The place I was. The place I am. The place I want to be.

The rest of the night had been lovely. Considering I was upset. Kellin sitting with me all night and holding me close all through the night was the best thing ive velt in a long time. Since my Ex… The thoughts will always haunt me but I can look at them now and think of all the better I have with Kellin now. Right now we were out. He woke me up this morning by kissing my cheek. Just one sweet little peck and my eyes were opening and I was sitting up and stretching like it was the greatest owning ever. He took me to this restaurant a little bit on the outskirts of the town we were in. Georgia was beautiful. The heat today was down to a minimum of 75 degrees. So comfortable that we ate outside. He told me anything I want. That breakfast is the most important meal of the day, making me laugh.
“Um…I dont know lets see…How about a blueberry crepe. Please.” I said and he smiled releasing my hand to pull money out of his wallet. We had our food and had been seated. I was starting to get full.
“What was his name?” Kellin asked randomly. Of course, I knew what he was talking about. I looked down to my plate and sighed as I stabbed my fork into a piece of my crepe.
“Conner.” I said and took a bite. I felt Kellins fingers under my chin then and he was pulling my face up to his.
“Its ok.” He whispered and smiled. I smiled back relaxing.
“Im sorry.” I said and he shook his head, stopping the waiter and got us boxes before taking my hand and leaving the place.
“You know its almost Jesses birthday.” He said as we pulled out of the parking lot.
“Really? We should have a party. Where do we go next?” I asked. Kellin kept a hand on the steering wheel and the other linked with mine.
“I believe its South Carolina.”
“Ok ill start looking for places.” I pulled out my phone and started typing in google for potential party places by the beach there if we could when I heard this continuous beeping behind us. I looked behind us as Kellin was asking why they were. I could see the driver, her face looked worried and I could vaguely see her pointing out her passengers side. I turned around and screamed.
“KELLIN LOOK OUT!!!” But it was too late. He only had enough time to look over and see a huge truck going at least 60 to 70 miles per hour down a hill and then collide with us. I only remember the hit, and us rolling at least 5 to 6 times before we hit something, the ground maybe and I was out.
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I opened my eyes. Everything was blurry and my head heart so bad.
“Kellin…” I mumbled quietly. My eyes started to focus as I looked in front of my. Broken glass. Air bag. Broken plastic. My ears were ringing as I realized I was upside down. The ringing subsided and I heard sirens and saw flashing lights. Kellin. I looked next to me and saw his hanging upside down just as I was, blood all over his face from a cut in his hand. There was glass in his arm.
“Kellin! Kellin wake up!” My eyes started watering as I tried to unbuckle myself.
“Miss, are you ok?! Are you both alive?!” I looked over out my window and saw a fire fighter.
“I cant get out. Please help him. Help the driver.” I said and he nodded running to the other side.
“Kellin! Please wake up! Kellin can you hear me!?” I said and took his hand squeezing it getting no response. That was it. I lost it.
“Kellin!….”
“Mam are you able to get your seat belt off?” another fire fighter said to me.
“No…No I cant get it, its stuck.” I said. There top of the car was smashed. I could barely see the fire fighter talking to me.
“Ok hold on were going to get you out.”
“Wait wait wait!!! I need you to call someone. Right now, please.” I said crying. He pulled out his phone and waited for me to give him Jesses number. He talked to him and told Jesse which hospital we were going to be at and then left to get help. The firefighter on Kellins side was able to see him through his window and was trying his hardest to loosen the seat belt.
“Miss are you able to reach his seat belt?” I nodded and reached over unlatching his seat belt. His slid down a little. I didn't let go of his hand. He moaned lightly and his eyes started to twitch.
“Heather…” he mumbled.
“Kellin its ok, don’t talk alright? Were gonna be ok. Alright?” I said and squeezed his hand. He squeezed mine back and tried to look over at me.
“No no, kellin don’t move.” I said calmly. Another firefighter was here and he had a mini saw and was cutting the sides of the windshield. The man next to Kellin was cool calm and collected.
“Were going to get you both out of here in no time alright?” I nodded my head to him and kept my eyes on Kellin. We stayed there for a good 20 minutes until they finally had the roof cut off. There was a crane and I could feel that we were being lifted slowly. Once we got so far up, they started to take Kellin out.
“Kellin…Ill see you in a little bit ok?” I said trying not to cry anymore.
“Heather…I love you.” He said still mumbling.
“Shhhh, dont say that. Im going to see you in a little bit and were going to plan Jesses party and” They started pulling him out but I couldn't bring myself to let go of his hand.
“Kellin!”
“Mam we need to take him now so we can focus on getting you out.” The firefighter said. I closed my eyes and let him go the crying coming back. I stared at him as they put him in a neck brace once they had him on the stretcher. His eyes were barely open and he wasn't moving a muscle. I hoped that he was ok. He needed to be ok. I needed him to be ok.
