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Darling you'll be okay

Hang on, be strong

Amelia's POV
I open my eyes the next morning and slowly the events from yesterday came back to me. I drag myself up out of bed, still in a lot of pain, and open my curtains to rain again. It rains everyday to be honest. It takes me a moment to realise its my 15th Birthday today.

I pick up my phone to see 23 missed calls, I'm not even going to bother checking them anymore. It's only 6am. I walk down the stairs grunting from the pain I'm in. I sit at the kitchen table and stare out the window, the rain is so beautiful I think, I've always really liked it.

I hear footsteps coming down the stairs quietly, so I decide to see who's up and am greeted by a tired Vic, "happy birthday to my favourite lil sis!" He whispers loudly. "I am your only sister haha" I laugh. "What mike isn't a girl?" He says laughing. We both laugh and make our way into the living room. "Are you feeling better? I heard what happened yesterday." He says angrily "I'm fine, I promise" I lie.

"I'm going to go and get your present!" He says before running upstairs and grabbing it. He hands it to me and I slowly unwrap it. There's a few awesome stuff in it. 2 CD's, Echosmith and WATIC. A Gerard Way shirt and a few other t-shirts. "Thank you so much! I love them, you know me so well. " I say hugging him. "What do you expect I'm your brother!"

"Jack and Alex are over still in case your wondering. They're over for your birthday." He says and I smile. Maybe today won't be too bad. Next to come down is Tony and Jaime, after wishing me a happy birthday they give me my presents, tony hands his over first. I unwrap it to find a ramones jumper and a Kermit the frog onesie. I hug him and thank him and open Jaime's gift. It's a ravenclaw shirt, new headphones and a new set of colouring pencils. I hug him and thank him. I love them all so much.

About an hour later of me drawing Jack and Alex both make an appearance, both carrying gifts. "happy birthday!!!" They both scream at the same time causing us all to laugh. Jack got me new black boots, makeup and a rainbow studded belt, whereas Alex got me perfume and a tonight alive CD. "thank you guys so much, I don't think you realise how much these mean to me." I say hugging them.

Mike walks in to give me my present, new pyjamas, more clothes and at the bottom I find a necklace, I turn it over and realise it has 'darling you'll be okay' printed onto it. I can't help but tear up and hug Mike. "I love you so much. Your the best sister I could ask for. I know it's not okay just now but it will be" he whispers. "I love you too"

"we're all going out so go and get dressed." Vic says and I grab everything and head to my room. I quickly shower and brush out my long hair. I use the makeup set that jack got me. I apply a little concealer and eyeliner. I put on a t-shirt vic had bought me, it was the same one Hayley Williams wore in still into you, and black denim shorts with tights. I look at my reflection happily for a change and put on creeper shoes.

I find the guys waiting for me downstairs, and we head out. "Where are we actually going?" I ask curiously "shopping for your birthday" mike says. I nod and look out the window, why are they so nice to me?
at the shops we buy more makeup and clothes. We head to the food court which I'm dreading. "Amelia what do you want to eat?" Jack asks me. "Nothing, I'm really not hungry." I reply. "Amelia you need to eat. You haven't had breakfast either." The guys all turned around. "I promise I'm not hungry." I snap at them. "We are only caring about you, please eat something small at least. "Fine."

Jack returns with a portion of fries for me. I eat 4 or 5 and feel sick. I put them back down and the guys look at me sadly. But decide not to question it.


Vics PO
Im sitting next to Amelia in the food court and look down to see her slim arms. You can see outlines from older cuts, and 1 or 2 newer ones under her bracelet. She's only eating a couple of fries and saying she's not hungry. I'm beginning to worry about her. She's beginning to look really slim and she didn't even eat any breakfast this morning. I'm going to keep an eye on her eating habits from not on just incase. I look up to see Mike, probably thinking the same thing.

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