The Last Punch

I hadn’t slept in the same bed as Tony since the whole cheating thing… It had only been a few months but to be honest it felt like a lifetime. It’s funny how quickly the person you sleep next to changes. It can go from no one to someone in a matter of days.
I’ve never been away from someone who I was in a relationship with. I never had my boyfriend leaving for tours or myself leaving for tours. I was always on the our with him. Mel had Alex leaving her for tours, and Em and Ricky are just confusing. Em leaves for tour and so does Ricky. But Tony and I not being together for that long made me feel like a girlfriend left home whilst my boyfriend tours.
I shook the thought of not being with Tony out of my head. I’m awake at this point and just looking at Tony. I’m so lucky to have him, I won’t let him slip out of my fingers. I loved being in bed with him, with anyone else just felt wrong. I rolled over to check the time on my phone. 7:12. I proceed to yawn and get out of bed. I had on a tattered crop top and a pair of Calvin’s. I decided to skip putting on pants until it became necessary. I quickly took off my crop top and sighed. I loved being topless, it just made me feel free. I pulled a skater dress out of my bag and stepped into it, zipping the zipper up my back with great precision. The dress had cutouts everywhere and I looked great. I made my way out of the room quietly, not wanting to wake Tony, nor the other people in the house.
I walked across the living room to the kitchen, scanning the cupboards for anything vegan. I giggled as I saw my favorite cereal. I grabbed the box and immediately started looking for the ingredients left make my breakfast… by that I mean almond milk. That was it. I got together a bowl and spoon and sat down at the breakfast nook. About 5 minutes into my breakfast and Instagram scrolling I noticed that people hadn’t been talking about Tony, Nathan, Mike, and I for a while. People used to talk shit on me but now I have a bigger following than ever. As I continued to scroll I noticed Slipknot had a sold out concert in London tonight. I whined as I thought of how much I wanted to go. I wanted to meet them more than anything. Of Mice, Korn, Lamb of God, and MIW were opening for them.
Slipknot is one of my favorite bands, and I am determined to go… no matter what gets in my way..

Notes

Hey guys!! I'm so so so so so sorry that I've been slacking. I haven't had the motivation to do much, and I went to a Slipknot concert and I'm just agahhbfehrbfqlr. Anyways I promise that I will be on a regular schedule again. Once again I am so sorry... ;-; I love you all and I hope you guys know that. Comment, rate, subscribe!! <3 xoxo