I woke up to my mother yelling at my little brother. I checked the time 9:46AM. I decided to get up now before she came up and yelled at me too for being lazy.

Today we have to unload the moving van that should be getting here in a couple hours. There shouldn't be much though, I mean the place came pre-furnished, even the bedrooms, so it was really only small things like decorations, my bike and other less important stuff.

I sat up and made my way to the bathroom. Its was nice I guess, I dunno I'm not a bathroom designer. I washed my hair then my body and stood there for an extra 10 minutes just because. I can't help but feel the water is different, this odd American water running down my Canadian/Nicaraguan body. I guess I'm just wierd like that I thought to myself while I turned off the focet. I walked out of the bathroom and opened up one of my luggages to find some clothes and underwear. I guess there's no point in constructing an actual outfit since I'm not exactly doing anything today so I pulled on some leggings and a hoodie then put my hair in a bun.

When I got downstairs I realised my mom wasn't yelling at my little brother like thought, she was on the phone, with my dad, oh shit. I forgot to mention, my mom didn't tell my dad about her taking my brother and I to live in San Diego, and I didn't bother either because then he'd give me a lecture on how hard he tries, and how he doesn't deserve this and then make me feel guilty and make me stay and live with him, literally creating my own personal hell.

"NO ALEX I DONT CARE IF THIS IS FAIR OR NOT, THESE ARE MY FUCKING CHILDREN!! NOW DONT YOU FUCKING DARE TO EVEN TRY AND CONTACT THEM BEHING MY BACK OR I WILL CALL THE POLICE!! DONT CALL THIS NUMBER EVER AGAIN!!" She hung up the phone and looked my way sending a weak smile.

"Morning momma" I said as I went up and kissed her cheek. She sighed. "morning mijaI went and got some groceries early so there's food in the fridge " she said sighing again a walking into the living room. I turned around and opened the fridge.
Hmmmm... What do I feel like eating... Well I'd probably make a feast but I've gained so much weight lately I think I'll just have some oj and an apple. I took my food and sat over where my mom and brother are sitting."Andie, I forgot to tell you. I've gotten you all registered for school so you're gonna start on the first day just like the other kids". I groaned and took a bite of my apple.

I hate school with a burning passion. It wasn't the school work that I hated though, or the people. I just don't like the actual idea of school, like being in a place for 7 hours then going home to finished the portable part of school then stressing when things go wrong just seems like complete bullshit to me. Especially now that I don't have friends to enjoy it with and I don't plan on making any here.

I threw the core of my apple away and put my cup in the dishwasher. I then waited for the moving truck to arrive so i could unpack stuff and I know I'm going to do all the hard work but honestly I don't mind because my mom was in an accident not too long ago causing her left hip disc to crack, roughly 4cm, and completely fucked her up, I mean the poor women can't even laydown without being in pain. Then there's my little brother... well let's just say that a slice of bread can hold up more weight than he can.

---

Finally finished unpacking. Its about 10pm so my mom went up to her room with my brother right behind her. I decided I should go up too so I turned everything off and went up to my room.

I'm very pleased with my self actually, now that all my things are unpacked, my room looks more like my room and less like a bedroom straight from a catalogue. I cozied up in my bed and stared up at posters dressing my walls and started to think.

Dammit, school starts next week. What if its the same? What if someone tries to get close? Do I trust them? No, of course not. You promised remember? But what if they genuinely want to help? Haha what the fuck? Since when does anyone care? You've been dealing with your own shit since you were like 6, when you realised everyone is a greedy, selfish, ungreatful piece of shit. Just remember to stay strong OK? In more ways than one.

And with that, I fell asleep, I needed that pep talk though.

Notes

Just a filler ;)

Hello again! I decided to update again cause this is actually really fun! I tried to make the chapter longer because I felt like the last one was too short but its all good.

Bye babes! ;*