Darling you'll be okay

Amelia's pov

I woke up to somebody shaking me, my eyes opened to see a very excited Vic. "what time even is this" I mumble. "7am" why am I up. "Why wake me up now? 7am is just the same as getting up at midnight. Let me sleep!" I half shout. He laughs and I slide out of bed ugh.

I notice that everybody except Mike is up and look excited for some reason. "Why are you all up at this time?" I ask, "it's a surprise" I smile. I love surprises. "is Mike here?" I ask. They all look at each other before Vic speaks up. " he is awake and in the back room, you two should talk." I nod and walk to the back room nervously. Mike is looking out the window looking upset.

He looks round at me "why?" He asks. I explain to him and he pulls me into a hug. "Just remember I'm always here. I love you." He whispers. "I love you too"

Mike tells me to get ready for my surprise. I change into my Hogwarts hoodie and jeans. I don't bother with makeup today. I brush my hair and teeth and the bus comes to a halt, I wonder what my surprise is?

"Come on!" Jaime shouts and pulls me out of the bus, "it's a 5 minute walk by the way." Tony says. There is a loud rumble and I realise it's raining and there's thunder and lightning. "Great day for this isn't it?" Vic asks the guys. They all laugh, where are we going?

I can now read the sign on the place, AMUSEMENT PARK. OH YES! They are one of my favourite places to go. I'm smiling like an idiot and vic notices, "excited, huh?" I nod trying to hold back my smile. We reach the entrance to see Jack and Alex already waiting. Even better.

I'm embraced by a hug from both of them. They seem hyper as well. We buy our tickets and go on a couple of rides. Now it's time for the biggest one. Vic agrees to go on with me cause I'm a little scared. Ok really scared.

We take our seats and the rollercoaster starts. We are both at the front which terrifies me. We start slowly going up the hill. Vic notices the panic in my face and takes my hand. "You'll be okay, don't worry" he gives me a reassuring smile. I trust Vic.

Before I know it the ride is over. I was scared he whole time. We stumble off. The guys look at me worriedly. "are you okay? You've went chalk white" Alex asks. I nod and we walk out. I feel so dizzy.

"are you sure your okay? You look really pale" I nod and we take a break in an empty part of the park. Everything looks weird and everything goes black.

-2 minutes later-
I open my eyes to notice I'm lying on the ground with the guys all round me, what? "what the hell happened?" I ask. "You fainted and luckily Tony caught you" jack says. I sit up and they help me onto the bench. I notice mike mumbling to vic, "I'm just worried you know? Because of the leukaemia. I'm scared it's getting worse." Vic shared the same expression as Mike. The rest of the guys overheard as well.

I'm not really scared of it getting worse anymore. Iv accepted Iv got it. Which took a lot. The guys all look really down. "so why don't we get something to eat?" Vic says breaking the silence. We all agree and go to the restaraunt. The waitress asks what I want to eat.

To be honest I don't have an appetite anymore. Leukaemia makes you loose it. That probably why. I just order some soup. Our food arrives. The rest of the guys got pizza. "Do you want to go to the bus after. Because you fainted?" Vic asks me. "No. I feel a lot better now. Plus we don't go to theme parks often and I love them!" I reply truthfully. I feel kinda better now.

"Don't you want a slice of pizza, it's amazing and soup isn't a lot?" Jack asks. "It's fine I just haven't really felt like food lately." The guys nodded but you can tell their worried. They are still really upset about the cancer. Iv just not been myself. I'm always tired, and no appetite.

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