Fast times at Clairemont High

Me and Cameron were sitting in my car it was getting awkward and I decided to break the silence.

"So?" I asked wondering what she wanted to talk about, that was so serious she couldn't just tell me over the phone. I know what she's going to tell me, this happens all the time. It's not you it's me, I hear it all the time, I know it's me though. I'm kind of pathetic, no matter how many times I hear it it still hurts the same. Sometimes more, but at the same time I understand. If I was someone else I wouldn't date me either.

I'm stupid for kissing her, it was an in the moment type thing. An impulse, but now it ends with awkward conversation. Way to go Vic you probably just ruined something that could have been a really good friendship. I turned away so I wasn't looking at her, I tapped the steering wheel to try and side track myself from how I wanted to punch myself in the face for being so fucking stupid.

"So about yesterday when you dropped me off at my house and we kissed....." She said, 'here we go' I thought.

"I really like you," Cameron said while looking at her hands 'but...' I thought

"But I'm not ready for a serious relationship." And here it goes, with every word after that one sentence my heart sank into my chest more and more. It's like everything came crashing down on every word that came tumbling out of her mouth. The words like 'we can still be friends' and 'I'm so sorry' hurt the worst.

I might have only known her for a couple days but talking to her felt like we've been friends for my whole life. From the moment I first laid eyes on her it was like my chest could barely hold my heart, it was racing so fast. Every word she said raced through my veins, and in that moment she was the only thing that mattered to me.

I tried to pay attention to every word she said but I couldn't, it hurt too much. I caught the key words like I'm too young, not ready, maybe next year, I still like you, friendship, and others.

I just smiled and nodded, it's easier to pretend to be okay then it is to show how much you're really hurting.

"Okay I understand" I said, and she replied "Okay good! So we can still be friends?"

"Yeah of course!" I said with a smile, she then hugged me.

Mike then tapped on the glass of the window next to me.

I started the car then rolled down the window, "yeah?" I asked.

"Did you forget you have to take me home?" Mike asked leaning against the car door.

"Oh shit yeah hop in the back" I said totally forgetting I had to take him home because he was still working on his car.

"Hey Cameron" Mike said hopping in the back seat, "Hey Mike" she replied. "I'm hungry" Mike
whined resting his head on Cameron's seat.

"I actually kind of am too" I said, out of the corner of my eye I seen Cameron shift in her seat.

"We should go get a pizza!" Mike said slapping the back of the chair, "Mike don't hit my chair" Cameron said turning around.

"Yeah we should go get a pizza" I said,

"I can't, I uh forgot my wallet at home. Maybe next time" Cameron said.

"Oh that's no problem at all" I said

"I wouldn't want to intrude." She said

"So it's settles were getting pizza! Where do you guys want to go?" Mike said. "How about that one place we went to all the time last year?"

"Mike that's like a twenty minute drive" I said

"So?" He said, now I kind of wanted to go, they did have really good pizza.

"Let's do it" I said turning the car around and heading towards the pizza place. The entire way there Mike was kicking Cameron's seat and she was getting mad at him. It was really funny to watch because she was getting so mad and he was just sitting there laughing.

When we finally arrived at the the pizza joint, Cameron got out of the car and punched Mike in the arm as soon as he got out of his seat. "Ow" Mike said grabbing his arm. "For a girl you hit pretty fuckin' hard."

We all laughed and walked in together, I held the door open, Mike walked in and Cameron followed in behind him. I tried not to stare but with an ass like that who couldn't? Even in the skirt she was wearing you could see it. We sat down and ordered our pizzas and sat around and talked. It was nice hanging out with Cameron, sitting around talking I almost forgot about what happened earlier.

I noticed Cameron hardly ate anything, she did the same thing at lunch. Should I say something? Maybe she's just not feeling well. Yeah that's probably it. Through the entire time we were there she only ate like half a slice of pizza.

After that I dropped Cameron off at her house and then drove home. Me and Mike didn't really say much to each other but that's how it normally was.

After dinner I went up stairs to my room and checked my cell phone, I seen I had one missed call from Cam. I called her back and we ended up talking all night. It's nice to have a friend like her, I'm actually kind of glad we're just friends.

Notes

Can some one like legit tell me what they think? Because no one's saying anything and Idk if it's good or not and what I can do better on. Like are my chapters too short? Too long? Do I write 'just' too much? Should it be Vic or Mike? Should Vic find out about Mike? Can some one just say something?