The Boy Who Could Fly

This can't be happening.. this can't be happening, I don't know what to do "Charlie?" I was broken out of my thoughts and looked at who was talking to me, and seen the worry look on Kellin's face "Sorry what?" I asked "I said are you going to be okay after all that?" He said I nodded "Tony i'm sorry for doing that." I apologized "Hey, it's not like we haven't done it before." he smiled "I'm going to take Tony to get his truck. Are you going to be okay?" Kellin asked I nodded, Tony came and kissed me on the head "I'll be back darling okay?" He said I smiled and nodded "See you later." I said.
As I watched them leave I sighed heavily. I shouldn't be alone... especially with all these feeling and my past anxieties coming all back.... and the urge.
I walked up to my room and closed my door. I looked to my desk and picked up my notebook, and looked at the picture I had sitting there. I looked at each happy face on there, we were just kids. I just didn't know what came over me, I threw it at the wall and watched the glass shatter into peices. I sat on my floor with my notebook and opened it, news clipping fell out about my parents crash, and also a note i thought i had long forgotten and threw away, it was a letter I wrote to Jaime that I never got to give him after he left. "Dear Jaime, I could never forget about you no matter how hard I try. Your my best friend and was also my rock. but you don't want to ruin a "Perfect thing" I guess this is it Preciado. Goodbye for now, Charlie" I got a little teary eyes when I read that, I skipped a few pages "I lost my family, I have no one else now." I cried silently. I flipped through when a small page fell out, I looked at it and seen what it was. I note that I also thought I threw away, I read his words over, and over "Don't ruin a perfect thing?" I said "I'm losing a perfect thing." I whispered "Jerk. You stopped talking to me."
I got up and started picking up the glass pieces, I looked at it and back at my wrist "Do it, no one is going to know" I closed my eyes and went to my bathroom and grabbed my little box I hid under the sink and grabbed my old friend. I pulled my braclets off and cut a couple into healed cuts. "Two years clean... just broke." I thought. "Charlie?" I froze knowing whose voice that belonged to.I turned and seen his hurt eyes looking at me "Vic?" I whispered, He didn't say anything he walked out of the room for a moment and came back with a first aid kit closing the bathroom door behind him. I looked at him confused as he patted the counter for me to sit there. "Want to tell me what happened?" He asked " I don't know, I thought I got all my problems put of my head, but with what Jaime said, he just sounded like the bullies at my old school." I said looked back at my wrist. "How long were you clean for?" He asked again "Two years" I replied. I explained to him what me and Jaime were saying back to each other. After I was finished Vic kinda looked at me "Hmmm, weird." He said, I looked at him "what do you mean?" I asked " I asked him if he still liked you, but he said no, he said that he still loves you." Vic said looking away "Charlie he did the same to all of us, that's why we didn't talk. That's why I'm kinda not ready to forgive Tony." He said to me, "What happen?" I asked, "I'll tell you on another day okay." He said I just nodded. "Vic?" I said as we walked into my room. "Hmm?" "I still love Jaime too." I said looking down as I sat on my bed, "Really?" he said suprised. "At least I think I do, afrer today, seeing who Jaime turned out to be, I don't it'll happen anymore, but then I'm starting to like Tony." I sighed and laid my head on Vic's shoulder, He laid his head on mine and grabbed my hand "Just see how it plays out with Tony, maybe you need some time to think things over." He said I nodded. "CHARLIE?!?!" I heard Kellin yelling, "Come on lets go see what Kells want." I said getting up.
We walked downstairs to see Kai, Tay, Kellin, Mike, and Tony laughing in the living room "party without us?" Vic pouted. I chuckled and smiled a little, and I realized something. I never did tell these guys why I came back. I think I should. "Kailin, i need to talk to you." I said to him and walked to the Kitchen. "What's up Charlie?" He asked, "I need to tell the guys the real reason I'm back here. I never did say anything." I said to him "Are you sure?" He asked I nodded "Just be there to catch me if I fall okay?" I asked He nodded and gave me a hug.
We walked back into the living room, "Guys, I have something I need to tell you guys." I said, Kai rubbed my back, "What is it Chars?" Mike asked, Kellin looked at me and reallized what I was going to say. "You can do it Charlie." He said getting up and holding my hand, which I needed. "The real reason why I came back, was because..." I took a deep breathe "My parents died." I said everyone was quite, "I had no where else to go, and my Auntie said that I could move back home, and I knew that I would see all you guys again." I said, Everyone nodded their heads, one by one they stood up and gave me a hug. "I'm still glad I have my bestie home" Mike said kissing my head. "Yeah we are happy that your home Char" Tony said smiling. I loved these guys so much. "Charlie I have something to tell you too." Kellin said to me. "What's up Kells?" He looked at me, "Remember I was telling you that there was a weird guy stalking around your old house?" I nodded "That was Jaime." I looked at him shocked. "What?"

Notes

Hey guys I know it's bee forever. but here is the new chapter...

whoo next chapter is the party chapter!!!

How bout that, Kellin recognizeing Jaime right away, well not right away but knowing that was him???

anyways I'll see you guys at the next chapter.

-turtle