding on Mike when they were dancing and then them making out. It makes me sick to my stomach that she’s going to be just another one of his girls and I just know they had sex last night. Everyone heard them. I can’t believe she’d actually do that to me… but to be fair I done the same to her. I sat up in the couch as I heard someone walk down the stairs slowly. I looked up to see Alice only in one of Mike’s tank tops. She glared at me when she seen me and walked through to the kitchen. I got up instantly and followed her. She was searching the cupboards, probably for some Aspirin. She’d also poured two glasses of water. It looked like she was too small and couldn’t reach the shelf that the aspirin was on. She reached up and the tank top she was wearing slid up and her ass was showing. I blushed. She has the most perfect figure.
“Want me to get it?”
She turned round “Shit, you scared me. Uh, yeah, I guess.”
I got the aspirin for her and she thanked me quietly before turning away.
“Can I come over to yours today? I need to talk about everything. It won’t be til like four…” I said with my head down, scared of her reaction.
“Yeah. Okay. I think I’ve got stuff to talk to you about too.” She gave me a soft smile, the kind of smile that told me she still secretly loves me even if I’ve been awful to her. I’m just glad she agreed to see me.
*** ALICE’S POV ***
God knows why I agreed to see him. I guess I should talk to him about all the Mike stuff but at the same time I hate even looking at him. Ugh I hate hangovers.
I got back to Mike’s room where he was sitting against the headboard. We both took the aspirin and a good gulp of water before I lay down again, rubbing my head. Mike hovered over me and kissed my neck.
“You know what gets headaches away?” he murmured into my neck.
“Mmm?” I said, trying not to let a moan out from him sucking on my neck.
“Sex.” He smirked at me and pulled me onto his lap. I giggled and kissed him roughly, I guess this is a way to help me get over Tony. “You look so hot in my tank.” He said against my lips. I tugged on his hair and from there it went.
We rolled over after we’d had sex, we were both panting and it really did clear away our headaches. I giggled to myself and got myself up, getting myself into last night’s clothes so I could leave.
“Do you really have to go?” Mike pouted, pulling me onto his lap. I lay my head against his chest and sighed.
“I do” I pouted back at him and kissed him one last time before leaving. Tony was going to be coming over after four o’clock so I had to shower and not smell like sex when he got to my house.
Once I was showered and I’d had something to eat I sat down on my bed with a movie until Tony was coming over. I soon heard a knock on my door and a very shy looking Tony came through. I sat up so there was room for him to sit. I tapped the space beside me on the bed and he sat down, his eyes never leaving the floor. After what felt like years he finally looked up at me and I seen his eyes were red and puffy.
“Okay Tone, talk.” I sighed.
He looked up at me once and started to twiddle his thumbs, he sniffled and began speaking. “So we were at a doctor’s appointment for Kerrie today. She uh, she lost the baby. I just. I don’t even know why I’m upset. This is good, right? This is a good thing… I’m not ready to be a father. But I, I just feel so shitty. I didn’t expect to get attached I guess.” He paused for a long time. I felt bad, but at the same time I was kind of thankful, I didn’t want him to be a father. “Anyway, that’s not why I came here to talk to you, but I did think I should tell you that.”
“Well thank you for telling me it I guess, I uh, I’m sorry for your loss? I don’t know if you could call it a loss. But I guess in a way it is.” I softly smiled at him. I couldn’t imagine how that must feel.
“It’s alright. So I just wanted to let you know how much I’ve hated myself for everything I’ve done to you. I don’t know how I done it. I don’t know why I didn’t tell you. I should never have had sex with her. I feel so shit that I broke our tradition of being each other’s firsts.” He moved his hair out of his eyes and looked at me. “I’m so sorry Ally, I’ve been going insane without you. I know I don’t deserve you to be my girlfriend anymore, but please, I’m begging you to be my friend again. I need you.”
I could hear the urgency in his voice and I felt a tear slip down my face. I wanted to forgive him. Maybe I can. It’d just take me a long time to trust him again. “I can be your friend again Tone. But I can’t trust you yet, I need you to work on that with me. I’m sorry…”
“I totally understand and I’m totally down to do anything I can to gain your trust again.” He smiled at me, and he didn’t even hide it, letting me know he was being sincere.
“And Tone? I slept with Mike… Twice.” I sighed, suddenly feeling bad. “So I guess I broke our tradition too.”
“I know. I heard you… Twice.” He winked at me and we both laughed. “Anyway, I broke the tradition first, so you had every right to sleep with him. It’s alright. And Mike’s a really good guy, and he really likes you. Always has. If you want to be with him, don’t think twice about it, don’t worry about me. Alright?”
I softly smiled at him and nodded. I wasn’t entirely sure what it was that I wanted.
"So, friends again?" he said and I nodded. He smiled at me and looked to my TV. "Star wars marathon?" I giggled and nodded again and we watched Star Wars together. I'm glad to have Tony back in my life. He's been my best friend since I was in a cot!
I woke up to the sun blaring in my eyes making my pounding headache worse. I looked to my right to see Mike lightly snoring beside me and both of us were very naked. He had his arm wrapped round me and I smiled to myself as I remembered what happened last night. I thought I’d regret it but I certainly don’t. Last night was great. I kissed Mike’s cheek and snuggled closer into him before I get up in a little while.
