Will You Fall In Love Again?
It Has To Be You Love, That I've Been Dreaming Of.
We got up in unison and walked slowly to the room. I don’t think either of us was ready for what the results were. We’d talked about it and we both said we’d be happy if we were pregnant but it’d be so difficult, especially because Mike was going back on tour for 2 months and stuff. But we also said that if we weren’t we’d probably be a little disappointed. Mike’s always wanted a girl, as have I. Fuck. Am I ready for this?
We sat down in the sterile room, with me sitting on the bed that does the ultrasound things, and Mike sitting on a seat next to it. The doctor stood in front of us.
“So, I have your results.” he stated clearly, smiling. "You are pregnant." He gave me an ultrasound and looked about for a bit, mentioning a strong heartbeat, which I guess is good. I don't think either Mike or myself were actually expecting this but we were keeping calm just now and we'd figure it out when we got home.
"You are about 6 weeks I'd say, nearing your 7th week. You can discuss with your partner, Michael here what you'd like to do, and you can come back to us when you've decided to let us know." he smiled at us, "However. If you do want to keep the baby, I'd advise you not to tell anyone at the moment."
"Why's this?" I looked at Mike and he squeezed my knee.
"Well if you're only 6 weeks there's still chances of you losing your baby. Obviously there's a chance of losing it the whole way through but this is the very risky place in a pregnancy right now and we say that 10 weeks is the safe time to tell people." We nodded, thanked the doctor and made our way outside. I was pretty silent, I was trying to figure out how Mike felt about this but he wasn't letting anything out, even on the way back in the car.
He finally sighed and i squeezed his knee whilst he looked over at me and I started laughing, "You're staring."
"Because you're glowing." he smiled and pinched my cheek. "Wasn't it weird to see that on the screen? A lil fellow just bouncing around in there." He looked deep in thought, "Not weird, but like, wonderfully weird."
I smiled and nodded, "So I think we need to talk when we get in" I said grabbing his hand.
"Is there anything to talk about, baby? I know you want it and I hope you know that I want it too..."
"So that's it? We're having a baby? We're having a mini version of us?" I smiled, I can't lie. I'm starting to get soo excited!
"We sure are baby" he said as he kissed my hand and looked so fucking happy. I'm glad he was, I love a happy Mike. We were both happy now.
"I swear this pregnancy is making you more and more hornier," Mike said breathlessly as he rolled over next to me. "This is like the 5th time in two days, Scar"
"I know, I can't help it I'm sorry!" I laughed.
We were close to the 10 week mark but we still hadn't told anyone, I wasn't showing much either. I was hoping it'd stay that day until Mike was home from his two month tour. This was the last night we had together before he had to leave in the morning and I was going to miss him so, so much. I love him, I don't want him to leave. I need to stay for scans and stuff and he'll try and get back for my scans but other than that I won't be able to touch him, kiss him, cuddle him for so long. It sucks.
Mike and I had gotten into the habit of falling asleep spooning but I always noticed he had his hands wrapped round my stomach, tickling it softly and it's honestly the cutest thing ever. It makes me so happy that he's happy. And we'll be one big happy family soon too! I'm so excited. Whenever I see little baby clothes I automatically want to buy them, they're so cute and tiny and small and cute aw!
Mike's coming home from tour tonight and should be here for 7PM and we're telling everyone tonight! I have a bump now, it's kinda cute actually. I'm 4 months pregnant now so i'm over the moon that my man is back and can see some of the scan pictures! I was in the kitchen making the dinner when I heard that old familiar voice.
"Hey my beautiful princess" he smiled behind me, kissing the back of my neck and cuddling me from behind."I have missed you so fucking much. Let me see the bump quick before the guys come over in 15 minutes!" I had on a loose jumper and leggings so that my bump wasn't that visible to everyone, I didn't want them to guess until we'd told them! I lifted up my jumper and Mike repeatedly kissed all over it, "And I missed you my baby, I can't wait to meet you. Only 5 more months!" he almost squealed with excitement before kissing me passionately and cupping my face in his hands. "I'll do the rest mama, you get sat down okay!"
"Okay baby. And I've missed you more" I said as I still had my arms wrapped round his torso, I've missed his scent, my man. I kissed his adams apple and sat down on the couch with my feet up, still making sure my jumper was still baggy enough so you wouldn't notice the bump. Quickly one by one, Vic, Tony and finally Jaime came in for dinner, all greeting me with cuddles and kisses. I've missed hanging out with my boys! They're the best. We all sat down round the dinner table and had an amazing dinner and just such a lovely time catching up. I always think that it's good to get some quiet, alone time when they first go on tour but when they come back I realise how much I've missed them. They told us some drunk Tony stories, and just told us about the tour in general and some experiences with fans. Apparently my baby Mikey was a good boy and never even drank. I love him so much more since I've heard that, it must be because he wants everything to be perfect for the baby. I can't stop smiling. I'm so happy right now.
"So, a toast. To a perfect tour, it was great. But we missed you Scar" Vic said, raising his glass of alcohol, as did Tony, Mike & Jaime. However when I only raised a glass of water even though there was a glass of wine in front of me (I hadn't actually touched it) I got a puzzled look from everyone but Mike, who was actually giggling.
"Scarlett isn't drinking? What's happening to the world?" Jaime said, chuckling. I picked up my plate and turned towards the kitchen.
"Well actually, Hime Time. I'M PREGNANT!" I shouted out and Mike came up kissing me and twirling me round in his arms.
"We wanted to tell you but there wasn't really a right time, she's four months, she has a little bump and it's so so cute" he said the last bit in a little baby voice as he pulled up my jumper a bit to kiss the bump.
