I only miss the game
Remembering Sunday (ATL)
-Alexis POV-
"Vic!" I hear a light yell from outside the lounging room door, I guess coming from one of the guys. As soon as the guys picked me up from the hospital I ran to the room in the back, because someone was in the bathroom and it was the only door that locked, I've been crying in here for about 30 minutes. The sound of faint footstep rang in the room and I could hear them discussing who was going to talk to me, I guess they chose Vic because he is the most "sensitive" i want to say but i don't really know why they chose him.
"Alexis, it's Vic mind opening the door so we could talk" he paused knocking slowly," or if you don't want to you could cry on my shoulder that's totally fine, or if you want i could get Jaime and he could tell you jokes if you want, or..or..or" he said almost a little too excited " I could give you a private concert and sing you a couple of our favorite songs." when I heard that I forgot why I was crying (obviously not) and opened the door.
One thing on my bucket list i haven't yet accomplished that has been on my bucket list for the longest was to be one of the girls who the guys chose and get serenaded by them. As soon as the door opened Vic got in before I got a chance to change my mind. Man did i really regret opening it now Vic can decide we're too much drama and fire me and I wouldn't have a job, possibly lose my sister which was more important than this job.
"So which one of my propositions made you open the door?" He asked with a sweet voice. When I didn't answer he took a step closer to me and sat down right next to me and moved my head so that it was on his shoulder rather than having me cry into my knees he had my crying on his shoulders. Slowly but surely i began to sob on his shoulder letting to all out because i couldn't hold it in any more it was just too much everything was going in the same direction as it was a couple of years ago. " Look I'm not going to force you to open up to me or any of us trust me I know I've been in your shoes. But just know when you are ready to open up i'm here, Jaime is her, Tony is here, and Mike is here you just say the word and anyone of us will listen. Don't worry i won't move until you tell me you want to leave. If you and to stay here and cry, I'll cry with you. You want to talk, I'll listen. You want to forget, I'll go get drinks or put on a movie or i could do whatever you want." Vic said trying to cheer me up and i have to admit it was working.
"A drink would be nice." I said while he has rubbing my back in order to cheer me up.
"Then a drink you shall have m'lady." he said standing up giving me a bow before exiting the room. "I'll be right back!" he said running to the kitchen. a couple of seconds later there was a knock on the door and Vic appeared with 4 different bottles of liquor. " So I forgot to ask what you wanted and i don't know what you like so i brought all that I could carry." He said with a hint of embarrassment in his voice.
I giggled taking the bottle of jack and a cup from him. "This is perfect, Thanks." I said serving myself. I haven't drank that much in a long time, so it hit me harder than normal.
"Oh, a girl who can drink. Mike is going to love you." he said in a joking tone. " So is your sister going to be okay, you haven't told us anything. I mean you don't have to tell me and if she can't make it to the show tomorrow it's fine I can find someone it won't be a problem." He said in a more serious tone.
"No, she'll meet up with us it's not going to be a problem." I said in a low tone looking away from Vic giving him a reassuring smile. I poured myself another drink but this time I wasn't drinking it I was just moving it around in my cup.
"Oh okay do you want to talk about anything?" He asked, but I didn't answer. I mean what could i tell him, what could I talk to him about. I mean I would kill to be in the position I am in but just maybe in different situation, like at the mall but here I am crying like a baby in front of one of my idols. " I know you are worried about your sister trust me I know how that feels because I made my brother feel that way once before. I know you know about my past. But right now what you need is to talk to her let her know that you are there for her, that you love her no matter what she does, and that nothing will make you walk away from her."
"It's just... I'm so tired, I'm tired of acting like I have my life together. I'm tired of acting like I... like i'm okay because the truth is I'm not okay." In that moment i knew what was wrong and this wasn't entirely about her of course she had a big part but I was sad for more than that this was just a breaking point. There was no way of stopping these tears from coming " And it's killing me seeing how Aria is throwing everything we have worked for together away, like she is in this alone because she knows that I was the one in a hospital bed too I almost killed myself and I don't want her to end up like me. I hit rock bottom and I know what it looks like and what it... feels like. We used to tell eachother everything what happened?" After these words i took a swig of the bottle and set it far away not wanting to fall into old habits. Vic just listened that's all that i wanted someone to listen so I could let it out. I looked at him and gave him a genuine smile and he smiled back. I took a deep breath and let it out.
"Do you want to watch a movie, I'll watch anything."
"The little mermaid!" I blurted out sounding a little too excited.
"Okay" he giggled. "Can I ask the guess if they want to join us ?"
"Are you kidding? Watch the Little mermaid with PTV and drinks hell yea!"
Soon the guys joined us and vic was sitting to the right of me, he wrapped an arm around me, Mike was to my left and Tony and Jaime sat on the floor leaning on the couch. It was a dream come true. Our bus driver Fred took a quick picture of us while we got some gas and it couldn't have been better.
