I need you, I love you
addicted
“Vic, please tell me what I’ve done.” He still hadn’t told me he still had the same nervous look but I weren’t sure if he was pissed off.
“You’ve done nothing I’m just stressed with the tour.” He finally answered putting his spare hand on mine. It was reassuring to know that it wasn’t anything I had done. I don’t know why but I kind of wanted Vic to be annoyed with me, I know I love him and stuff but if he broke up with me then I wouldn’t be missing him while he was on tour for those two months.
****Jenna’s Pov*****
It had been around an hour since I felt Charlotte’s I was really beginning to like her. She was going to stay with me whilst the boys were on tour, mainly under Vic’s wishes. I could see were him was coming from but it just showed he didn’t trust her. I was trying to distract myself though from what Siren was joking about in the living room. Like common lets me serious why would Jaime even look at me? He was so kind, funny and happy all the time and then there’s me the complete opposite.
I opened the door to see a crying Jaime.
“Hi-me what’s wrong?” I tried to hug him but he moved away from my touch.
“Jenna! I love you! That’s what is wrong okay? I fucking love you. It’s eating me alive. I need you.” I couldn’t help what happened next mainly because it wasn’t me who did it. It was Jaime he didn’t give me a chance to respond because he kissed me which escalated very quickly.
Before I knew it we were in my bedroom undressed. I always had feelings for Jaime and I always wanted to be with him. I was glad he confessed because I knew I would always be too nervous to tell him.
After whatever you guys who are reading this was thinking we did we got dressed and made our way out to the same club we always go to the night before he leaves I guess just this time a couple I guess. Of course we saw Mike there with a brunette and a drink in his hand.
***Vic’s Pov***
“Charlotte?” I waved my hands in front of her face trying to get her attention.
“Yes baby?” She smiled and giggled looking slightly shocked. Was this really the right time to be doing this?
“I need to ask you something.” I guess I was doing it now. God she looked beautiful with the sun reflecting on her skin.
“Okay, go ahead.” She moved her hand in a circular motion eurging me to finish whatever I was going to ask. I got down on one knee and heard a few gasps from people nearby.
“Charlotte Ann Maria Lovington. I have loved you since the first day we met. You’ve helped me through every set back, through everything. I need you. You are the only girl I’ve ever truly loved and I want a family with you. I want to grow old with you. You’re like my own personal brand of heroin and I’m addicted. I’m addicted to you. I know we don’t have the strongest relationship but God damn it Charly please say yes.”
Was this too soon? Should I of waited until we had got back from tour? I’ve ruined this completely. We had only been going out for a year and it’s been on and off. What the fuck was I thinking asking her to marry me?
“Yes.” Did I just here that right?
“Wait what.” She giggled and pulled me up off of my knee. “Did you just say yes?” Oh my God was this really happening was I really going to marry Charlotte Ann Maria Lovington
“Yes I did.” I couldn’t get the smile of my face. I loved her so much and she was finally mine, forever. No one else could have her she was mine and only mine.
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So last night was amazing it was just ashamed they were going on tour. I was happy that Vic got to do what he loved but I needed him. I couldn’t be selfish so I never said anything but as soon as we said are goodbyes I broke down crying.
“You’ve done nothing I’m just stressed with the tour.” He finally answered putting his spare hand on mine. It was reassuring to know that it wasn’t anything I had done. I don’t know why but I kind of wanted Vic to be annoyed with me, I know I love him and stuff but if he broke up with me then I wouldn’t be missing him while he was on tour for those two months.
****Jenna’s Pov*****
It had been around an hour since I felt Charlotte’s I was really beginning to like her. She was going to stay with me whilst the boys were on tour, mainly under Vic’s wishes. I could see were him was coming from but it just showed he didn’t trust her. I was trying to distract myself though from what Siren was joking about in the living room. Like common lets me serious why would Jaime even look at me? He was so kind, funny and happy all the time and then there’s me the complete opposite.
I opened the door to see a crying Jaime.
“Hi-me what’s wrong?” I tried to hug him but he moved away from my touch.
“Jenna! I love you! That’s what is wrong okay? I fucking love you. It’s eating me alive. I need you.” I couldn’t help what happened next mainly because it wasn’t me who did it. It was Jaime he didn’t give me a chance to respond because he kissed me which escalated very quickly.
Before I knew it we were in my bedroom undressed. I always had feelings for Jaime and I always wanted to be with him. I was glad he confessed because I knew I would always be too nervous to tell him.
After whatever you guys who are reading this was thinking we did we got dressed and made our way out to the same club we always go to the night before he leaves I guess just this time a couple I guess. Of course we saw Mike there with a brunette and a drink in his hand.
***Vic’s Pov***
“Charlotte?” I waved my hands in front of her face trying to get her attention.
“Yes baby?” She smiled and giggled looking slightly shocked. Was this really the right time to be doing this?
“I need to ask you something.” I guess I was doing it now. God she looked beautiful with the sun reflecting on her skin.
“Okay, go ahead.” She moved her hand in a circular motion eurging me to finish whatever I was going to ask. I got down on one knee and heard a few gasps from people nearby.
“Charlotte Ann Maria Lovington. I have loved you since the first day we met. You’ve helped me through every set back, through everything. I need you. You are the only girl I’ve ever truly loved and I want a family with you. I want to grow old with you. You’re like my own personal brand of heroin and I’m addicted. I’m addicted to you. I know we don’t have the strongest relationship but God damn it Charly please say yes.”
Was this too soon? Should I of waited until we had got back from tour? I’ve ruined this completely. We had only been going out for a year and it’s been on and off. What the fuck was I thinking asking her to marry me?
“Yes.” Did I just here that right?
“Wait what.” She giggled and pulled me up off of my knee. “Did you just say yes?” Oh my God was this really happening was I really going to marry Charlotte Ann Maria Lovington
“Yes I did.” I couldn’t get the smile of my face. I loved her so much and she was finally mine, forever. No one else could have her she was mine and only mine.
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So last night was amazing it was just ashamed they were going on tour. I was happy that Vic got to do what he loved but I needed him. I couldn’t be selfish so I never said anything but as soon as we said are goodbyes I broke down crying.
I love this :P
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