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Chapter 1. Beginnings.
"Em come on how long have we known each other for, Em answer me." the tall boy demanded grabbing at my hands.
I shook my head, pulling my hands from his smirking up at him, " 5 years Fuentes, that still doesn't count you know." I said poking the shirtless man in the chest. He grabbed my hand intertwining our fingers pulling my hands up above my head. I looked deeply into the pool of chocolate brown eyes that stared widely down at me.The stare he held almost made me feel naked. They contained something in them something that others would call "lust". He was the only man that could make me feel all things my body was feeling all at once.
"5 years is a long time Em, i know you like the back of my hand, i know your weaknesses, your strengths and everything in between, if that's not a good enough reason i don't know what is." he whispered leaning down against my body, grinding his lower region against mine. My back arched aching for more. He let out a chuckle his breath fanning out against my face.
"See you want this just as much as i do, just give in let your body do the talking." He said placing hot kisses against my neck. A moan escaped my lips, my body was such a traitor.
"I can't and you know why i can't" i whispered breathlessly. Actually he didn't know the real reason why i wouldn't let him continue his assault on my neck. He lifted his head from my neck staring at me deeply, his eyes casted a different emotion this time, not hunger or lust, could it be love?
"Em i told you how i feel about you, your not just another girl to me, your my best-friend your the only one i would want to share such an intimate moment with, i wouldn't want to have this with anyone else." he said leaning down to capture my lips in a heated kiss.
"Okay" i whispered fervently against his lips. "I love you mike" i whispered even lower.
Did i ever get the response i had been longing to hear that night? No. After i had shared the most sacred words one can only share to a lover, my clothes had been lost and i found myself screaming mikes name into a dark room. Since that night things had changed, you would have thought for the better just like i had but, fate had other things in mind.
"Momma, Momma, wake-up wake-up!"
I peered one eye open to see a tiny blonde haired girl straddling my legs bouncing up and down impatiently. I re-closed my eye pretending that i didn't here the calls of the little one perched on me. I felt her squirm up from my lap, sitting right above my belly button. My eye was then shoved open by tiny protruding fingers.
"Momma, come on i see your eye open i know your awake!" get up she yelled pulling at my eyelid. I laughed at the little ones antics reaching my hands up to tickle under the girls arms. She let out a squeal of laughter, i took this as my opportunity to turn us over and continue my assault of tickles on the beautiful blonde haired wonder. She kicked and squirmed every which way to stop the "tickle monster" but alas it was useless.
"My, my, my, dawn what have you done to get attacked by the tickle monster." I questioned continuing to tickle the screaming girl.
"I woke up my mommy and then the tickle monster came out, but i needed mommy awake to make me bueberries pancakes, please mommy make the tickle monster go away" dawn pleaded giggling once more. I removed my hands, leaning down to kiss the nose of the out of breathe little girl. Dawn reached up her hands pulling me in to place a slobbery kiss against my lips.I leaned up looking down at dawn, "Fine mommy will make you pancakes, blueberry to be exact, how about you be mommy's little helper and go get out the pans and ingredients" i said pinching her cheek. Dawn shot up not wasting another minute, i chuckled watching her chubby feet carry her into the kitchen.
Dawn was a remarkable little girl that i have the pleasure of calling my daughter. Although sometimes i wish i had conceived her on different circumstances. I got up off the bed walking to the kitchen to start cooking, i paused by the door way watching dawn pull out pots and pans of all sorts, the ingredients already having been placed on the table. See dawn was conceived that night that mike decided to take my virginity the first time. Well okay I'm lying a bit, it happened some time after i lost my v-card to him but still you get my point. Where was mike now? Well mike was out with the other 3 boys that form Pierce The Veil touring the world. Mike didn't forget me right away, but when i told him i was expecting his child he took his upcoming tour at the time as the perfect opportunity to slip away. Having nowhere to turn to, and knowing damn right my mother would kill me i went to the only person i knew i could trust. "Mama Fuentes", after i had told her what happened she that same day rang mike up and muttered every possible profanity in Spanish into the telephone. I understood where mike was coming from, they were barely beginning to take off and great things were said to becoming their way. I didn't want to hold him back, but i didn't want to go at this alone. Mike was there sometimes, but as i neared the end of my pregnancy with dawn he disappeared all together. I again turned to Mama Fuentes for help and advice and she did just that. Mike was still absent for most of dawns life but recently he had been around more often.
"Momma am i going to see daddy today." dawn asked turning to face me. I looked down puzzled by her question, i turned my head my eyes widdening, i looked at the calender on the fridge "Mike gets Dawn for the weekend" how could i forget that mike got her today. I smacked my head with the back of my palm.
"Yeah baby cakes, you get to go with daddy for the weekend, how about you go get ready while i make your pancakes and pack your bags, yeah?" i questioned leaning down eye level with her. Dawn sent me the biggest smile she could possibly pull running past me yelling out "yay i get to see daddy, yay i love daddy." I put my hands on my knees lifting myself up. I began to whip together the ingredients, turning the stove on. While i let it heat up i ran to Dawn's room to go pack her bags.I walked into see dawn already dressed, i swear she got her taste in clothes from her uncles and father. I looked over her outfit of choice being amazed at how well she had dressed herself.