"Vic!" I hear a light yell from outside the lounging room door, I guess coming from one of the guys. As soon as the guys picked me up from the hospital I ran to the room in the back, because someone was in the bathroom and it was the only door that locked, I've been crying in here for about 30 minutes. The sound of faint footstep rang in the room and I could hear them discussing who was going to talk to me, I guess they chose Vic because he is the most "sensitive" i want to say but i don't really know why they chose him.
"Alexis, it's Vic mind opening the door so we could talk" he paused knocking slowly," or if you don't want to you could cry on my shoulder that's totally fine, or if you want i could get Jaime and he could tell you jokes if you want, or..or..or" he said almost a little too excited " I could give you a private concert and sing you a couple of our favorite songs." when I heard that I forgot why I was crying (obviously not) and opened the door.
One thing on my bucket list i haven't yet accomplished that has been on my bucket list for the longest was to be one of the girls who the guys chose and get serenaded by them. As soon as the door opened Vic got in before I got a chance to change my mind. Man did i really regret opening it now Vic can decide we're too much drama and fire me and I wouldn't have a job, possibly lose my sister which was more important than this job.
"So which one of my propositions made you open the door?" He asked with a sweet voice. When I didn't answer he took a step closer to me and sat down right next to me and moved my head so that it was on his shoulder rather than having me cry into my knees he had my crying on his shoulders. Slowly but surely i began to sob on his shoulder letting to all out because i couldn't hold it in any more it was just too much everything was going in the same direction as it was a couple of years ago. " Look I'm not going to force you to open up to me or any of us trust me I know I've been in your shoes. But just know when you are ready to open up i'm here, Jaime is her, Tony is here, and Mike is here you just say the word and anyone of us will listen. Don't worry i won't move until you tell me you want to leave. If you and to stay here and cry, I'll cry with you. You want to talk, I'll listen. You want to forget, I'll go get drinks or put on a movie or i could do whatever you want." Vic said trying to cheer me up and i have to admit it was working.
"A drink would be nice." I said while he has rubbing my back in order to cheer me up.
"Then a drink you shall have m'lady." he said standing up giving me a bow before exiting the room. "I'll be right back!" he said running to the kitchen. a couple of seconds later there was a knock on the door and Vic appeared with 4 different bottles of liquor. " So I forgot to ask what you wanted and i don't know what you like so i brought all that I could carry." He said with a hint of embarrassment in his voice.
I giggled taking the bottle of jack and a cup from him. "This is perfect, Thanks." I said serving myself. I haven't drank that much in a long time, so it hit me harder than normal.
"Oh, a girl who can drink. Mike is going to love you." he said in a joking tone. " So is your sister going to be okay, you haven't told us anything. I mean you don't have to tell me and if she can't make it to the show tomorrow it's fine I can find someone it won't be a problem." He said in a more serious tone.
"No, she'll meet up with us it's not going to be a problem." I said in a low tone looking away from Vic giving him a reassuring smile. I poured myself another drink but this time I wasn't drinking it I was just moving it around in my cup.
"Oh okay do you want to talk about anything?" He asked, but I didn't answer. I mean what could i tell him, what could I talk to him about. I mean I would kill to be in the position I am in but just maybe in different situation, like at the mall but here I am crying like a baby in front of one of my idols. " I know you are worried about your sister trust me I know how that feels because I made my brother feel that way once before. I know you know about my past. But right now what you need is to talk to her let her know that you are there for her, that you love her no matter what she does, and that nothing will make you walk away from her."
"It's just... I'm so tired, I'm tired of acting like I have my life together. I'm tired of acting like I... like i'm okay because the truth is I'm not okay." In that moment i knew what was wrong and this wasn't entirely about her of course she had a big part but I was sad for more than that this was just a breaking point. There was no way of stopping these tears from coming " And it's killing me seeing how Aria is throwing everything we have worked for together away, like she is in this alone because she knows that I was the one in a hospital bed too I almost killed myself and I don't want her to end up like me. I hit rock bottom and I know what it looks like and what it... feels like. We used to tell eachother everything what happened?" After these words i took a swig of the bottle and set it far away not wanting to fall into old habits. Vic just listened that's all that i wanted someone to listen so I could let it out. I looked at him and gave him a genuine smile and he smiled back. I took a deep breath and let it out.
"Do you want to watch a movie, I'll watch anything."
"The little mermaid!" I blurted out sounding a little too excited.
"Okay" he giggled. "Can I ask the guess if they want to join us ?"
"Are you kidding? Watch the Little mermaid with PTV and drinks hell yea!"
Soon the guys joined us and vic was sitting to the right of me, he wrapped an arm around me, Mike was to my left and Tony and Jaime sat on the floor leaning on the couch. It was a dream come true. Our bus driver Fred took a quick picture of us while we got some gas and it couldn't have been better.
Notes
Just a little insight into the soon to be very important friendship of Vic and Alexis. (Please don't ship I won't make them a couple. #sorrynotsorry) NO HATE!! Anyways what did you guys think? Let me know in the comments.
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Love it! Love the friendship starting between Vic and Alexis! Can't wait for the update!
3/22/17