Will You Fall In Love Again?
True Love Comes From More Than Just The Heart
I’ve been in New York again for two days so far and I’ve been lazing about in my apartment watching love movie after love movie on the couch trying to figure out how I’m going to make this decision. I decide to do the only thing I can do and phone the person that will make me feel better and help me with what to do.
“Hey Scar”
“Vic! Hey! Uhm-” Vic cut me off, as always…
“Yeah Mike’s told me everything. Know what you’re going to do yet?”
“Precisely why I phoned. When are you off tour? Three more days?”
“Yeah, how come?”
“Was just wondering when Austin would come by… Like so I know when my final decision needs to be made. I’ll phone you soon Vicky, I love you!”
“I love you too Scar, follow your heart, even if it’s going to break someone else’s.”
“Thanks Vicky.”
And with that I hung up. And I knew my decision.
Three days had come by quicker than I thought they would. It was 7 o’clock at night and I knew that Austin would be here by 8 at the latest. I didn’t bother getting dolled up, he’ll be tired. I just can’t wait to get everything off my chest really; it’s been eating me alive.
The door went and I unlocked it, letting Austin in, he must have dropped all his stuff off at his own house.
“Wow, that’s a nice effort you’ve made for me Scar” he chuckled, pointing to what I was wearing. The top was Mike’s and I’ve had it since we first started going out. Austin didn’t know that though… he sat next to me on the couch and I had the blanket up to me, twiddling with my thumbs and deciding on how to word this.
“This isn’t working” we both said it at the exact same time.
“You first.” Austin said with a smile.
“Oh. Well okay, Austin you know I love you” he nodded for me to continue and I took his tattooed hand in mine and looked down at it, for fear of getting upset. “I love you a lot, you’ve been the best boyfriend and I have nothing to complain about. I know it’s such a cliché that people are like ‘it’s not you, it’s me’ but in this case it genuinely is. When I seen Mike I kind of knew I wasn’t totally done with the relationship. And if we’re being totally honest, I kissed him. I can’t say it didn’t mean anything because it obviously did, but I felt so bad for it, it’s why I stayed off the tour for the last few dates, to think things over. Because let’s face it, mine and Mike’s relationship towards the end was horrible and I’m so afraid of it being like that again but I’m just not done with the relationship. I love him still, I love you. But I’m totally head over heels for him, he’s the love of my life and I’m sorry. He always will be the love of my life. I’m sorry.” I frowned, and looked up at him for the first time, his eyes sad with a weak smile on. “You go.” I smiled at him.
“I totally understand everything you just said. I know how you feel. Because actually, I ran into the love of my life on the last tour date. She told me she still loves me, she wants to be with me. And I knew there was something wrong between you and I but I couldn’t figure out what. In all honesty, I think we’re better off as friends.” I nodded, totally couldn’t agree with him more. We hugged it out and he soon left. I’m so relieved with how it went; I thought it was going to be horrible. The love of his life is a girl named Claire. She has this beautiful blonde hair that she always keeps wavy, and these striking blue eyes. They stand out and she has soft facial features, she’s pretty much perfect. Her figure is just what every girl looks for and she is undeniably beautiful. I’m so happy for them both! They broke up when OM&M were just gaining popularity because they were touring too much; I know it killed the both of them. She didn’t want to do it and I’m glad that they can be together now and be happy. Just like I’m going to be.
And without another second I decide to text the love of my life.
To: Mikey <3
So, I guess I’m all yours.. xxxxxx
Not even a minute later I got a phonecall, he was in the car and had me on loudspeaker.
“Hey baby” I smiled.
“I can practically hear your grin honey! How are you? Was it okay? Was he mad?”
“I’m good baby, how are you? It actually went really well and we both fell in love with someone else, coincidentally it was both of our ex’s before we met each other. He wasn’t mad, no. we ended it on a really good note, he doesn’t hate you or me and we’re both happy for each other.”
“I’m glad baby. Hey look out your window.”
“What, why?”
“Just do it.”
I got up from my couch and went to the balcony where Mike was standing outside of his car, with red roses in his hands. I screamed with excitement, motioning for him to come upstairs. I raced to the door to meet him half way and jumped on him when I got near.
“Oh my god I’m so happy right now, you are the fucking best! Why are you here in New York?!”
“I decided to stick around so that if it was me you chose I could do something cute like this.” He winked at me and I led him into the house where we cuddled up on the couch with a blanket and watched Harry Potter.
“Mmmm, Scar” he breathed into the back of my neck.
“Yeah baby?”
“This is perfect.”
I smiled and we just talked about everything, I’ve missed him so much. I love him. He’s perfect and I’m so happy. I’ve decided to move back to San Diego and Mike is gonna help me to pack and take some stuff back with him. I’m so, so happy! We made out for about 2 hours before we fell asleep on the couch and cuddled the whole night. This really is perfect.