"Mommy do i look nice." she asked twirling around. I nodded my head,
"Of course you do baby girl you always do." i replied packing up the last of her bag.
I grabbed her two bags bringing them out with me to place them in the living room. I walked to the kitchen where dawn was already staring down at the bowl of batter.
"Uh uh Dawn, let mommy cook them sweet pea and then you can lick the spoon." I said patting her nose. Dawn let out a huff, crossing her arms and jumping off the chair stomping over to the living room to watch cartoons. I rolled my eyes at the little girls antics, pouring the first bit of batter onto the stove. I switched between watching the rising pancake and the giggling bundle of joy. I turned off the stove, placing the pancakes on a plate, placing butter and syrup over them. I called dawn over placing her plate and a cup of juice at her spot on the table. I watched dawn dig in, everything she did reminded me so much of much of mike, from the way she ate, to the way she scrunched up her nose, to even the way she got angry and stomped her little foot around. If i had not had her myself or had known mike i would have thought she was his for sure.
There was a slight knock at the door before mike sauntered in.
"Daddy your here!" dawn yelled abandoning her pancakes to leap into the arms of her awaiting father.
"Hey munchkin, oh my god look at how big you've gotten." Mike said spinning her around. Dawn squealed grabbing mike tightly by the cheeks and placing the biggest kiss on his lips. I smiled at the two, mike put her down looking over at me.
"Hey baby get your bags ready while i talk to your mom okay." he said looking down at her. Dawn nodded running over to grab her bags. Mike walked over to me pulling me into a quick hug.
"Hey how are you?" he asked. I shrugged my shoulders not really knowing what to tell the man in front of me.
"So anyway there's something i got tell you." he said looking away from me. I looked at him in question before dawn's shouting pulled me from my train of thought.
"Alysha!" A blonde tallish petite girl walked in, dawn making a beeline for her. The girl lifted her up placing kisses all over dawns face. I stared mouth open eyes wide. Who was this woman, why was she kissing my daughter, and why did my daughter know her. I looked over to mike who was now staring at me. "Who is she?" i questioned eyebrows raising. Mike shifted foot to foot as if almost contemplating his next words. I saw dawn pulling over alysha, "Alysha this is my mommy." dawn said pointing up proudly at me. I smiled at dawn, before looking up at alysha. "Hi i'm Emma, dawn's mother." I said extending out my hand. Alysha looked at my hand, not bothering to take it "I'm alysha mikes girlfriend." she said smiling at me.
Oh.
I shook my head, pulling my hands from his smirking up at him, " 5 years Fuentes, that still doesn't count you know." I said poking the shirtless man in the chest. He grabbed my hand intertwining our fingers pulling my hands up above my head. I looked deeply into the pool of chocolate brown eyes that stared widely down at me.The stare he held almost made me feel naked. They contained something in them something that others would call "lust". He was the only man that could make me feel all things my body was feeling all at once.
"5 years is a long time Em, i know you like the back of my hand, i know your weaknesses, your strengths and everything in between, if that's not a good enough reason i don't know what is." he whispered leaning down against my body, grinding his lower region against mine. My back arched aching for more. He let out a chuckle his breath fanning out against my face.
"See you want this just as much as i do, just give in let your body do the talking." He said placing hot kisses against my neck. A moan escaped my lips, my body was such a traitor.
"I can't and you know why i can't" i whispered breathlessly. Actually he didn't know the real reason why i wouldn't let him continue his assault on my neck. He lifted his head from my neck staring at me deeply, his eyes casted a different emotion this time, not hunger or lust, could it be love?
"Em i told you how i feel about you, your not just another girl to me, your my best-friend your the only one i would want to share such an intimate moment with, i wouldn't want to have this with anyone else." he said leaning down to capture my lips in a heated kiss.
"Okay" i whispered fervently against his lips. "I love you mike" i whispered even lower.
Did i ever get the response i had been longing to hear that night? No. After i had shared the most sacred words one can only share to a lover, my clothes had been lost and i found myself screaming mikes name into a dark room. Since that night things had changed, you would have thought for the better just like i had but, fate had other things in mind.
"Momma, Momma, wake-up wake-up!"
I peered one eye open to see a tiny blonde haired girl straddling my legs bouncing up and down impatiently. I re-closed my eye pretending that i didn't here the calls of the little one perched on me. I felt her squirm up from my lap, sitting right above my belly button. My eye was then shoved open by tiny protruding fingers.
"Momma, come on i see your eye open i know your awake!" get up she yelled pulling at my eyelid. I laughed at the little ones antics reaching my hands up to tickle under the girls arms. She let out a squeal of laughter, i took this as my opportunity to turn us over and continue my assault of tickles on the beautiful blonde haired wonder. She kicked and squirmed every which way to stop the "tickle monster" but alas it was useless.
"My, my, my, dawn what have you done to get attacked by the tickle monster." I questioned continuing to tickle the screaming girl.