I was out soon also. I was pulled out gently and also put in a neck brace and put on a stretching and into an ambulance. We got to the hospital soon and was taking immediately to the ER to have some scans done and blood tests. Luckily I turned out ok besides a mild concussion and a broken wrist. The doctor came in after they cleaned me up and got all the glass out of my skin.
“Hello Heather. My name is Dr. Beckley. Your tests ca..”
“Wheres Kellin. How is he.” I interrupted. He smiled at me and turned to Kellins page.
“It seems that he has a massive concussion, a sprained wrist. He was slightly impaled buy something coming in through the front of the car in his let but its been removed and healing should be relatively quick. Your both very lucky, you could have died.” He finished and I sighed closing my eyes thanking God that Kellin was ok.
“So…your fine as well. Besides your broken wrist, mild concussion, and some scratches and bruising from glass, your good. Were going to let you both stay over night to make sure theres no internal bleeding or complications and then you'll both be free to go in the morning.” He said.
“Is there anyway I can go see him? Just for a little bit?” I asked. He nodded his head and helped me out of the bed. My head was throbbing still but I didn't care. He helped me to Kellins room and asked me to wait while he checked on him. He came back out a few seconds later and held the door open for me. I walked in slowly giving him a once over before rushing to his side and taking his hand.
“Hey.” he said quietly and smiled. I smiled back tears welling in my eyes again. I shook my head and looked up trying not to burst and whispered a silent thank you to whoever kept hi here with me.
“Im so glad your ok.” I said as I looked back down.
“Im so sorry Heather.” He said and i shook my head
“Don’t, it wasn't your fault.” I said.
“It was a drunk driver. Thats what the nurse told us anyway.” I looked over and Jesse was coming in the door, the rest of the guys following behind him. I looked back at Kellin as I saw Justin cover his mouth to keep from breaking down.
“He’s ok guys. More than ok.” I said and smiled to Jesse.
“Yup, just a sprained wrist and some noggin juggles.” Kellin joked and painfully laughed. I grabbed his water from next to me and gave it to him. He took a sip while everyone surrounded the bed.
“We love you man.” Jack said and smiled around to everyone.
“You look like your doing pretty good.” Justin said and came to me, hugging me gently.
“Im great. But they're going to keep us tonight to make sure of no internal bleeding.” They all nodded their heads in understanding and then Kellins cell phone started ringing. It made his head hurt so I took it and went out into the hallway to answer it.
“Hello?” I said.
“Who is this? Wheres Kellin?” I knew then that it was Katelynn.
“Katelynn, Kellins fine. Concussion and a sprained wrist, other than that, he's doing great. Thanks for calling.” I went to hang up and I heard her say something.
“Wait a minute…its you again isn't it. This is Heather right? The same girl who thought she could curse me out?”
“Look here bitch, Kellin wants nothing to do with you. He was just hurt in a serious car accident and all you can do is pick a fight with someone you don’t even know?! Thats exactly why he doesn't ever want to hear from you again. You dont deserve him. You ruined him in every way and I know you know it. So quit trying to act like your concerned and live your life with the neighbor boy alright? You lost your chance. You lost something so wonderful because of your own selfish needs. Now fuck off Katelynn before I call the cops and have you put in jail for harassment.” I hung up and walked back in the room.
“Who was that?” Kellin asked.
“Bill collector.” I said and set his phone back on the table. The rest of the evening was pretty quiet. Soon after the guys got there, they had to leave as visiting hours were over. And not long after that, the nurses were telling me it was time to go back to my room.
“Just 5 more minutes? I need to tell him something important.” They nodded, smiling to us and leaving us to talk.
“Come here.” He said and reached out a hand. I took it and bent down to him hugging him as lightly as I could.
“I meant what I said.” He whispered and kissed the top of my head.
“Kellin I…”
“I know…I know we haven’t known each other long. And I know all the things that you've been through. I know how hard it is to let yourself…all im saying is that whenever your ready…im here for you.” He said and loosened his grip. I felt terrible. I didn't know if I was ready to love again. I didn't know if I could love yet. I lifted up slightly and looked at him. I rubbed my thumb along his cheek and smiled.
“I love you to.” I said and bent slowly and kissed him as deeply as I could. The door opened again and I jumped back from him.
“Oh, im sorry.” The nurse said and smiled looking away.
“No, its ok. Im ready.” I said and giggled when I heard Kellin chuckle. He took my hand and kissed it and let go as I walked to the nurse.
“Ill see you in the morning Heather.” He said and I turned to face him. I knew that my face was red with excitement but I waved and nodded my head, turning back and following the nurse out the door.

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