The Reason

I woke up the next morning to the sound of laughter and screaming.ugh. I rolled out of my bunk and hit the floor with a soft thud. I get up and head into the bathroom to take a shower. Once I'm out and dressed, I head over to the front of the bus to see everyone laughing. I say good morning to everyone, grab my backpack and head back to my bunk. I take out my sketch book and begin to draw random pieces of art while listening to the song Cars & Calories by Saves the Day. I continue to draw for a few hours until I feel my phone buzz. I probably shouldn't look but I do anyway.

Ewwww! my cousin saw you at warped yesterday with her friend and said that you and that one girl you were with looked like complete hookers and were being totally rude!

WHAT! RUDE? LOOKING LIKE HOOKERS? Whoever sent me this is absolutely crazy. I sit there for a second then freeze. Oh no. What if they start giving Copeland shit? I can deal with them making fun of me, but I won't let them give Copeland crap. Dear God, I can't let that happen. That stays on my mind all day. It was a free day, so my dad didn't play and we were all just relaxing. There was no relaxing for me.The though of Copeland getting bashed at kept swarming my mind. Maybe I should tell Copeland what's been going on.. The bullying, cutting, me being worrried about her.. But then again, I don't want to push her into something she was never a part of in the begining. I don't know who to talk to. I can't tell my dad, I can't tell Copeland, I can't tell uncle Mike, Tony, or Jaime.. I lay down in my bunk and just stare at the ceiling, thinking over the situation. The more I think about it, the more I freak out and get scared. Soon my breathing starts to speed up and I'm hyperventilating.I begin to shake uncontrollably and I start to cry. What's going on!?! What's Happening!?? I've always been a quiet crier, so I guess no one could hear me over laughter and screaming. I hg my pillow tightly and slowly start to calm down.. What just happened? I lay in my blanket thinking until I fall asleep.

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"Kitzie...Kitzie... Wake up sweetie."

"uggghh.."

"C'mon now!"

I open my eyes and see Alex from All Time Low smiling at me. I sit and rub my eyes.

"C'mon, I wan't you to come with to get some stuff, yeah?"

"Okay"

I grab my phone and we walk out of the bus. Before I fell asleep, we were driving but now we've stopped near some sort of a strip mall.

"What exactly do we need to get?" I ask.

"Jack was an idiot and somehow got a huge cut on his forearm so now we need to get stuff to clean it with." he said. I nodded and we made our way to target. We bought the stuff and made our way to the All time low bus to see Jack laying on the couch, his head on Rian's lap, and sure enough there was a huge cut on his forearm.

"Jesus Jack, what did you do?" I asked.

" I don't really know.." he said. Alex cleaned his arm and after a lot of complaining and screaming, Jack's arm was wrapped up and clean.

I had decided to take a walk since it was breezy night and it was only 7. Alex wanted to join along and we walked in silence before he said something.

"Is everything okay?" He said with a concerned look.

"Yeah. Why?"

"I don't know. When I have problems, I usually go on walks too and you have this worried look on your face."

"O-oh.."

"Listen Kitzie," Alex started, turning to me and putting his hands on my shoulders, "If anything's going on, you know, you feel sad or lonely or anything, I'm here for you. We all are. Jack, Rian, Zack, me. We're all here and we'll help you no matter what and we'll never judge you. Ever." He pulled me into a tight hug and kissed the top of my head.

"Hey Alex..."

"Yeah?"

"Can I tell you something?"

Notes

Yay! Go Alex! :D

Sorry I haven't updated. I've had serious family problems, but I'll try to update everyday from now on.

Roxannne xoxo