Mad in Love
Trust, Sexuality, and Two Close Friends<3
Work had been extremely stressful, my DM"s were flooded with hate messages from Ava, and I hadn't seen Mike in what felt like forever. It had only been a week, but the messages from Ava were getting meaner and meaner. I needed to tell Mike. She kept putting creepy things like, 'He's mine!' and 'you'll never have him!' I got concerned about some of them, but my worry usually went away pretty quickly. The messages made me slightly sad, not because she was basically bullying me, but because she sounded lonely. On Friday, Kylie invited me over. I drove over looking barefaced and insecure as hell. She looked nervous and like she wanted to tell me something important. We sat down on the couch and she was clearly ready to get something off of her chest. "Okay, before I say this I wanted to mention that I have been feeling this way even before we met and that it has been slowly creeping into my mind," she stated. "You're pregnant?" I said jokingly. "TAYLOR." I laughed loudly. She was always so expressive with her emotions."This is something that I have felt for a while and now I am saying it for the first time out loud," She said. "I am completely and 100% asexual," she confessed. I processed it for a second. She really only ever had a crush on Andy Biersack, and it made sense. He is hot as fuck (not my type however) and asexual people can feel attraction to someone without actually wanting sex. "Totally cool!" I said. "Does Andy know?" I teased. "Oh, fuck off!" She said. We laughed for a while and then I realized that I needed to go home. "Before you leave," Kylie said as I headed out the door. "Thank you for accepting me. I really love you for that," she said. "Aww. Love you too," I said. We hugged as I walked down the steps to my car. I was glad that she said how she really felt to me and trusted me that much. My little Kylie was turning out to be a strong, independent, and asexual woman.
Notes
MKAY SO NO SMUT SORRY. I didn't want to write any smut for this chapter because of the whole kylie thing haha. my social anxiety was very bad today and I have been busy and anxious which is why I haven't been writing much! so sorry for being MIA for so long oof. love all of you! -ashton<3
hello everyone. it's alex. i went on vacation and then went camping afterward and wasn't able to write. i went on today and got logged out of my account. i can't get back in it. i've tried every possible way and can't. i deeply apologize for this, but this fan fic will not be continued. i may try to write on wattpad instead because it's a more secure website. i'm really sad about this. this fic meant the world to me. the fact that 400 people read it is insane. i love all of you and thank you all so much. mad in love was fun to write, but i'm unable to continue. i'm so sorry. love you guys.
-alex
7/7/18