Perfect, Except...
Uncomfortable
"Oh hey," he smiled. I put my hand over my wrist.
"Sorry," I said getting out of his way. He looked at me funny.
"Are you okay?" he asked me.
"Yeah," I nodded. Oops, a lie.
"Abigail already left so we can watch a movie."
"Okay, I'm a little cold so I'm going to change into sweatpants and a sweater." Lies. I went into my room and changed. I made sure that my entire arm was covered. No, I didn't cut just because Tony and Abigail are dating. I also cut because of all the pressure, all the stress, all the bullies, all the failure in my life.
I walked downstairs and Tony was already on the couch putting in Friends With Benefits. Ugh why this movie?! I sighed quietly and plopped down on the couch. The movie played and I felt really uncomfortable they entire time. I was always shifting. Tony would ask if I was okay every now and then. I would always say that I'm fine. But I'm not. I'm not fine. I wasn't horny; I didn't want to bang him or anything. I just felt like breaking into tears. I can't. I would have to explain why I'm crying. And if I don't tell him why I was crying, he wouldn't sleep. So I decided to blink back the tears and suck in my cheeks so I was slightly biting on them. The movie ended and he fell asleep on me. He fell asleep on my shoulder so I couldn't wake him up. I just decided to close my eyes.
~school~
"Watch where you're going!" some random kid shouted at me. I moved to my next class and buried my face in my hands. How I wished I were somewhere else. Like 6 feet underground. Tony and Abigail were hanging out a lot more. Tony and I were hanging out less. I'm losing him already.
After school, Tony and I drove to the bridge.
"So you wanna tell me what's wrong?" he asked. Our legs were hanging over the edge.
"Nothing," I sighed. "Nothing's wrong."
"Bri, there's something wrong. You need to tell me."
"There's nothing wrong Tony! I'm perfectly fine!"
He looked offended like I just insulted him.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to snap at you. I'm just stressed and tired and..."
"Yeah me too."
"I just--" I started crying.
"It's okay, it's okay love."
Love? That's new. We stayed and talked until it was dark out.
"Ever wonder what it's like to jump off it?" I asked.
"Ehh, sometimes."
Yeah, I want to jump off it right now.
Notes
Wow 6 subscribers already!!!! feel free to comment I love reading them c: also this story is going to have a sad ending, it might be really short, I just wanted to try this out because I'm turning the last few chapters into an imagine (replacing Bri's name with Y/N obv.). So yeahhghh that's that whats going to happen next? what do you want to happen (don't say Tony and Bri together bc I just wont sorry)? say in the comments!!
@whyareyounotontony
its alright thoo it was good i just felt bad for tony :/ but i liked the chapter :)
9/22/14