10 Things You Need To Know
1.6
Tony
I never really told you about my ex-girlfriend. Maybe a few bits and pieces, but it was never the full story.
I don't know, Ginanina, I just hated having to bring her up. But here it goes.
I met her my freshman year of high school. Mercedes was friends with her and I ran into her one night, and things just kind of took off from there. We were together for the rest of the three years before senior year. I though that I really loved her, and it's weird to tell you that I loved someone other than you, but I need something to set the tone, I guess.
Vic, Mike, and Jaime all loved her, my parents loved her, and like I said, I loved her. I had a hard time seeing myself without her in my life. It was stupid on my part, though, because we were still so young and nothing is guaranteed.
Even after junior year was over, we were still going strong. She was with me when the band started, she was with me during my hard times, and she was with me when I always needed her.
But things started to go downhill during the summer before senior year.
I went to her house after one of our practices - this was actually two weeks before I met you - and she was just watching a movie on the couch, but I could tell that something was wrong. I didn't ask her immediately, I just sat down next to her and kissed her cheek. About ten minutes passed, and I couldn't handle it, so I asked her what was wrong.
She just broke down in tears and was barely able to get out a few words, but she did.
"I really fucked up, Tony,"
I asked her what she meant and she just stared at the wall and she told me what she did.
Ginanina, she cheated me.
I didn't have much of a reaction. I just sat there while she tried to blubber a decent sounding excuse about why and how she didn't mean for it to happen, but I couldn't buy any of it.
The whole thing just really fucked me up. For a long time, I thought this would be the girl I'd spend the rest of my life with, but it's just kind of crazy how things can change so quickly.
I didn't want to be with anyone else for a while, and I was somewhat convinced that I'd never love another person again.
And then I met you.
I never really told you about my ex-girlfriend. Maybe a few bits and pieces, but it was never the full story.
I don't know, Ginanina, I just hated having to bring her up. But here it goes.
I met her my freshman year of high school. Mercedes was friends with her and I ran into her one night, and things just kind of took off from there. We were together for the rest of the three years before senior year. I though that I really loved her, and it's weird to tell you that I loved someone other than you, but I need something to set the tone, I guess.
Vic, Mike, and Jaime all loved her, my parents loved her, and like I said, I loved her. I had a hard time seeing myself without her in my life. It was stupid on my part, though, because we were still so young and nothing is guaranteed.
Even after junior year was over, we were still going strong. She was with me when the band started, she was with me during my hard times, and she was with me when I always needed her.
But things started to go downhill during the summer before senior year.
I went to her house after one of our practices - this was actually two weeks before I met you - and she was just watching a movie on the couch, but I could tell that something was wrong. I didn't ask her immediately, I just sat down next to her and kissed her cheek. About ten minutes passed, and I couldn't handle it, so I asked her what was wrong.
She just broke down in tears and was barely able to get out a few words, but she did.
"I really fucked up, Tony,"
I asked her what she meant and she just stared at the wall and she told me what she did.
Ginanina, she cheated me.
I didn't have much of a reaction. I just sat there while she tried to blubber a decent sounding excuse about why and how she didn't mean for it to happen, but I couldn't buy any of it.
The whole thing just really fucked me up. For a long time, I thought this would be the girl I'd spend the rest of my life with, but it's just kind of crazy how things can change so quickly.
I didn't want to be with anyone else for a while, and I was somewhat convinced that I'd never love another person again.
And then I met you.
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