~*POV Kellin*~

I walked onto the Pierce the Veil bus without knocking, it's not like they'd mind... I saw Tony and Mike cuddling on the couch watching some movie, I felt myself getting really jealous that they got to be happy while Vic and I didn't... Jaime waved at me from the kitchen, smiling.

I walked over to him and asked, "Have you seen Vic?"

He sighed and said, "He's been in the bunk area all morning, something's definalty up... Are you guys ok?"

I shook my head and whispered, "That's why I'm hear... I've done something to upset him and I need to know what... And how to fix it..."

He put his hand on my shoulder and said, "Don't worry about it Kells, I'm sure everything'll be ok... I mean, Vic's always been a bit of a drama queen..."

I gave Jaime a small smile before walking towards the bunk room. I opened the door and saw Vic sitting on the ground in front of the bunks, in a small ball.

~*POV Vic*~

Someone walked in; Who could it be? One of the guys probably needed something from their bunk, or worse, from me. I hugged my knees closer to my chest, to give him room to walk by me. Except he didn't, he sat down next to me. I glanced through my hair to see who it was; the one man I despised, yet couldn't live without.

I didn't say anything, he didn't either. Kellin, I wish you would just leave, it's so much harder to convince myself to forget you.

"Then don't forget..." he whispered.

Wait, did I say that out loud? Fuck.

"Kellin," I breathed, "You don't have to pretend anymore, I understand that you don't want me. You don't have to spare my feelings, they don't matter."

"Goddammit Vic!" he said, his voice laced with pain and anger, "I'm not pretending and I'm not lying! And I do want you, you're my EVERYTHING! I can't stand seeing you like this, I want to help you!"

I said nothing. A big part of me wanted to believe him, let him in, let him heal me. Yet, the voice that haunts my dreams is telling me that he hates me. And that's always the voice that tells me the truth that I don't want to know...

Could that voice be the one lying though? And would that mean that nothing it's told me is the truth? That maybe some people, atleast Kellin and my brother, really do care. I grabbed my head and dug my fingers into my scalp, I can't handle this.

Kellin put his hand on my face and directed my head to where I was looking directly at him. He didn't look good, he looked sad and tired and angry and his eyes were filled with tears. Yet, he was beautiful.

"Please listen to me," he pleaded, "Vic, you mean the world to me... And... And I love you..."

The devil inside of me screamed for me not to believe him, for me to run from him, for me to run from everyone. Yet for some reason, I did believe him. His voice was more powerful than the devil's.

I grabbed his hand on my cheek and squeezed it. He exhaled and smiled slightly, using his other hand to wipe away his tears. I pulled him closer to me and kissed his lips.

And in that moment, I knew that I might have a chance after all.

Notes

;_; OH THE FEELS! God guys I've just been an updating machine lately. I don't know what's come over me, I'm just really getting in to this! <3

Title Cred: Mayday Parade (I know it's a really long title, but I felt like only the full line would give it proper justise.)