Worlds Over, Time to Die. Nothing Left but our Souls Inside.

Well I guess I should write some of my thoughts down.

But how can I think or function knowing I lost another family member? I just feel so empty and so shitty. I lost my uncle and now my cousin. They both went out the same why, but uncle Victor had a reason. Mike didn't.

That day when everything was going down, with Danielle, then that gunshot and thud, I though split second that those things got in the house, when Vic asked Kellin and Tony to go see, Vic had a confused and worried look. Then I realized that we were missing Mike. I was about to leave as well, till Kellin and Tony came back down, the look on their faces said it all, Aunt Viv was praying an hoping that whole time, Alysha broke down, I ran upstairs. I had to see for myself.

The sight of a body was all I seen, a body that used to be my little cousin. I left and went outside to get some air. This was all way to much. How can he do this, why would he do this.

After his burial, I wanted to stay and talk but I think I'll let Jaime do what he needs to do.

Anyways, were still in this place. We're suppose to be leaving soon. I hope its soon. It been a month... I still feel heartbroken, with Mike gone, just proved that this world has gone wrong. It just hit me all at once, my family is gone. My girlfriend is gone. Everyone wenknew was gone. What can we do?

Jack's been trying to cheer me up. Lately but I just haven't been feeling it much, I try and try but I just can't.

Maybe one day I'll move on from this state of sadness, it just takes time I guess.

After all I still have Vic and Aunt Vivian here, and my new nephew Ciel.

I'm stopping here for now. Talk to you soon.

-Nick

Notes

Hey guys.

Thought I'd do an update on Nicks POV on this whole thing.

Sooo yea, :) .


-turtles!!!