"I woke up my mommy and then the tickle monster came out, but i needed mommy awake to make me bueberries pancakes, please mommy make the tickle monster go away" dawn pleaded giggling once more. I removed my hands, leaning down to kiss the nose of the out of breathe little girl. Dawn reached up her hands pulling me in to place a slobbery kiss against my lips.I leaned up looking down at dawn, "Fine mommy will make you pancakes, blueberry to be exact, how about you be mommy's little helper and go get out the pans and ingredients" i said pinching her cheek. Dawn shot up not wasting another minute, i chuckled watching her chubby feet carry her into the kitchen.
Dawn was a remarkable little girl that i have the pleasure of calling my daughter. Although sometimes i wish i had conceived her on different circumstances. I got up off the bed walking to the kitchen to start cooking, i paused by the door way watching dawn pull out pots and pans of all sorts, the ingredients already having been placed on the table. See dawn was conceived that night that mike decided to take my virginity the first time. Well okay I'm lying a bit, it happened some time after i lost my v-card to him but still you get my point. Where was mike now? Well mike was out with the other 3 boys that form Pierce The Veil touring the world. Mike didn't forget me right away, but when i told him i was expecting his child he took his upcoming tour at the time as the perfect opportunity to slip away. Having nowhere to turn to, and knowing damn right my mother would kill me i went to the only person i knew i could trust. "Mama Fuentes", after i had told her what happened she that same day rang mike up and muttered every possible profanity in Spanish into the telephone. I understood where mike was coming from, they were barely beginning to take off and great things were said to becoming their way. I didn't want to hold him back, but i didn't want to go at this alone. Mike was there sometimes, but as i neared the end of my pregnancy with dawn he disappeared all together. I again turned to Mama Fuentes for help and advice and she did just that. Mike was still absent for most of dawns life but recently he had been around more often.
"Momma am i going to see daddy today." dawn asked turning to face me. I looked down puzzled by her question, i turned my head my eyes widdening, i looked at the calender on the fridge "Mike gets Dawn for the weekend" how could i forget that mike got her today. I smacked my head with the back of my palm.
"Yeah baby cakes, you get to go with daddy for the weekend, how about you go get ready while i make your pancakes and pack your bags, yeah?" i questioned leaning down eye level with her. Dawn sent me the biggest smile she could possibly pull running past me yelling out "yay i get to see daddy, yay i love daddy." I put my hands on my knees lifting myself up. I began to whip together the ingredients, turning the stove on. While i let it heat up i ran to Dawn's room to go pack her bags.I walked into see dawn already dressed, i swear she got her taste in clothes from her uncles and father. I looked over her outfit of choice being amazed at how well she had dressed herself.
"Mommy do i look nice." she asked twirling around. I nodded my head,
"Of course you do baby girl you always do." i replied packing up the last of her bag.
I grabbed her two bags bringing them out with me to place them in the living room. I walked to the kitchen where dawn was already staring down at the bowl of batter.
"Uh uh Dawn, let mommy cook them sweet pea and then you can lick the spoon." I said patting her nose. Dawn let out a huff, crossing her arms and jumping off the chair stomping over to the living room to watch cartoons. I rolled my eyes at the little girls antics, pouring the first bit of batter onto the stove. I switched between watching the rising pancake and the giggling bundle of joy. I turned off the stove, placing the pancakes on a plate, placing butter and syrup over them. I called dawn over placing her plate and a cup of juice at her spot on the table. I watched dawn dig in, everything she did reminded me so much of much of mike, from the way she ate, to the way she scrunched up her nose, to even the way she got angry and stomped her little foot around. If i had not had her myself or had known mike i would have thought she was his for sure.
There was a slight knock at the door before mike sauntered in.
"Daddy your here!" dawn yelled abandoning her pancakes to leap into the arms of her awaiting father.
"Hey munchkin, oh my god look at how big you've gotten." Mike said spinning her around. Dawn squealed grabbing mike tightly by the cheeks and placing the biggest kiss on his lips. I smiled at the two, mike put her down looking over at me.
"Hey baby get your bags ready while i talk to your mom okay." he said looking down at her. Dawn nodded running over to grab her bags. Mike walked over to me pulling me into a quick hug.
"Hey how are you?" he asked. I shrugged my shoulders not really knowing what to tell the man in front of me.
"So anyway there's something i got tell you." he said looking away from me. I looked at him in question before dawn's shouting pulled me from my train of thought.
"Alysha!" A blonde tallish petite girl walked in, dawn making a beeline for her. The girl lifted her up placing kisses all over dawns face. I stared mouth open eyes wide. Who was this woman, why was she kissing my daughter, and why did my daughter know her. I looked over to mike who was now staring at me. "Who is she?" i questioned eyebrows raising. Mike shifted foot to foot as if almost contemplating his next words. I saw dawn pulling over alysha, "Alysha this is my mommy." dawn said pointing up proudly at me. I smiled at dawn, before looking up at alysha. "Hi i'm Emma, dawn's mother." I said extending out my hand. Alysha looked at my hand, not bothering to take it "I'm alysha mikes girlfriend." she said smiling at me.
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Notes
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