Don't You Ever Let Me Fall

Marilyn's POV

No matter how hard I tried, I could never bring myself to hate Jason. It was my fault anyways I mean I should have showed him more of my love. I looked down at a picture of us and sighed. I made him happy, he always said that to me.

I crumpled the picture up and threw it across the room in tears. I looked around the guest room in Vic's house and sighed. I was going to marry him. And have his children. And now he's gone. I let him slip.

I brought my thoughts to Kellin. He was a very good looking guy and he seemed sweet and all but something brought me to be cold to him. I shouldn't have but the break up somehow messed with my moods and I was suddenly ignoring Danielle.

I suddenly started to cry as I thought of Danielle. What did she ever do to me? Why was I so mean to everyone? My door opened and she peeked her head in. "Marilyn? Why are you crying?" She asks softly, sitting on the edge of my bed and placing a hand on my knee.

"I'm being so cold to everyone. Vic hasn't kicked me out and I don't know I miss Jason." I ramble. "Honey, you're cold because you don't want any man to get close. And for some reason every girl you see you imagine them seducing Jason and that's why he left. Trust me it took a while for me to let Vic in." Danielle explains.

That made a lot of sense. Vic always said Danielle was smart but I thought he meant math smart or something but I'm thinking she was both. "Also, I know it's your emotions but Kellin is going through a hard time with his wife so please be careful about what you say yeah?" Danielle warns.

"Yeah." I nod before sighing.

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It was time for me to go back to work since I was on vacation when Jason broke up with me. I walked into the school and to my classroom where I taught kindergarten kids. My eyes landed on the other kindergarten class across my room and took a deep breath.

I was going to avoid him at all costs. "Marilyn! You're back!" He cheers entering my classroom as I sort pencils. "Yup." I mumble not making eye contact. He reached over and touched my shoulder which immediately made me stare into his eyes.

"Lunch was lonely." He pouted. Jason taught another class of kindergarten kids here and sometimes our classes had to do things together like art projects and Easter egg hunts. This is obviously how we met and begun dating.

"Yeah well now you know how I feel." I state not even knowing what I said. I just told him I'm lonely. Why am I such an idiot? "Marilyn please don't be like this." He sighs. "I loved you! I still do and I hate you for that!" I whisper violently.

"You had a funny way of showing it." Jason scoffs. "You don't know how hard it was for me to let you go." He adds. "Then why did you?" I whisper. Jason sighed and shook his head before leaving the room. Was he going to cry? It really looked like it. Was I going to cry?

Hell yes.

Notes

Hi! Have an early morning update! Hate asking but would you mind reading the first chapter of my other story Give Me Therapy? I say I'm updating it Monday's and Tuesday's but I've changed it to Friday's and Sunday's like this story! So check it out and more than three comments for Sunday's update xo