“Hey Scar”
“Vic! Hey! Uhm-” Vic cut me off, as always…
“Yeah Mike’s told me everything. Know what you’re going to do yet?”
“Precisely why I phoned. When are you off tour? Three more days?”
“Yeah, how come?”
“Was just wondering when Austin would come by… Like so I know when my final decision needs to be made. I’ll phone you soon Vicky, I love you!”
“I love you too Scar, follow your heart, even if it’s going to break someone else’s.”
“Thanks Vicky.”
And with that I hung up. And I knew my decision.
Three days had come by quicker than I thought they would. It was 7 o’clock at night and I knew that Austin would be here by 8 at the latest. I didn’t bother getting dolled up, he’ll be tired. I just can’t wait to get everything off my chest really; it’s been eating me alive.
The door went and I unlocked it, letting Austin in, he must have dropped all his stuff off at his own house.
“Wow, that’s a nice effort you’ve made for me Scar” he chuckled, pointing to what I was wearing. The top was Mike’s and I’ve had it since we first started going out. Austin didn’t know that though… he sat next to me on the couch and I had the blanket up to me, twiddling with my thumbs and deciding on how to word this.
“This isn’t working” we both said it at the exact same time.
“You first.” Austin said with a smile.
“Oh. Well okay, Austin you know I love you” he nodded for me to continue and I took his tattooed hand in mine and looked down at it, for fear of getting upset. “I love you a lot, you’ve been the best boyfriend and I have nothing to complain about. I know it’s such a cliché that people are like ‘it’s not you, it’s me’ but in this case it genuinely is. When I seen Mike I kind of knew I wasn’t totally done with the relationship. And if we’re being totally honest, I kissed him. I can’t say it didn’t mean anything because it obviously did, but I felt so bad for it, it’s why I stayed off the tour for the last few dates, to think things over. Because let’s face it, mine and Mike’s relationship towards the end was horrible and I’m so afraid of it being like that again but I’m just not done with the relationship. I love him still, I love you. But I’m totally head over heels for him, he’s the love of my life and I’m sorry. He always will be the love of my life. I’m sorry.” I frowned, and looked up at him for the first time, his eyes sad with a weak smile on. “You go.” I smiled at him.
“I totally understand everything you just said. I know how you feel. Because actually, I ran into the love of my life on the last tour date. She told me she still loves me, she wants to be with me. And I knew there was something wrong between you and I but I couldn’t figure out what. In all honesty, I think we’re better off as friends.” I nodded, totally couldn’t agree with him more. We hugged it out and he soon left. I’m so relieved with how it went; I thought it was going to be horrible. The love of his life is a girl named Claire. She has this beautiful blonde hair that she always keeps wavy, and these striking blue eyes. They stand out and she has soft facial features, she’s pretty much perfect. Her figure is just what every girl looks for and she is undeniably beautiful. I’m so happy for them both! They broke up when OM&M were just gaining popularity because they were touring too much; I know it killed the both of them. She didn’t want to do it and I’m glad that they can be together now and be happy. Just like I’m going to be.
And without another second I decide to text the love of my life.
To: Mikey <3
So, I guess I’m all yours.. xxxxxx
Not even a minute later I got a phonecall, he was in the car and had me on loudspeaker.
“Hey baby” I smiled.
“I can practically hear your grin honey! How are you? Was it okay? Was he mad?”
“I’m good baby, how are you? It actually went really well and we both fell in love with someone else, coincidentally it was both of our ex’s before we met each other. He wasn’t mad, no. we ended it on a really good note, he doesn’t hate you or me and we’re both happy for each other.”
“I’m glad baby. Hey look out your window.”
“What, why?”
“Just do it.”
I got up from my couch and went to the balcony where Mike was standing outside of his car, with red roses in his hands. I screamed with excitement, motioning for him to come upstairs. I raced to the door to meet him half way and jumped on him when I got near.
“Oh my god I’m so happy right now, you are the fucking best! Why are you here in New York?!”
“I decided to stick around so that if it was me you chose I could do something cute like this.” He winked at me and I led him into the house where we cuddled up on the couch with a blanket and watched Harry Potter.
“Mmmm, Scar” he breathed into the back of my neck.
“Yeah baby?”
“This is perfect.”
I smiled and we just talked about everything, I’ve missed him so much. I love him. He’s perfect and I’m so happy. I’ve decided to move back to San Diego and Mike is gonna help me to pack and take some stuff back with him. I’m so, so happy! We made out for about 2 hours before we fell asleep on the couch and cuddled the whole night. This really is perfect.
Awww, you're so sweet man!
11/11/13