I had planned a day with Vic over at his and Mike's house. It was so nice to be able to spend a day with him, like we used to do every Sunday. We used to watch films and cuddle and eat until we were both ridiculously bloated. I was so happy to be seeing my friend again. And me and Mike? We were perfect. Texting almost always and we’ve seen each other with the guys a few times since then, it’s so hard to not be able to cuddle and kiss him in front of the guys or while I’m watching them practice. UGH. Why can’t he be mine? We’ve told each other we like each other and everything but I just want everything to go to the next level. I want to be able to call him mine.

I started to get ready for my day with the older Fuentes’ and I went over. I decided today was the day to tell him about me and Mike too. He’d be the most understanding and happy about it I think, because after all it is his baby brother. Like he used to always say! I pulled up in the Fuentes’ driveway and went into the house. I walked up to Vic’s room and sat down and he was waiting there for me with a grin, his arms open for cuddles, a DVD already started and lots and lots of food. This was the life!
So half way through the film I started biting my lip nervously as I kind of drew myself away from him. He looked really concerned. “Helllooo, earth to Scarlett? What’s wrong?” he was waving his hands in my face. I must have started daydreaming or thinking about what I was going to say.

“Uh, yeah, Vic.. I actually do have something to talk to you about..” as I said this Mike came barging in as Vic was cuddling into me again because he thought I was upset.. I guess I should have told Mike I was coming over here.

He didn’t let anything away, just asked to borrow something of Vic’s with a pissy look on his face and went out the house and slammed the door. Fuck. He’s going to think I’m with Vic, and I’m not. Shit.

“What the fuck is his problem slamming the fucking door? Seriously needs to sort his anger & shit out” Vic mumbled as he watched Mike from the window, drive away. “In the direction of the bar I bet. He’s actually not been there in a while..”

I smiled a little bit because I knew exactly where he was instead. “Yeah Vic, I think I know why he’s a little bit pissy.. I probably should have told him I was coming over here to have a day with you and –” Vic cut me off.

“Why would you need to do that? Yeah you guys have been a bit closer recently but why the fuck should he get pissy cause we’re having a best friend day, fuck he can be a dick.” He sat down next to me and put his arm round my shoulder.

“No, he can’t, well he can but he isn’t being this time. The reason he’s pissy is because he thinks I’m with you, like you know, with you with you.. We slept together the night of my birthday and ever since we’ve been on dates – being why he hasn’t actually been at the bar that often..” I smiled and continued “I really like him Vic, and I think he really likes me too.”

To my surprise, Vic was actually really happy. “I knew you were nervous about something, I couldn’t figure out what though! I won’t tell anyone, you guys can do that in your own time, but I’m so happy Scar, really, you guys always seemed to have something for each other, it’s cute! Awww just think you could be my sister in law and awwwww so cute!” he pulled me into a hug and I smiled, finally so relieved.
It didn’t last long though, what if Mike really was upset? Vic told me he’d cool down and come back to shout at Vic later probably, so we watched a film then I went home to my wonderful Jaime, who had cooked me a wonderful dinner and we had a nice night. Vic had told me to get up early to go see Mike in the morning and he’d be cool by then. So I got an early night and woke up early and made myself all pretty for him.
As I got to the Fuentes house I seen Mike’s car parked in the driveway. Thank god. He’s home.
I was inches away from the door when Mike let this big tall, skinny, big fake boobed and fake faced slut out of the house as he kissed her goodbye. The smile instantly dropped from my face. What the fuck had I been thinking? Mike Fuentes cannot possibly get out of his player ways. I am so fucking stupid. I turned towards my car and then as I reached the door I felt him pull on my wrist.

“I am so sorry.” He barely even mumbled.

***MIKES POV***
I see Scar’s face drop as the girl I brought home from the bar walked right past her. She sped up to walk to her car, I ran after her and grabbed her wrist to pull her towards me.

“I’m so sorry.” I barely even mumbled it. “come in the house with me, we can talk?” I genuinely did feel shit. But at least now we were even, she’s obviously been fucking my brother.

“Fuck off Michael, I can’t believe..” she said and stopped as she seen that Vic came outside the house wondering what we were doing outside.

“GUYS! I’m so happy for you!” he shouted and hugged us both, she squirmed away. Fuck. I’d gotten it wrong. I thought they were sleeping together but really she’d gone over to tell him about me and her like she’d been dying to.

“Scar. Fuck I’m so sorry. I got it wrong. I thought you two were together so I went out and oh my fucking god I have fucked up so, so bad. I’m so sorry, can you forgive me please?” she barely even looked at me, I seen the tears start to slowly come out of her eyes.

“Go fuck yourself.” She grumbled as she got into her car. What have I fucking done?

I’ve tried texting and calling her and getting Vic to call to see if she’s okay but he won’t. I’ve fucked up. It’s been nearly three days, we have a show soon and I want her to go but I know she won’t. Fuck why did I do this? Everyone is so pissed at me. Why couldn’t I have let her just explain?

Notes

Title credit: Life Cycles - The Word Alive

Okay I should probably be able to update again in a couple of days, I hope this is interesting, idk, not feeling confident about it! Thank you all so much for reading anyway :)

Scarlett's outfit for her day with Vic. - http://www.polyvore.com/chill_day/set?id=85656222