Will You Fall In Love Again?
I Feel So Alive Again
I was just setting up my station in work when my boss, Jake shouted that my client was here. I love tattooing people and I love New York, this is going to be a good day! It’s my third week back here and I love my new job, my new apartment and everything is perfect again. I’m so happy to be here! I walk to the front to welcome my client, when I see him I was completely star struck. It was none other than Austin Carlile from Of Mice & Men. He’s so much more gorgeous in person. He had a warm and welcoming smile, I studied every single one of his features before finally mouthing a quiet “Hi”, and I was so excited to tattoo him! He was so gorgeous and OM&M were my favourites.
“Hey, I’m Austin” he gave his hand out for me to shake it and I did.
“Scarlett” I said with a smile.
I felt arms snake round my waist as I was standing out on the balcony of my apartment, smoking a cigarette. I looked down to the familiar tattoos and smiled, I’m so happy.
“What are you thinking about, honey?” Austin said whilst he put his chin on my shoulder and lightly kissed my cheek when I turned round to look at him.
“The day we met, I was so star struck like a little girl.” I giggled.
“Yeah, your smile was the cutest, it was the hugest too – all I could see was your smiley piercing and you just looked so damn beautiful.” He smiled and pressed his lips to mine.
Austin and I have been dating for two years, and I wouldn’t change anything for the world. I never thought I’d fall in love again after Mike, I thought I was going to be alone, not able to trust anyone, but Austin, well he made me feel like anything’s possible. And it is. If you believe in yourself enough, that is. I had changed a lot in these two years. I now had my nose, my nipples, my smiley, my belly button, my medusa and my labret pierced. I also had many more tattoos and my hair was down to my bum and I always kept it wavy. I was skinnier, but still confident and had a good sized bum and decent boobs. I was happy with myself, finally. I’m now 25 and I love my life and everything that’s now in it.
I wish I could say I still spoke to the other guys from Pierce the Veil (they’re really big now) I don’t want to go into it but basically Jaime was pissed off at me for leaving and I don’t blame him at all, but it’s in the past and I guess I can’t do anything or change anything that happened. Jaime and I still exchange emails every now and again and I miss him dearly, but I have a brilliant life now, I’m much happier than I’ve ever been. I love my life! And I love my gorgeous boyfriend more; he’s everything to me and the most gentle, caring person I’ve ever met. Not in any way selfish and he’s just perfect in every way.
“So, Scarlett my darling would you like to go out for dinner and some drinks? I’m feeling like spoiling you.” Austin said with a big toothy grin, he was always spoiling me.
“Hell yeah!” I said excitedly, jumping up on Austin and wrapping my arms round his neck whilst my legs went round his waist, he kissed me passionately and carried me into the toilet, so I could get showered.
“I’m excited to have a night just us baby.” He said before he left the toilet.
I shaved everything I had to shave and washed my hair and body. I got out of the shower and changed into my lingerie and dress for tonight. I wanted to look so beautiful for him. I actually felt good too; I can’t describe how good he makes me feel. He just makes me feel amazing about myself and makes me forget about all the flaws I have.
“Fuck. Oh my fucking god you look absolutely perfect. I can’t believe you’re mine, you’re so unbelievably beautiful!” Austin gushed when he saw me. He was wearing skinny black jeans and a really nice black shirt. He looked hot as fuck, only some of his tattoos were showing but he still looked beautiful.
“Baby, I can’t believe that you are mine! Look how gorgeous you are!” I laughed and kissed him. We went to dinner and came home to watch a movie, but as always, we only made it about half an hour in before we started fooling around. We were lying on the couch in my apartment and I was lying on top of him with my arms round his torso and his were on my hips and my head was resting on his chest, happily. I liked hearing his heartbeat. I started to put my hand up his shirt and I drew circles on his stomach with my fingertips, he kissed my forehead and I looked up to him to kiss him. I kissed him lightly at first, took a breath of air and smiled at him before crashing my lips into his and sitting up a bit so I was sitting on him and he grabbed my bum from the inside of my dress. I moaned a little bit and bit his lip; I know it drives him insane.
“Let’s go to the bedroom baby.” He said and as he walked with me hand in hand to the bedroom he barely kept his eyes off me, biting his lip and as soon as we got into the room he pushed me onto the bed before getting on top of me, crashing his lips to mine and licking my lower lip, begging for his tongue to get entrance into my mouth, I opened my mouth to deepen the kiss and my hands searched up his shirt to scratch at his back. He took his shirt off and came back to me, kissing my neck and my collar bone.
