Darling you'll be okay

Amelia's POV
I woke up to the sound of thunder, I checked my phone to see it's only 05:23, oh well. Iv always got up early, for as long as I can remember. I grab a drink of water and look out the window at the back of the bus, catching a glance of my head. It's slightly swollen up now. Thanks Jack.

We're currently driving at the moment, which I dislike. I like going out in the mornings to get a little fresh air. It just keeps you more awake the rest of the day. I haven't eaten much in the past few days so I eat a slice of toast and get ready to go in for my shower.

I put the water quite cold, it doesn't hurt my cuts as much. I realise Iv been lost in my thoughts for a while now, and decide to get out, glancing at the clock I realise it's only 6am. I put on black skinny jeans as usual and a Black Veil Brides hoodie. I brush through my hair while looking at my excuse for a face on the mirror. Why do my eyes have big bags under them? Why can't my teeth be nice? Why can't my skin be clear?

The bus stops, hopefully that means we are there. I walk out the bathroom and put on red converse. I peak out the window to see all the other buses, which means we are finally there. I quickly shake Vic and tell him I'm going for a walk, so he doesn't worry about me.

I walk outside and surprisingly Alex is sitting outside, tired looking. I walk up to see if he's okay. "What are you doing up this early?" I ask him, "Well I could ask you the same, I was feeling kind of sick." He replied. "I hope you feel better soon, Alex. I'm always up this early" I smile at him.

After a 20 minute talk with Alex I head back to the bus, I'm freezing. I'm also beginning to feel really sick, maybe sitting right next to Alex when he is sick isn't really a good idea? Iv probably caught it now too, great.

I walk inside tired again, I'm always really tired during the day but somehow get up early wide awake. Iv been a lot more tired than usual the past week or two. I'm greeted by the guys, which is odd, they're not usually up this early, I guess the show must be early today.

I run to the bathroom, and start puking, Vic soon comes in with a worried expression, "are you okay? Wait dumb question!" he says, but his attention is turned toward my wrist. I realise my sleeves had went half way up my forearm while being sick. "Just remember I'm always here for you" he says and hugs me. "I don't care if your contagious." He says, making me laugh slightly. He doesn't ask questions or make me feel bad. He just hugs me and makes me feel better.


We walk out together after cleaning up my arm. He must be so disappointed in me. We decide not to tell the guys, but I can see sadness in his eyes. Alex and jack appear not long later. Me and Jack play fight, for him making me hit my head yesterday.

I stand up and begin to feel dizzy, "hey are you alright? You've gone chalk white" mike says. Before I know it I start coughing...... Blood. Everything starts to fade around me. "Somebody call an ambulance" Jack shouts. I look once more to see lots of concerned faces before everything goes black.

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