Lygophilia (Ghorror)

I felt my head pounding and a throbbing sensation that was extremely painful. Even though it shot streams of pain through my face I groggily opened my eyes and whimpered as i saw that i was back in my cell "glad to see you woke up" the head smirked evilly "dogs! bring him out" she called and i watched two bald buff men drag....omg....TJ out his head was hung down, One of the dogs gripped him hardly and forced his head up an he looked me dead in the eyes. "rick your an amazing creature and you need to stay strong for me ok? dont let anyone set out your flame " i teared and and walked to the bars with a slight limp in my step "T-TJ what are you saying?" I pushed my arm in between the bars and tried to grab him, TJ did the same but let out a pain filled cry as he was forced onto his knees.
The taller of the two men pulled out a object but held it behind my best friend's head so i couldn't see what it was. I heard a click and i gulped at what it was " p-please dont hurt him" the lady tapped her pen on the cage "this is what happens when you try and escape " the dog pressed a gun to TJ's head and smirked "Ricky thank you for being my friend" TJ smiled with watery "never give in, never back down'' I whimpered and tried to grab him. My heart shattered as i head a ear shattering bang and a gooey liquid hit my cheek. "TJ NO!" i yelled as i watched his body fall to the ground, a pool of black blood formed around his head "No TJ get up" i pleaded as i felt my cheeks dampen from the salty tears that fell from my eyes. My broken heart was still and for a moment, I only felt numbness and then anger and sadness surged through me with so much power "How dare you!" i screamed at the head lab worker "He was fucking innocent " I growled as rage entered my veins and the horror on her face made me smirk darkly. I looked in my mirror and gasped the iris's of my eyes had gone white while the rest had gone a pitch black, No traces of my usual icy blue. Images of my friends death shot through my mind and i fell to my knees and my eyes went back "TJ n-no" i sobbed onto my knees as i curled into a corner and rocked. I watched them drag his body away and my heart broke even more than i thought it would.
The next day i got dressed in my usual outfit and grabbed my bag. Every step i look was more effort than i wanted to put into anything. i barely made it to school as the bell went. I weakly opened my locker and put my bag in as i looked at my locker door and saw a pic of TJ and I which made my body beg me to breakdown in tears like a teenage girl getting dumped for the first time but i remembered what TJ told me "never give in, never back down" I mumbled to myself as i walked into class with only my notebook and a pen. I walked past every concerned look from the Motionless clan as i sat in my seat and tried not to break into tears, Thrasher came up to me and tried to talk to me but i ignored him just like everyone else that tried to find out what happened. I hadn't seen ghost but i was happy about that, he broke me and my only friend is dead cause he left me for dead.
I walked out the back of the building when i heard my name being called by the last person i wanted to see..Ghost. I kept walking but felt time touch my arm and try to pull me into a hug "baby your ok" he seemed but frowned at me pushing him away. His face fell as he saw my broken eyes "baby what happened ?" i wiped a tear that fell and let out a dry chuckle "like you care" his eyes were groomed over with guilt. Rain started to fall in heavy droplets on us as i allowed myself to cry knowing the tears where masked my mother nature "look rick if is about when i ran im-" i cut him off "TJ IS DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU" i yelled at him as i shoved him away from me "my best friend died cause you couldn't be bothered to risk your safety for you own god fucking damn mate!" I broke out in sobs as i watched his face fall more and tried to hold me but i pushed him away "dont touch me" i said firmly but apparently he didn't get it as he pulled me to him "Sola! i said do not touch me " i said to him with my voice filled with venom "baby-" i cut him off when i slapped his cheek as hard as i could "i hate you" i growled at him as I turned around a ran back to the only place I have left..the lab

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