Worlds Over, Time to Die. Nothing Left but our Souls Inside.

The book was left unattended so I decided to write on it again, every time I write, I feel closer to death or sometimes even to life, but right now I don't even know. Alysha, Kellin and the Fuentes family are trying not to murder each other, well more like Kellin and Mike. Jaime is on security patrol for Mike. I honestly thought this wasn't the greatest time to be against each other, all we had was each other and they don't seem to get the vision of that. I feel like everybody wants to leave, and I don't know what to do anymore..

Since we were moving, the night shifts were shorter, and anything was scaring me, I've never been so jumpy in my life. Maybe it's the fact that I'm scared on what we're going to find out of California, and how out lives are going to change. Everybody has gotten tougher from some odd reason, and fights have been going on almost on a daily biases, maybe they don't write them down in this book, and talking about books. I found another notebook, kind of dirty and stained with blood, but I had to keep it. The notebook wasn't empty, it had beautiful children drawings and a drawing of a family of five. The kid's name was unreadable but it hurt my heart to just leave this there, maybe this family had other members outside of this hell hole, maybe. The notebook is hiding under my bag. It's filled with my tears stains as well, it's not easy to forget that children have died in this event. I haven't done night shifts for one night, and I feel powerless.
I don't think I can write anymore, I'm going to loose it, and Jaime is standing near me along with Mike.
I will write soon.
Hopefully.

Notes

I'm so sorry Its really short and all over the place. I just didn't want to attend prom without posting a chapter for you guys (:
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