“I fucking want you Austin” I breathed into his ear. He unzipped the back of my dress and I scanned over his body whilst undoing his trouser buttons as he scanned over mine and I pushed him to the bed and got on top again. I was grinding my hips up against his, feeling him become hard beneath me. I wanted him. I wanted him so bad. He kissed me eagerly, and flipped me over to wear he took off any remaining clothes. He kissed me from my jaw line to my neck and collar bone to my boobs and squeezed my bum and held my hips as he lowered himself to my slit where he slowly licked and I let out a moan. He then started to lick my clit and made circles with his tongue on my clit and I felt like I was gonna cum right there and then. He snuck one finger into me and I squealed with delight as he continued to lick and suck on my clit and dart his finger in and out of me, I came in no time. He sucked his finger and I took off his boxers and took him in my mouth, Austin was pretty big and I couldn’t manage it all in my mouth but I did my best.
“Scarlett, you’re amazing at that” he said as he held my hair and moaned every now and again. Eventually he came and I came back up to kiss him and lay next to him until he was ready for more. I started kissing his neck and letting him know I needed more, now. He took me to the edge of the bed where he was already hard again and he was standing as he slid himself into me.
“Austin, that feels fucking amazing.” I said as he started to thrust at a steady place.
“You’re.. So.. Tight…” he said inbetween thrusts. This was heaven.
“Harder… Faster… Austin!” I screamed as Austin thrusted deep and fast into me, I could feel my orgasm coming and I screamed his name as I came, we were shaking the bed I flipped over so I was on top and riding him.
“I’m so close, Scarlett. Fuck. Fuck!” Austin shouted as he squeezed my ass.
“Fuck Austin, this feels amazing.” The sweat was dripping off us and I was close to my third orgasm of the night.
“AUSTIN! Oh my fucking god” I screamed as I came again.
“Scarlett! Fuck!” Austin came soon after from hearing me scream his name over and over. We rolled over in the bed and brought the blanket up to us, we were still breathless and we cuddled with my head in his chest and he was playing with my hair.
“I think that was the best sex we’ve ever had, Scar” he eventually said once his breathing calmed down. I nodded and passionately kissed him before we fell asleep. This was a great night. And we were going on a tour tomorrow! I couldn’t be happier right now.
The next morning we got ready and headed to the tour bus that was ready to pick us up. We weren’t sure who Of Mice & Men were touring with yet because Austin hadn’t really spoken to anyone other than Alan.
“Hey Scarlett, I missed you!” I was engulfed in a bear hug by Tino, he’s like my best friend. Everyone greeted us happily as we got onto the bus and we put all our stuff away and sat with the band on the couch. I had my legs over Austin’s and off we went to begin our tour around America. I was excited! This was the first tour I’d been on with them and I loved the guys from OM&M so much, they were like my family.
“So, the first gig’s tomorrow night and we need to get a setlist written up.” Alan said from behind a laptop.
“Guys?! Can I do it?!” I said with a smile.
“I guess you could…” Phil said. I instantly jumped over to where Alan was sitting and picked out 12 songs that I wanted them to do. It went like this:
WHEN YOU CAN’T SLEEP AT NIGHT
THE DEPTHS
THE STORM
THE GREAT HENDOWSKI
MY UNDERSTANDINGS
OG LOKO
OHIOISONFIRE
LET LIVE
REPEATING APOLOGIES
YDG
SECOND AND SEBRING
I’M A MONSTER
They were all pretty happy with my decision and were all happy to do those songs.
“So, it’s going to be The Word Alive, Pierce the Veil then us that play.” Alan said. I froze.
"Pierce the Veil are on this tour?" Tino nodded, knowing my past with Mike. I rolled my eyes, this is going to bring up some unnecessary drama.
Eventually we got to the venue and we stayed in the tour bus until Pierce the Veil went on. I really did not want to see them right now. We sat in the dressing room for OM&M and waited until it was time to go on. I stood at the side of the stage totally infatuated by Austin, I was playing with my necklace, nervous in case of one of the Pierce the Veil guys came up to me. The set was going amazingly, I was proud of myself for making such great choices, the crowd was going crazy! I knew Austin loved every minute of it and I took a few photos with my iPhone from the side of the stage. I got one where Austin was smiling at the crowd and it was the cutest thing ever. I posted it to instagram with the caption “My baby and the rest of my boys killing it tonight!” (my phone instantly got bombarded with notifications)
“Long time no see, buddy” I heard a voice from behind me say. I turned around and seen him. This is going to be awkward.
