Skin and Bones
Chapter 8
~*POV Mike*~ ~*One week and three days later*~
This past week has been really strange for me, to say the least. When I didn't eat, I felt guilty, but when I did I felt worse. I don't know what's going on with me. I now weigh 98 pounds, my goal is 80. I'm so close, yet so far. My meals have been the same all week, quarter of a grapefruit for breakfast (40), one rice cake for lunch (50), 5 almonds when I get home from school (34), and another rice cake for dinner (50). That's a total of 174 calories per day, less then I've ever eaten before.
I could tell that Vic was still disgusted with me. But I'm starting to realize that he's never satisfied. He's tryed to make me eat multiple times this week, all of which ended up in the toliet afterwards. I am becoming so strong, empty is strong, full is weak.
Today was Friday and after school Tony was coming over to work on our music project. We want to get the song composed soon so we can practice it to death before we have to perform it.
Speaking of Tony, that kid is really weird, but I like it. We're quickly becoming friends. Having almost every class together helps. I discovered that he's from Ohio, but he moved in with his Aunt, Uncle and Cousin because of a fight he had with his parents. I also now know that he loves to eat, but somehow he's still so thin, I wish I was that lucky...
Right now we're sitting in 8th period, which is study hall. I sit acrossed from Tony at a table in the library. Two freshmen girls also sit at our table, but they usually were at the computers or at another table. Their were about ten minutes left in the period, and I was extremely bored.
"Hey Tony," I said, remembering something Vic told me to tell him, "Vic had to send his back up guitar to the shop last night, so we can run by your house to pick up yours on the way home."
"Actually," he said, "My guitar got lost when it was being shipped from Ohio. It ended up somewhere in Mexico and hasn't been shipped here yet. So it seems like we're out of luck..."
"Aw that sucks man!" I said, getting an idea, "You can probably borrow one of the spares from the music room though. Ms. Pope doesn't really care as long as you bring it back..."
He smiled, looking relieved before saying, "That's good... Come with me to pick it up after this class is over?"
I nodded before returning my attention to my math homework. I was trying to get it done before the end of the period so I don't have to do it this weekend. But I couldn't concentrate, I've had a killer headache all day and I'm starting to feel a light-headed. Maybe I'm checking a cold...
When the bell rang, I stood up slowly. The room was spinning. I tried to follow Tony out of the room out of the room, but he was walking so fast...
"Are you ok man?" he asked, as we walked towards the music room. The hall was strangley diserted.
"Ye- Yeah," I said, suddenly getting really weak.
"Are you sure?" he asked, he looked really worried.
I tried to nod, but I felt myself unable to. The next thing I knew I was on the ground.
This past week has been really strange for me, to say the least. When I didn't eat, I felt guilty, but when I did I felt worse. I don't know what's going on with me. I now weigh 98 pounds, my goal is 80. I'm so close, yet so far. My meals have been the same all week, quarter of a grapefruit for breakfast (40), one rice cake for lunch (50), 5 almonds when I get home from school (34), and another rice cake for dinner (50). That's a total of 174 calories per day, less then I've ever eaten before.
I could tell that Vic was still disgusted with me. But I'm starting to realize that he's never satisfied. He's tryed to make me eat multiple times this week, all of which ended up in the toliet afterwards. I am becoming so strong, empty is strong, full is weak.
Today was Friday and after school Tony was coming over to work on our music project. We want to get the song composed soon so we can practice it to death before we have to perform it.
Speaking of Tony, that kid is really weird, but I like it. We're quickly becoming friends. Having almost every class together helps. I discovered that he's from Ohio, but he moved in with his Aunt, Uncle and Cousin because of a fight he had with his parents. I also now know that he loves to eat, but somehow he's still so thin, I wish I was that lucky...
Right now we're sitting in 8th period, which is study hall. I sit acrossed from Tony at a table in the library. Two freshmen girls also sit at our table, but they usually were at the computers or at another table. Their were about ten minutes left in the period, and I was extremely bored.
"Hey Tony," I said, remembering something Vic told me to tell him, "Vic had to send his back up guitar to the shop last night, so we can run by your house to pick up yours on the way home."
"Actually," he said, "My guitar got lost when it was being shipped from Ohio. It ended up somewhere in Mexico and hasn't been shipped here yet. So it seems like we're out of luck..."
"Aw that sucks man!" I said, getting an idea, "You can probably borrow one of the spares from the music room though. Ms. Pope doesn't really care as long as you bring it back..."
He smiled, looking relieved before saying, "That's good... Come with me to pick it up after this class is over?"
I nodded before returning my attention to my math homework. I was trying to get it done before the end of the period so I don't have to do it this weekend. But I couldn't concentrate, I've had a killer headache all day and I'm starting to feel a light-headed. Maybe I'm checking a cold...
When the bell rang, I stood up slowly. The room was spinning. I tried to follow Tony out of the room out of the room, but he was walking so fast...
"Are you ok man?" he asked, as we walked towards the music room. The hall was strangley diserted.
"Ye- Yeah," I said, suddenly getting really weak.
"Are you sure?" he asked, he looked really worried.
I tried to nod, but I felt myself unable to. The next thing I knew I was on the ground.
Notes
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