I only miss the game
Holding On To You
-ARIA'S POV-
"So, she's going to be okay? I faintly heard someone ask. The sound of something beeping next to me not allowing me to hear the rest of the conversation.
"Alexis?" I managed to croak out. The light talking of which sounded like Alexis and another woman abruptly stopped stopped. I manage to slightly open my eyes but the bright light of the room blinded me for a couple of seconds but slowly my eyes adjusted and I was able to see a concerned Alexis and a new face a couple of feet away from me. "Alexis!" I manage to say a little louder than i thought. The two figures made their way over to me slowly as to not frighten me. I looked around and saw a bright white room with an even brighter and whiter ceiling, a ceiling I knew all to well.
"Aria? Are you awake? Can you hear me?" I quickly sat up and tried to get off of this stupid and uncomfortable bed and weak pillows that never served their purpose. But to my luck, I felt as though the room was spinning and small white spots blurred my vision. When I regained myself I started to see double making my already upset stomach turn. It felt as if someone were stabbing my stomach over and over and over again, it was a feeling I knew all too well. It was the same feeling I got after I ate too much and saw my reflection in the mirror, unhappy with what i was forced to look at and I would lock myself in the bathroom. Looking in the mirror over and over as if I were looking for something, well more like someone. I was and still am in search of that person I once was but all i saw were my eyes and they showed how dead I was inside. when these were my thoughts my only friends were the blade i used to help me feel something even if it was just pain, and my two fingers that I shoved down my throat to cleanse my body.
"Hey sis!" Alexis lounged at me to keep me laying down.
"Miss DeVille, please make sure to take it slow, you're still recovering." The tall blonde with a confident stance looked down at me with her doe eyes, little roman nose and blossom lips curved into a slight smile. She had her dirty-blonde hair pinned up into a perfect bun with her bangs curled over her forehead covering her small ears and the few strands she had out the side of her face were curled.
What's going on? Where am I? that and a million other questions were running around my head, but all that i managed to say was "Do you know?" When I saw Alexis avert my gaze I knew the answer. In that moment my heart broke into a million little pieces. Tears began to roll down my cheek the doctor said she had to sign somethings before releasing me.
"I'm sorry, I know you don't want to hear me right now but I just want you to know that it's not your fault and i don't want you to blame yourself." I pleaded with her. I heard her sniffle and sit down on the chair next to me.
"Well talk about this when we arrive at San Diego. I'm leaving with Pierce The Veil in a few and you're leaving with Kellin and the gang he's on his way." she gave my hand a slight squeeze letting me know that it's okay and a small and sincere smile. "The guys are downstairs and Kellin is on his way." She said wiping a stray tear. "I love you." She gave my hand one last squeeze and a kiss on the forehead and left.
"I love you too." i muttered to myself. Feeling the cold and wet sensation running down my face. Left alone I began to let it all out not caring what others thought.
"So, she's going to be okay? I faintly heard someone ask. The sound of something beeping next to me not allowing me to hear the rest of the conversation.
"Alexis?" I managed to croak out. The light talking of which sounded like Alexis and another woman abruptly stopped stopped. I manage to slightly open my eyes but the bright light of the room blinded me for a couple of seconds but slowly my eyes adjusted and I was able to see a concerned Alexis and a new face a couple of feet away from me. "Alexis!" I manage to say a little louder than i thought. The two figures made their way over to me slowly as to not frighten me. I looked around and saw a bright white room with an even brighter and whiter ceiling, a ceiling I knew all to well.
"Aria? Are you awake? Can you hear me?" I quickly sat up and tried to get off of this stupid and uncomfortable bed and weak pillows that never served their purpose. But to my luck, I felt as though the room was spinning and small white spots blurred my vision. When I regained myself I started to see double making my already upset stomach turn. It felt as if someone were stabbing my stomach over and over and over again, it was a feeling I knew all too well. It was the same feeling I got after I ate too much and saw my reflection in the mirror, unhappy with what i was forced to look at and I would lock myself in the bathroom. Looking in the mirror over and over as if I were looking for something, well more like someone. I was and still am in search of that person I once was but all i saw were my eyes and they showed how dead I was inside. when these were my thoughts my only friends were the blade i used to help me feel something even if it was just pain, and my two fingers that I shoved down my throat to cleanse my body.
"Hey sis!" Alexis lounged at me to keep me laying down.
"Miss DeVille, please make sure to take it slow, you're still recovering." The tall blonde with a confident stance looked down at me with her doe eyes, little roman nose and blossom lips curved into a slight smile. She had her dirty-blonde hair pinned up into a perfect bun with her bangs curled over her forehead covering her small ears and the few strands she had out the side of her face were curled.
What's going on? Where am I? that and a million other questions were running around my head, but all that i managed to say was "Do you know?" When I saw Alexis avert my gaze I knew the answer. In that moment my heart broke into a million little pieces. Tears began to roll down my cheek the doctor said she had to sign somethings before releasing me.
"I'm sorry, I know you don't want to hear me right now but I just want you to know that it's not your fault and i don't want you to blame yourself." I pleaded with her. I heard her sniffle and sit down on the chair next to me.
"Well talk about this when we arrive at San Diego. I'm leaving with Pierce The Veil in a few and you're leaving with Kellin and the gang he's on his way." she gave my hand a slight squeeze letting me know that it's okay and a small and sincere smile. "The guys are downstairs and Kellin is on his way." She said wiping a stray tear. "I love you." She gave my hand one last squeeze and a kiss on the forehead and left.
"I love you too." i muttered to myself. Feeling the cold and wet sensation running down my face. Left alone I began to let it all out not caring what others thought.
Notes
Hey guys, so I'm back and im realllllllyyyyyyy sooooorrrrrrrrryyyyyy about the delay and starting with such a sad chapter but this is what i had originally had planned and i've been working on it for a while and well her it is. I hope you like it and i plan on having one more out this weekend. yay!!! Anyways Like/Comment/rate
-With love
Take.Me.Away.
Love it! Love the friendship starting between Vic and Alexis! Can't wait for the update!
3/22/17