“Hey, I’m Austin” he gave his hand out for me to shake it and I did.
“Scarlett” I said with a smile.
I felt arms snake round my waist as I was standing out on the balcony of my apartment, smoking a cigarette. I looked down to the familiar tattoos and smiled, I’m so happy.
“What are you thinking about, honey?” Austin said whilst he put his chin on my shoulder and lightly kissed my cheek when I turned round to look at him.
“The day we met, I was so star struck like a little girl.” I giggled.
“Yeah, your smile was the cutest, it was the hugest too – all I could see was your smiley piercing and you just looked so damn beautiful.” He smiled and pressed his lips to mine.
Austin and I have been dating for two years, and I wouldn’t change anything for the world. I never thought I’d fall in love again after Mike, I thought I was going to be alone, not able to trust anyone, but Austin, well he made me feel like anything’s possible. And it is. If you believe in yourself enough, that is. I had changed a lot in these two years. I now had my nose, my nipples, my smiley, my belly button, my medusa and my labret pierced. I also had many more tattoos and my hair was down to my bum and I always kept it wavy. I was skinnier, but still confident and had a good sized bum and decent boobs. I was happy with myself, finally. I’m now 25 and I love my life and everything that’s now in it.
I wish I could say I still spoke to the other guys from Pierce the Veil (they’re really big now) I don’t want to go into it but basically Jaime was pissed off at me for leaving and I don’t blame him at all, but it’s in the past and I guess I can’t do anything or change anything that happened. Jaime and I still exchange emails every now and again and I miss him dearly, but I have a brilliant life now, I’m much happier than I’ve ever been. I love my life! And I love my gorgeous boyfriend more; he’s everything to me and the most gentle, caring person I’ve ever met. Not in any way selfish and he’s just perfect in every way.
“So, Scarlett my darling would you like to go out for dinner and some drinks? I’m feeling like spoiling you.” Austin said with a big toothy grin, he was always spoiling me.
“Hell yeah!” I said excitedly, jumping up on Austin and wrapping my arms round his neck whilst my legs went round his waist, he kissed me passionately and carried me into the toilet, so I could get showered.
“I’m excited to have a night just us baby.” He said before he left the toilet.
I shaved everything I had to shave and washed my hair and body. I got out of the shower and changed into my lingerie and dress for tonight. I wanted to look so beautiful for him. I actually felt good too; I can’t describe how good he makes me feel. He just makes me feel amazing about myself and makes me forget about all the flaws I have.
“Fuck. Oh my fucking god you look absolutely perfect. I can’t believe you’re mine, you’re so unbelievably beautiful!” Austin gushed when he saw me. He was wearing skinny black jeans and a really nice black shirt. He looked hot as fuck, only some of his tattoos were showing but he still looked beautiful.
“Baby, I can’t believe that you are mine! Look how gorgeous you are!” I laughed and kissed him. We went to dinner and came home to watch a movie, but as always, we only made it about half an hour in before we started fooling around. We were lying on the couch in my apartment and I was lying on top of him with my arms round his torso and his were on my hips and my head was resting on his chest, happily. I liked hearing his heartbeat. I started to put my hand up his shirt and I drew circles on his stomach with my fingertips, he kissed my forehead and I looked up to him to kiss him. I kissed him lightly at first, took a breath of air and smiled at him before crashing my lips into his and sitting up a bit so I was sitting on him and he grabbed my bum from the inside of my dress. I moaned a little bit and bit his lip; I know it drives him insane.
“Let’s go to the bedroom baby.” He said and as he walked with me hand in hand to the bedroom he barely kept his eyes off me, biting his lip and as soon as we got into the room he pushed me onto the bed before getting on top of me, crashing his lips to mine and licking my lower lip, begging for his tongue to get entrance into my mouth, I opened my mouth to deepen the kiss and my hands searched up his shirt to scratch at his back. He took his shirt off and came back to me, kissing my neck and my collar bone.