*** TONY'S POV ***
I wake up from being passed out on the couch and I spot Vic and Jaime on the opposite couch, passed out and cuddling. They’re so goofy together. I’ve not seen Alice in a while, the last I seen of her was the way she was grinding on Mike when they were dancing and then them making out. It makes me sick to my stomach that she’s going to be just another one of his girls and I just know they had sex last night. Everyone heard them. I can’t believe she’d actually do that to me… but to be fair I done the same to her. I sat up in the couch as I heard someone walk down the stairs slowly. I looked up to see Alice only in one of Mike’s tank tops. She glared at me when she seen me and walked through to the kitchen. I got up instantly and followed her. She was searching the cupboards, probably for some Aspirin. She’d also poured two glasses of water. It looked like she was too small and couldn’t reach the shelf that the aspirin was on. She reached up and the tank top she was wearing slid up and her ass was showing. I blushed. She has the most perfect figure.
“Want me to get it?”
She turned round “Shit, you scared me. Uh, yeah, I guess.”
I got the aspirin for her and she thanked me quietly before turning away.
“Can I come over to yours today? I need to talk about everything. It won’t be til like four…” I said with my head down, scared of her reaction.
“Yeah. Okay. I think I’ve got stuff to talk to you about too.” She gave me a soft smile, the kind of smile that told me she still secretly loves me even if I’ve been awful to her. I’m just glad she agreed to see me.
*** ALICE’S POV ***
God knows why I agreed to see him. I guess I should talk to him about all the Mike stuff but at the same time I hate even looking at him. Ugh I hate hangovers.
I got back to Mike’s room where he was sitting against the headboard. We both took the aspirin and a good gulp of water before I lay down again, rubbing my head. Mike hovered over me and kissed my neck.
“You know what gets headaches away?” he murmured into my neck.
“Mmm?” I said, trying not to let a moan out from him sucking on my neck.
“Sex.” He smirked at me and pulled me onto his lap. I giggled and kissed him roughly, I guess this is a way to help me get over Tony. “You look so hot in my tank.” He said against my lips. I tugged on his hair and from there it went.
We rolled over after we’d had sex, we were both panting and it really did clear away our headaches. I giggled to myself and got myself up, getting myself into last night’s clothes so I could leave.
“Do you really have to go?” Mike pouted, pulling me onto his lap. I lay my head against his chest and sighed.
“I do” I pouted back at him and kissed him one last time before leaving. Tony was going to be coming over after four o’clock so I had to shower and not smell like sex when he got to my house.
Once I was showered and I’d had something to eat I sat down on my bed with a movie until Tony was coming over. I soon heard a knock on my door and a very shy looking Tony came through. I sat up so there was room for him to sit. I tapped the space beside me on the bed and he sat down, his eyes never leaving the floor. After what felt like years he finally looked up at me and I seen his eyes were red and puffy.
“Okay Tone, talk.” I sighed.
He looked up at me once and started to twiddle his thumbs, he sniffled and began speaking. “So we were at a doctor’s appointment for Kerrie today. She uh, she lost the baby. I just. I don’t even know why I’m upset. This is good, right? This is a good thing… I’m not ready to be a father. But I, I just feel so shitty. I didn’t expect to get attached I guess.” He paused for a long time. I felt bad, but at the same time I was kind of thankful, I didn’t want him to be a father. “Anyway, that’s not why I came here to talk to you, but I did think I should tell you that.”
“Well thank you for telling me it I guess, I uh, I’m sorry for your loss? I don’t know if you could call it a loss. But I guess in a way it is.” I softly smiled at him. I couldn’t imagine how that must feel.
“It’s alright. So I just wanted to let you know how much I’ve hated myself for everything I’ve done to you. I don’t know how I done it. I don’t know why I didn’t tell you. I should never have had sex with her. I feel so shit that I broke our tradition of being each other’s firsts.” He moved his hair out of his eyes and looked at me. “I’m so sorry Ally, I’ve been going insane without you. I know I don’t deserve you to be my girlfriend anymore, but please, I’m begging you to be my friend again. I need you.”
I could hear the urgency in his voice and I felt a tear slip down my face. I wanted to forgive him. Maybe I can. It’d just take me a long time to trust him again. “I can be your friend again Tone. But I can’t trust you yet, I need you to work on that with me. I’m sorry…”
“I totally understand and I’m totally down to do anything I can to gain your trust again.” He smiled at me, and he didn’t even hide it, letting me know he was being sincere.
“And Tone? I slept with Mike… Twice.” I sighed, suddenly feeling bad. “So I guess I broke our tradition too.”
“I know. I heard you… Twice.” He winked at me and we both laughed. “Anyway, I broke the tradition first, so you had every right to sleep with him. It’s alright. And Mike’s a really good guy, and he really likes you. Always has. If you want to be with him, don’t think twice about it, don’t worry about me. Alright?”
I softly smiled at him and nodded. I wasn’t entirely sure what it was that I wanted.
"So, friends again?" he said and I nodded. He smiled at me and looked to my TV. "Star wars marathon?" I giggled and nodded again and we watched Star Wars together. I'm glad to have Tony back in my life. He's been my best friend since I was in a cot!
Notes
I think I might end this story on the 20th Chapter, what do you guys think? If I do, there's a possibility of a sequel.Also! Let me know if you want another story with another one of the band members, either Vic, Jaime or another Mike story... Comment which one and possibly what you'd like it to be like! :')
Thank you for reading this anyway and please comment your thoughts on the chapter, it makes me happy reading through them all! <3
Thanks lovely!
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