The Last Punch

I didn’t think I was going to get blackout drunk at a gathering but it turned into a fucking rave. Not a full out one but there were many a drug and many people. The last thing I remember was a makeshift concert. First it was Chris screaming about cupcakes, then it escalated to him doing Devils Night. Austin and Aaron did Second & Sebring, which made think of how Austin and I both lost our mothers. Then more and more people started and it became a concert.
I opened my eyes and they immediately shut due to the immense light from my huge windows. I groaned and slowly opened my eyes. I was in my bed, surrounded by Tony, Alan, and Vic. But I also saw Jack Barakat on the floor and tons of plastic cups. I rubbed my eyes and blinked a few times. I was fully clothed and more than anything I wanted Tony.. I needed him and I knew I wouldn’t get him. He had that bitch from North Dakota. Her name is Levi, Levi Tracioli. Tony kept mentioning her, showing her picture… Talking about her. She’s tiny, and cute, better than me.
“Axl?” Tony asked tiredly as he sat up. He rubbed his eyes and looked at me.
“Yeah Tone?” I asked quietly.
“I love you..” He played back down after that and fell back asleep. This made my heart race 200 miles per hour and I wanted to know if he meant it. I automatically brushed it off, not wanted to get too deep. I stood up and walked through my room, avoiding plastic cups the whole way to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and saw—gross.. shower, shower gotta shower I am gross…. I quickly ran to the closet in my room and picked some clothes. I felt good today, matching underwear and bra. WHY NOT?! I scurried back to the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I stripped quickly and hopped in the shower. As I turned the handle the water came out, getting progressively hotter. I let my mind wander as the water poured down on me. The shower was a rain shower so it felt like I was outside in the midst of a summer downpour. What felt like 10 minutes turned out to be an hour and I had to get out. I toweled myself off and looked in the mirror.
“Shoot day…” I sighed looking at my wet brown hair. I heard a knock on the door followed by Tony’s voice.
“Hey Axl, you okay?” He asked quietly, not wanting to wake the others.
“Yeah… fine.” I said back, my voice shaking on the final word. I grabbed my clothes and started to get dressed. He had not replied but I could tell he was still by the door. Once I had gotten fully dressed I opened the door and saw Tony standing there. I looked into his eyes and he looked into mine. “I’m fine I swe-“ He cut me off by coming closer to me and laying his lips on mine. I felt a wave of euphoria come over me. What was he doing? He had Levi. Not me. I thought he didn’t wan’t me. He pulled away quickly and looked into my eyes.
“Fuck… You always do this to me Axl…” He ran his hand through his hair and sighed. “No matter how hard I try to get rid of you and erase you from my mind you always come back!! Axl, I can’t stop what you do to me...” He quickly walked away and headed for the front door. He shut the door behind him and I looked down at Ghost.
“You didn’t see anything.” He replied with a quiet meow and I laughed. I looked behind me at the stairs and Mel was there.
“You. Me.. Car. Now.” Mel said sternly. I opened my eyes wide and grabbed everything I needed for the shoot.
“Stay good, Ghostie.” I patted his head and ran down the stairs. Once I made it downstairs I saw tons of band members sleeping in weird positions. I didn’t think that the party was going to get so crazy. I looked over to the kitchen and saw a note on the counter next to an angry Mel. I ran over quickly and picked it up. Not bothering to read it at this moment I looked at Mel and she led me out of the apartment.
“What the fuck are you doing?! One, he has a girlfriend. And two— All you need to know is number one to be completely disgusted with yourself.
“I need to be disgusted with myself?! How many times have you been with guys that were in relationships?! And I didn’t choose to kiss him, he kissed me!” I countered as we made our way down the stairs.
“Okay, don’t turn this on me.” Mel argued.
“What is wrong with you this morning? You’re in such a pissy mood!” I stopped on the landing and looked at her.
“It’s Alex… He got pissed last night. He promised that he wouldn’t drink a lot because he changes when he gets.. Ya know…” She continued down the stairs. “Sorry Al, I just don’t want him to drink anymore… It just becomes stressful.” She ran her hand through her wavy hair and sighed. “And I just don’t want you to get hurt by Tony.. I know how much you like him, but he has a girlfriend.” We made it to the ground floor and headed for Mel’s car.
“I miss the shoots..” I said, trying to change the subject of Tony, as we both got into the car.
“It sucked without you… Ashley was a bitch, as always, and Adrien was talking shit about her, as always.” We both laughed and she started the car.
“Happy to be back then.” We headed for the place which was just a small studio shoot. It was Mel, Myself, and a guy. It’s a tattoo showcase kind of shoot, and we have the most amazing guy doing the shoot with us.
ZombieBoy

Notes

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