Everyone was so, so happy for us and it showed, we got showered with toasts, cuddles, kisses, everything! Everyone was smiling from ear to ear and it was just such a good night afterwards.
Again, I have never felt so in love. With Mike, with my life, with everything. Everything is perfect.
We sat down in the sterile room, with me sitting on the bed that does the ultrasound things, and Mike sitting on a seat next to it. The doctor stood in front of us.
“So, I have your results.” he stated clearly, smiling. "You are pregnant." He gave me an ultrasound and looked about for a bit, mentioning a strong heartbeat, which I guess is good. I don't think either Mike or myself were actually expecting this but we were keeping calm just now and we'd figure it out when we got home.
"You are about 6 weeks I'd say, nearing your 7th week. You can discuss with your partner, Michael here what you'd like to do, and you can come back to us when you've decided to let us know." he smiled at us, "However. If you do want to keep the baby, I'd advise you not to tell anyone at the moment."
"Why's this?" I looked at Mike and he squeezed my knee.
"Well if you're only 6 weeks there's still chances of you losing your baby. Obviously there's a chance of losing it the whole way through but this is the very risky place in a pregnancy right now and we say that 10 weeks is the safe time to tell people." We nodded, thanked the doctor and made our way outside. I was pretty silent, I was trying to figure out how Mike felt about this but he wasn't letting anything out, even on the way back in the car.
He finally sighed and i squeezed his knee whilst he looked over at me and I started laughing, "You're staring."
"Because you're glowing." he smiled and pinched my cheek. "Wasn't it weird to see that on the screen? A lil fellow just bouncing around in there." He looked deep in thought, "Not weird, but like, wonderfully weird."
I smiled and nodded, "So I think we need to talk when we get in" I said grabbing his hand.
"Is there anything to talk about, baby? I know you want it and I hope you know that I want it too..."
"So that's it? We're having a baby? We're having a mini version of us?" I smiled, I can't lie. I'm starting to get soo excited!
"We sure are baby" he said as he kissed my hand and looked so fucking happy. I'm glad he was, I love a happy Mike. We were both happy now.
"I swear this pregnancy is making you more and more hornier," Mike said breathlessly as he rolled over next to me. "This is like the 5th time in two days, Scar"
"I know, I can't help it I'm sorry!" I laughed.
We were close to the 10 week mark but we still hadn't told anyone, I wasn't showing much either. I was hoping it'd stay that day until Mike was home from his two month tour. This was the last night we had together before he had to leave in the morning and I was going to miss him so, so much. I love him, I don't want him to leave. I need to stay for scans and stuff and he'll try and get back for my scans but other than that I won't be able to touch him, kiss him, cuddle him for so long. It sucks.
Mike and I had gotten into the habit of falling asleep spooning but I always noticed he had his hands wrapped round my stomach, tickling it softly and it's honestly the cutest thing ever. It makes me so happy that he's happy. And we'll be one big happy family soon too! I'm so excited. Whenever I see little baby clothes I automatically want to buy them, they're so cute and tiny and small and cute aw!
Mike's coming home from tour tonight and should be here for 7PM and we're telling everyone tonight! I have a bump now, it's kinda cute actually. I'm 4 months pregnant now so i'm over the moon that my man is back and can see some of the scan pictures! I was in the kitchen making the dinner when I heard that old familiar voice.
"Hey my beautiful princess" he smiled behind me, kissing the back of my neck and cuddling me from behind."I have missed you so fucking much. Let me see the bump quick before the guys come over in 15 minutes!" I had on a loose jumper and leggings so that my bump wasn't that visible to everyone, I didn't want them to guess until we'd told them! I lifted up my jumper and Mike repeatedly kissed all over it, "And I missed you my baby, I can't wait to meet you. Only 5 more months!" he almost squealed with excitement before kissing me passionately and cupping my face in his hands. "I'll do the rest mama, you get sat down okay!"
"Okay baby. And I've missed you more" I said as I still had my arms wrapped round his torso, I've missed his scent, my man. I kissed his adams apple and sat down on the couch with my feet up, still making sure my jumper was still baggy enough so you wouldn't notice the bump. Quickly one by one, Vic, Tony and finally Jaime came in for dinner, all greeting me with cuddles and kisses. I've missed hanging out with my boys! They're the best. We all sat down round the dinner table and had an amazing dinner and just such a lovely time catching up. I always think that it's good to get some quiet, alone time when they first go on tour but when they come back I realise how much I've missed them. They told us some drunk Tony stories, and just told us about the tour in general and some experiences with fans. Apparently my baby Mikey was a good boy and never even drank. I love him so much more since I've heard that, it must be because he wants everything to be perfect for the baby. I can't stop smiling. I'm so happy right now.
"So, a toast. To a perfect tour, it was great. But we missed you Scar" Vic said, raising his glass of alcohol, as did Tony, Mike & Jaime. However when I only raised a glass of water even though there was a glass of wine in front of me (I hadn't actually touched it) I got a puzzled look from everyone but Mike, who was actually giggling.
"Scarlett isn't drinking? What's happening to the world?" Jaime said, chuckling. I picked up my plate and turned towards the kitchen.
"Well actually, Hime Time. I'M PREGNANT!" I shouted out and Mike came up kissing me and twirling me round in his arms.
"We wanted to tell you but there wasn't really a right time, she's four months, she has a little bump and it's so so cute" he said the last bit in a little baby voice as he pulled up my jumper a bit to kiss the bump.
Everyone was so, so happy for us and it showed, we got showered with toasts, cuddles, kisses, everything! Everyone was smiling from ear to ear and it was just such a good night afterwards.
Again, I have never felt so in love. With Mike, with my life, with everything. Everything is perfect.
Notes
Title credit: My Understandings - Of Mice & MenWill everything stay perfect for them?
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