Suicidal Tendencies

My name is Zara Perry. and im in love with Jaime preciado.

1. Prolouge

   "That was fun!" I squeeled and saw Patty harris puking in the bushes. Patty was my arch nemesis. I ran over and kicked her in the butt. she went tumbling into her own puke and looked up at me I laughed and she screamed in anger. What fun.

2. High At The Moment.

   "well there is only two things that could explain random morning sickness, Either your hung over or you pregna-" "LALALALALALA" Tony said putting his hands over his ears cutting off Jaime.

3. Cliches

   "Hey Z, this is The tour managers daughter, Venis!" Ian exclaimed and I chewed my food quickly and stood "Hi im Zara.." I said and Venis Looked like she was about to burst "hizaraimvenisbutyoualreadyknewthatbecauseofIanIthinkyou'reanamazingmusicianandIloveyou" She rushed and I had a hard time unders

4. Fight club? Now that's just my little sister and My band mate.

   "Can I help you sir?" I said and the guy looked at me. "Yeah, you know this guy?" he said nodding to mike. "yup, my brothers band mate, can't seem to keep yourself out of trouble?" I said to mike. he shook his head "You see, he has down syndrome, he often gets tricked by other people, they get him d

5. Am I fucking Pregnant?!

   I walked out and saw the girl who Jaime was banging the other night standing next to a petite girl. she was crying. I walked by and she looked at me, her mascara smudged beneath her eyes, her bleach blonde hair everywhere, and a hand on her stomach. I thought about stopping and asking if she was ok,

6. You make me want to die.

   "Jaime I think you need to leave" I whisper staring at the floor blankly "Zara I-""GET OUT" I yell at him and he moves away slightly frightened by my outburst "GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT!" I shriek and he stands. Nala is barking and going crazy, Ians running up the stairs freaking out. To much fucking

7. The familiar stranger.

   I heard the unmistakable signature Ian noises. When shes angry she Huffs and Puffs like the wolf from the three little pigs. She hustles up to the Receptionist desk "Zara Perry. Where The Fuck Is She?" She says, using her bitch tone. The lady gives her the same tight smile as us and gestures to wher

8. Inevitably, we all die... Don't we?

   "Depression is a side effect of cancer, not a side effect of Nurses trying to keep patients happy" She counters "Depression isn't a side effect of cancer, Depression is a side effect of Dying." I shoot back and then the conversation ends because we are back at my bed.

9. I am an utter wreck.

   "Jaime your going to be homeless" I whisper and he shrugs "Sure it will probably bite me in the ass later but honestly your more important than anything." he says and I lean over and kiss him. He is shocked at first but gets over it.

10. You don't know how much this means to her!

    Janice came in and glared at me. She unhooked me from the I.v and the Monitor that I officially didn't need. I giggled "You love me" I said and she laughed. "Yes life here at the hospital will be so dull without a smart mouth girl and her smart mouth friends." she said but she was smiling.

11. Red roses, red roses, like spilled blood on an innocents hands.

    "Fuck are you serious?" He says and grabs his keys. He hangs up and looks at me "My daughter is on her way" He says and I Nod grabbing my purse. We run out to his car and hop in "Z, you don't have to come" He tells me and I swallow "I know" I say and he smiles a little.

12. I would take a million bullets for you.

    "Anatome Ara Preciado You give me back the magazine right now!" I say and finally snatch it back from her "Your bad!" I say pointing a finger at her. She points one at me "BAD!" She shrieks and I raise my eyebrows at her "You're bad!" I say and she smacks me "BAD!" She shrieks again

13. Erinyes Crux Preciado?

    "Are you pregnant Zara?" I hear a voice ask. I turn to find a teenager. "Oh no, these are for Alysha" I lie easily. Alysha widens her eyes at me and I nudge her "Oh..Yeah, that's me! Planning on telling mike this afternoon" she says gritting her teeth. The girl grins and walks off. That's when a flo

14. so fucking perfect

15. She suffered Beautifully for so long.

    "How dare you little sister!" He immediately says "Jeez what happened to hello?" I retort "Hello! Now How dare you post an incredibly terrible photo of me on the inter galactic web!" "I have no idea what your talking about" I say innocently. He comes through the door and I hang up. "So pregnant unic

16. You said goodnight, I said goodbye, you didn't think twice.

    The guys were over at my house and I was making them watch Americas Next top model. "OH HELL NO SHE DID NOT JUST DO THAT!" I shrieked at the T.v. suddenly , with a big whoosh, my pants were wet "MOTHER EFFER, CAN'T THESE CHILDREN WAIT TILL THE SHOWS OVER?" I shrieked and tony look at me "MY WATER JU

17. The pain is so severe

18. Saw it off with a dull blade.

    **Strong language, Fair warning**

19. Like Alice down the rabbit hole.

20. I shaved off her eyebrows.

21. PTSD

22. Her face is blank. Then it contorts into pure rage.

23. Black Demise.

24. Note please read, very important.

25. Ifly

26. Authors Note.

27. Epilogue

28. SEQUEL