I need you, I love you
Flowers and Balloons
I need to look perfect for Vic. Who am I kidding I not even close to perfect? I’m fat, ugly, every part of me looks wrong. My lips are too thin. My eyes are horrible sure they might have a nice colour but there way too big. The nose is just I don’t know it just looks too long and thick. My hair always makes me look like I’ve just woken up and the colour it is doesn’t help. Sure I dyed it this colour but the only reason why is because Vic wanted to see what I would look like blonde. Him and his obsession with blondes I shall never know.
I put the dress I brought earlier back on my fat scarred body and looked in the mirror. I couldn’t help it. I like bigger stuff so it kept people guessing but with the dress being tight fit it made me look huge. I decided to change in hope that Siren wouldn’t mind. I went through my wardrobe looking for something that wouldn’t make me look disgusting or show my scars or new cuts. Vic thought I had stopped after whole hospital situation but I hadn’t I had been keeping it a secret by using bracelets and doing it on my stomach.
I didn’t see why I was doing it anymore I was happy. Wasn’t I? I couldn’t help but think about it all the way through changing and getting myself ready. Was I really happy with Vic? Was it just the fact I was too weak to stop? Without even realising I had put my Spiderman t-shirt on I really should start paying more attention when I’m changing. Oh well. At least I’m ready right? Now to see if Jenna and Siren approves of my outfit choice.
“Guys I’m ready.” Jenna and Siren wasted no time to get to my bedroom.
“I thought you were wearing your Batman dress.” Siren said as she took a place on the bed.
“I was but I looked disgusting anyway too late to change now.” I shrugged.
“Oh well you look beautiful and I gotta go Jaime wants to talk to me about something but the bastard won’t let me know why.” She sounded kind of pissed towards the end of her sentence. She walked out the room grabbing her coat from my bed along with her star wars bag.
“See ya Jen.” Siren and I shouted in sync before she shut the door.
I could tell that Siren was pissed with me not wearing the dress but I think she understood. After about ten minutes of awkward silence Siren finally spoke.
“Right I have to go meet Tony.” She smiled and gave me a quick smile before walking toward the door. “Good luck.” What did she mean by good luck? I never have good luck so what’s the point.
“You’re seriously meeting Tone in a Harry Potter shirt?” She nodded and giggled.
“And Harry Potter shoes.” She said looking down at her feet smiling. I smiled back and giggled and led her towards the door. On the way I also noticed the shoes and t-shirt wasn’t the only Harry Potter merch she had on. Good luck Siren. Now all I have to do is wait for Vic to pick me up. He was at Mikes getting ready. God knows why we were only walking down the pier, nothing special. That’s why I was wondering why Siren wanted me to wear a dress. Hmmm…..
It was about fifteen minutes when Vic finally knocked on the door. I grabbed my phone, purse, and keys and walked to open the door. I opened the door and there was Vic standing there with flowers and balloons. Flowers I could understand but balloons I didn’t know why.
“Baby.” I wrapped my arms around him. I really didn’t deserve him, he was too good for me but I loved him.
“Do you like them?” He handed me the flowers and balloons once we were inside the apartment with the door shut.
“I love them, but why balloons?” I gave him a puzzled but happy look.
“Because balloons are awesome.” I put the flowers into a vase and put the balloon next to them. After we finally got out of the apartment and into his car we made our way to the pier. It was the first place we went as a couple so there must be a reason why he’s taking me again is there? Ten minutes of driving Vic looked really nervous I kept asking why but he always snapped back with I’m not or I’m fine. I could tell he wasn’t though because he never snapped, well at least no at me. Had I done something wrong?
“Vic what have I done?” I couldn’t take the awkward silence anymore there was too much tension and well I really didn’t like it. Vic and I always talked no matter what mood we were in. So it only left me with two conclusions. He was either, breaking up with me or I had done something wrong.
I put the dress I brought earlier back on my fat scarred body and looked in the mirror. I couldn’t help it. I like bigger stuff so it kept people guessing but with the dress being tight fit it made me look huge. I decided to change in hope that Siren wouldn’t mind. I went through my wardrobe looking for something that wouldn’t make me look disgusting or show my scars or new cuts. Vic thought I had stopped after whole hospital situation but I hadn’t I had been keeping it a secret by using bracelets and doing it on my stomach.
I didn’t see why I was doing it anymore I was happy. Wasn’t I? I couldn’t help but think about it all the way through changing and getting myself ready. Was I really happy with Vic? Was it just the fact I was too weak to stop? Without even realising I had put my Spiderman t-shirt on I really should start paying more attention when I’m changing. Oh well. At least I’m ready right? Now to see if Jenna and Siren approves of my outfit choice.
“Guys I’m ready.” Jenna and Siren wasted no time to get to my bedroom.
“I thought you were wearing your Batman dress.” Siren said as she took a place on the bed.
“I was but I looked disgusting anyway too late to change now.” I shrugged.
“Oh well you look beautiful and I gotta go Jaime wants to talk to me about something but the bastard won’t let me know why.” She sounded kind of pissed towards the end of her sentence. She walked out the room grabbing her coat from my bed along with her star wars bag.
“See ya Jen.” Siren and I shouted in sync before she shut the door.
I could tell that Siren was pissed with me not wearing the dress but I think she understood. After about ten minutes of awkward silence Siren finally spoke.
“Right I have to go meet Tony.” She smiled and gave me a quick smile before walking toward the door. “Good luck.” What did she mean by good luck? I never have good luck so what’s the point.
“You’re seriously meeting Tone in a Harry Potter shirt?” She nodded and giggled.
“And Harry Potter shoes.” She said looking down at her feet smiling. I smiled back and giggled and led her towards the door. On the way I also noticed the shoes and t-shirt wasn’t the only Harry Potter merch she had on. Good luck Siren. Now all I have to do is wait for Vic to pick me up. He was at Mikes getting ready. God knows why we were only walking down the pier, nothing special. That’s why I was wondering why Siren wanted me to wear a dress. Hmmm…..
It was about fifteen minutes when Vic finally knocked on the door. I grabbed my phone, purse, and keys and walked to open the door. I opened the door and there was Vic standing there with flowers and balloons. Flowers I could understand but balloons I didn’t know why.
“Baby.” I wrapped my arms around him. I really didn’t deserve him, he was too good for me but I loved him.
“Do you like them?” He handed me the flowers and balloons once we were inside the apartment with the door shut.
“I love them, but why balloons?” I gave him a puzzled but happy look.
“Because balloons are awesome.” I put the flowers into a vase and put the balloon next to them. After we finally got out of the apartment and into his car we made our way to the pier. It was the first place we went as a couple so there must be a reason why he’s taking me again is there? Ten minutes of driving Vic looked really nervous I kept asking why but he always snapped back with I’m not or I’m fine. I could tell he wasn’t though because he never snapped, well at least no at me. Had I done something wrong?
“Vic what have I done?” I couldn’t take the awkward silence anymore there was too much tension and well I really didn’t like it. Vic and I always talked no matter what mood we were in. So it only left me with two conclusions. He was either, breaking up with me or I had done something wrong.
Notes
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=85021755 Charlotte's outfit to meet Vic.http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=85023432 Jenna's outfit to meet Jaime.
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=85024722 Siren's outfit to meet Tony. DUN DUN DUN what will happen next.
I love this :P
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