“I fucking want you Austin” I breathed into his ear. He unzipped the back of my dress and I scanned over his body whilst undoing his trouser buttons as he scanned over mine and I pushed him to the bed and got on top again. I was grinding my hips up against his, feeling him become hard beneath me. I wanted him. I wanted him so bad. He kissed me eagerly, and flipped me over to wear he took off any remaining clothes. He kissed me from my jaw line to my neck and collar bone to my boobs and squeezed my bum and held my hips as he lowered himself to my slit where he slowly licked and I let out a moan. He then started to lick my clit and made circles with his tongue on my clit and I felt like I was gonna cum right there and then. He snuck one finger into me and I squealed with delight as he continued to lick and suck on my clit and dart his finger in and out of me, I came in no time. He sucked his finger and I took off his boxers and took him in my mouth, Austin was pretty big and I couldn’t manage it all in my mouth but I did my best.
“Scarlett, you’re amazing at that” he said as he held my hair and moaned every now and again. Eventually he came and I came back up to kiss him and lay next to him until he was ready for more. I started kissing his neck and letting him know I needed more, now. He took me to the edge of the bed where he was already hard again and he was standing as he slid himself into me.
“Austin, that feels fucking amazing.” I said as he started to thrust at a steady place.
“You’re.. So.. Tight…” he said inbetween thrusts. This was heaven.
“Harder… Faster… Austin!” I screamed as Austin thrusted deep and fast into me, I could feel my orgasm coming and I screamed his name as I came, we were shaking the bed I flipped over so I was on top and riding him.
“I’m so close, Scarlett. Fuck. Fuck!” Austin shouted as he squeezed my ass.
“Fuck Austin, this feels amazing.” The sweat was dripping off us and I was close to my third orgasm of the night.
“AUSTIN! Oh my fucking god” I screamed as I came again.
“Scarlett! Fuck!” Austin came soon after from hearing me scream his name over and over. We rolled over in the bed and brought the blanket up to us, we were still breathless and we cuddled with my head in his chest and he was playing with my hair.
“I think that was the best sex we’ve ever had, Scar” he eventually said once his breathing calmed down. I nodded and passionately kissed him before we fell asleep. This was a great night. And we were going on a tour tomorrow! I couldn’t be happier right now.
The next morning we got ready and headed to the tour bus that was ready to pick us up. We weren’t sure who Of Mice & Men were touring with yet because Austin hadn’t really spoken to anyone other than Alan.
“Hey Scarlett, I missed you!” I was engulfed in a bear hug by Tino, he’s like my best friend. Everyone greeted us happily as we got onto the bus and we put all our stuff away and sat with the band on the couch. I had my legs over Austin’s and off we went to begin our tour around America. I was excited! This was the first tour I’d been on with them and I loved the guys from OM&M so much, they were like my family.
“So, the first gig’s tomorrow night and we need to get a setlist written up.” Alan said from behind a laptop.
“Guys?! Can I do it?!” I said with a smile.
“I guess you could…” Phil said. I instantly jumped over to where Alan was sitting and picked out 12 songs that I wanted them to do. It went like this:
WHEN YOU CAN’T SLEEP AT NIGHT
THE DEPTHS
THE STORM
THE GREAT HENDOWSKI
MY UNDERSTANDINGS
OG LOKO
OHIOISONFIRE
LET LIVE
REPEATING APOLOGIES
YDG
SECOND AND SEBRING
I’M A MONSTER
They were all pretty happy with my decision and were all happy to do those songs.
“So, it’s going to be The Word Alive, Pierce the Veil then us that play.” Alan said. I froze.
"Pierce the Veil are on this tour?" Tino nodded, knowing my past with Mike. I rolled my eyes, this is going to bring up some unnecessary drama.
Eventually we got to the venue and we stayed in the tour bus until Pierce the Veil went on. I really did not want to see them right now. We sat in the dressing room for OM&M and waited until it was time to go on. I stood at the side of the stage totally infatuated by Austin, I was playing with my necklace, nervous in case of one of the Pierce the Veil guys came up to me. The set was going amazingly, I was proud of myself for making such great choices, the crowd was going crazy! I knew Austin loved every minute of it and I took a few photos with my iPhone from the side of the stage. I got one where Austin was smiling at the crowd and it was the cutest thing ever. I posted it to instagram with the caption “My baby and the rest of my boys killing it tonight!” (my phone instantly got bombarded with notifications)
“Long time no see, buddy” I heard a voice from behind me say. I turned around and seen him. This is going to be awkward.
Awww, you're so sweet man!
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