Worlds Over, Time to Die. Nothing Left but our Souls Inside.
April 16, 2015- Mike Fuentes
We finally left the storage unit and I couldn't be happier. Well I could, but whatever. My contemplations on leaving the group haven't changed. I'm a little bruised right now from fighting Kellin.
"Why'd you do it?" I asked Kellin calmly. This was supposed to be a peaceful conversation to get me on the same page as him and Alysha.
"Why'd I do what?" He asked clueless. How the hell could he not know? I started to feel my anger coming out.
"You fucking kissed my girlfriend! You know exactly what this is about! Now why the fuck did you do it?"
"Why should I say anything when you're yelling at me?
"Why'd you kiss my girlfriend?"
"So she IS your girlfriend? I could hardly tell with how you've been acting towards her recently."
"I'm just trying to figure shit out and couldn't have her around! Now stop avoiding my fucking question question. Why the fuck did you do it?"
"What if she wanted it? What if she doesn't want you anymore? What if she wants me?"
"Shut the fuck up! You're married!"
"My wife and kids could be dead. What if Alysha really liked kissing me, but won't admit it?"
"Shut your fucking mouth!"
"Or what?"
"I swear to god, I'll fucking kill you if you don't stop." I warned with a glare.
"What if it was more than a kiss after what Vic saw? What if we did more? What if-" Kellin didn't get to finish what he was going to day because I knocked him down punching him until I just started choking him. He punched a few times, but I didn't feel it.
"Fuck you!" I yelled as loud I could. Then I was pulled off him by Jaime. "No, that asshole deserves to die!"
"You'll...." Kellin coughed before speaking again. "You'll never know the answer! Your anger is blinding you! You'll never even know if anything I said was a lie or truth!" Kellin yelled being held back by Tony.
"Take them out of each other's sight and calm them down!" Vic barked at Jaime and Tony. Jaime dragged me away until I pushed him off me and stomped away.
"I fucking warned him! I told him if he didn't shut his fucking mouth I'd kill him!" I said snidely to Jaime. "I'm leaving this fucking group sooner or later. I can't deal with this bullshit anymore." I said to Jaime.
Now Jaime had been instructed to stay near me so I don't "attack" Kellin again. I'm almost completely sure that if he hadn't been instructed her would still be watching me closely. He doesn't want me to leave. I still need to try and talk to Alysha about what happened. But we're getting ready to keep walking soon. We move fast and hopefully will be out of Cali soon. Till next time....if there is a next time.
Notes
Hope you guys like this chapter :)
-Rose
No not from VA just spent.a half hour researching beforehand. So glad you like it! And sorry about your heart, we feel your pain as well trust me, sometime we hate doing this to ourselves!
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