Darling you'll be okay

Amelia's POV
Its been 2 weeks since the 'incident' I've not got much better. I've purposely been skipping meals. I'm too fat anyway. I think Mike told Jack and Alex about my self harm, well I'm sure of it. It's like 2pm but I don't feel like facing life today, we're back in our city again. 1 month of tour left. I'm dreading school.

I feel somebody shake me, I look around to see Vic smiling. "You better get up it's like 2pm" he says. I just groan and turn around to fall asleep again. I feel vic lifting me up, "what the fuck are you doing?" I say tiredly. "You've not left bed for days, you seem really sad. So I'm gonna make sure your up and moving and happy" he replys. I'd rather not.

He brings me bacon and eggs for lunch. I eat a little bacon and can't eat any more, I can't become any fatter than I am. "Amelia Eat." He demands . I eat it quickly and walk to the bathroom making sure to use the tap to cover the noise. I stick my fingers down my throat and bring all my food back up.

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