Finally Free

I was looking down at the furiously rushing vivid blue water while thinking about everything that has gone on in my life. Im almost free and this rushing water was so hypnotizing i’m sure that if i wasn’t already jumping it would have made me nose dive into the crystalline waters without regret. I wrapped my arms around myself as a cold gust of wind came out of nowhere and spread goosebumps over my lightly clothed body. I was wearing a simple white nightgown my black hair flowing loosely in the wind and my snowy white skin making me stick out but blend in at the same time with the cloudy grey atmosphere contrasting with the dark green scenery of the pine tree’s that is vast in this area. I unwrap my arms from my body and grasp the railing pushing myself up on to it so i could sit and stare for just a while longer. I’m not exactly sure but i thought that people were supposed to be scared when they were about to end their life. Aren't i supposed to be having a huge internal battle of if i should jump but i’m not . The voices have stopped shouting their vulgar demands at me i have finally pleased their hunger for my death even though im not actually gone yet I think they know they have won the battle in my mind and i will wave my white flag with dignity. The water just seems so inviting as if it’s calling to me telling me “Emery come find solace in your eternal rest” I look back up take in my surroundings one last time. This is the last time i will ever see the forest or hear the wind make the tree’s sway. I'm alright with that though. I turn my head to the road side and see the last thing i wanted to see right now, My Brother Ricky. I don't want him to see this but it has to happen or the voices will come back. “Just do it, stupid little girl.” “What a shame she can't even make a choice” “What a baby, gonna keep yourself from freedom just because your big brother shows up” they said one by one fiercely attacking me with their vicious words. I didn't respond this time, I looked to my brother who was slowly approaching me like you would a rabid dog stuck in a corner snapping its foaming mouth at you. He reached out to grab me but i quickly said i love you and pushed myself off the ledge.
Im finally free...

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