Give Me Therapy

It was yet another Thursday. I forced Brendon to stay home and do his vocal rest for the KROQ Weenie Roast. He scolded me since I was performing a set also and wanted me to cancel today's session.

But I glared at him for a long period of time and he gave in and gave me some cab fare. Apparently my doctors think I'm not stable enough to drive a car so I'm stuck with cabs, uber, or Brendon driving me around.

I stood outside in the cold smoking a cigarette. "Those things are bad for you." A man's voice informs from my side. I look and see a heavily tattooed man with a piercing and gauges.

He wore a hat backwards and tight khakis with a shirt and a jacket unzipped. All I do is shrug and blow more smoke out. "Why are you here?" He asks trying to keep a conversation or something.

"I should be asking you the same thing." I counter. "Fair. I'm Tony." He greets. "Maggie." I state with a small shrug of my shoulders. "Nice to meet you Maggie." He smiles a bit. "I have an appointment to attend excuse me." I clear my throat and stomp out my cigarette.

"I'll walk you. There are a lot of pervs." He states before walking into the build with me. "Therapy?" Tony questions staring at the sign in shock. "Yeah." I state. He walks me in and Agnes is there to greet me.

"Nice seeing you again Tony. I thought you didn't want to see me after the deep session two weeks ago." Agnes smiles. Tony just rubs the back of his neck and laughs nervously. "I'm glad you called the other day. Wait in a chair." She informs smiling.

She leads me in and sits me down. That Tony guy has sessions here too? I'd question it but Agnes got started immediately because of my tight schedule. "Continue from our last session." She presses gently.

*Flashback*

I clutched onto the bag tightly as I stood in the alleyway selling the drug to people who came for me. I made enough to at least buy Kellin's medicine and knowing I'd make a lot more after the testing.

Justin told me people around said heroine was pretty powerful so I had to be careful. That honestly scared me and I didn't want to do it. Maybe if I flush it down the toilet and say I did it.

Then he'd ask about my feelings and shit. I sighed and walked to the nearest drug store and bought Kellin the right medicine before rushing home before the rain came.

I rushed into our apartment and slammed the door pressing my back against it. "KQ." I whisper after setting everything down and sitting on the edge of the mattress. He snored softly and didn't budge.

"Kellin." I say louder before shaking him more rougher. He sat up and groaned obviously disturbed. "I got your medicine." I whisper. "How'd it go." His raspy sick voice questions. "Successful. He wants us to test this new drug that's hit the street." I inform.

Kellin downs a cup of the medicine and demands to see the new drug. "It's called heroine and we'd get a higher pay if we tested it." I explain as he eyes the drug. "I don't know..." He trails off staring down at the needle.

"Oh come on Kellin we need the money." I whimper. Kellin sighs giving in and pulls a needle out. "We'll do it at the same time though." He says reading the directions Justin had handwritten.

"I love you." He informs.

"I love you more KQ."

*End Flashback*

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I got home and immediately started to prep for the Weenie Roast. Brendon was already dressed in his suit and his hair dolled up as always. He smiled at me and took his glasses off before slipping on his shoes.

"I got something in the mail today." Brendon says excitedly pulling a small envelope out. "What is it?" I question zipping up my dress. He pulled out a small pin with a picture of me on it.

It looked so cool. "I'll be putting it on while you get ready." He grins running off. I laugh and shake my head before brushing my hair and doing my makeup.

-

Brendon dragged me through the crowd of sweaty fans. We got stopped a couple times for pictures and many people loved Brendon's pin. I don't know why he got it in the first place. He said something like since I have a pin of him that I put on everything I wore to show him off on stage then he thought he'd better get one.

It was so adorable. Brendon and I made it to the tent and we signed in before grabbing a beer and walking around before we had to perform. I waited for Brendon to pee his beer away when I bumped into someone.

Tony.

Notes

I think the end is in italics ugh I need a new laptop already :(. So Tony's here!!

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