You Said Forever

Tony's POV~

I was startled awake by the front door slamming very harshly. Vic and Jaime walked into the room, and I looked over to the chair where Mike was sitting earlier, but he was gone. Savannah stood up and stretched, looking around the room.

"I know where he went," I said, standing up. I looked at Vic, silently asking for permission to go after him, and he nodded. I turned to Savannah.

"Savvy, you should go upstairs and go back to sleep, okay? I'm gonna go find Mike," I said, kissing her forehead softly. She nodded and went upstairs. I grabbed my car keys and headed out the door.

*ten minutes later*

I pulled up to the abandoned building and rushed inside and up to the roof. Mike was sitting on a wooden box, looking over the edge of the building. I walked up beside him, and placed my hand on his shoulder. He jumped a bit at my touch, and I assumed he hadn't heard me approach.

"What are you thinking about Mikey?" I asked, crouching next to him. "You," he replied, still staring off into the distance. I sighed, and he looked at me.

"Tony, you said forever. You promised me. I'm never going to get over you, Antonio. It's just impossible. I'm never going to forget the night that you promised me forever," he said sternly. I sighed again. My feelings for Mike and my feelings for Savannah were at war in my head. This got so complicated once she joined the tour. I don't know what kind of love I have for her, I never really had any sexual thoughts for her as I had Mike.

"I half-wish Savannah had never come into our lives. I'm sorry," he said quietly. I nodded. "Mike my feelings for you aren't gone, y'know," I said, staring off into space as he had been doing earlier.

He looked at me again. "Please Tony, give me another chance then. I know how you feel about Savannah, but please....I miss you," he said, whispering the last part.

This is a mess. I love him, I love her. But when I look at him, my love for her is a love that I almost can't remember. The same happens to love for him, when I look at her.

Ugh.

I was lost in thought, until I felt pressure on my lips. An electric shock shot through me. All the times that I'd had with the man kissing me flooded my mind and played like a movie before my eyes. He made me remember my love for him.

He kept moving his lips on mine, and I let him. I had longed to feel the rush and excitement of his touch, though I hadn't realized it. He slowly ran his tongue along my bottom lip, and I allowed him to enter my mouth. I felt guilty, but I couldn't help myself. It was like he'd put a spell on me that rendered any attempt to break away from him absolutely useless.

Moments later, he pulled away. "I wanted to make you remember, I wanted to have something to remember you by. I'm not sorry, Tony," he said. I closed my eyes and leaned my head backwards.

Dear God, if you exist, give me a sign. What do I do with this?

I looked back straight, and opened my eyes. Mike was standing so close to the edge of the building now. I walked towards him cautiously. "Mike, come back this way a bit," I said, but he shook his head.

"Tony, I love you. If you don't love me back, then I want that kiss to be the last thing I ever did. I want to remember you, and only you," he said.

"But Mike, I do love you! I meant forever! Please, I can't do this without you," I pleaded. I couldn't lose him. He shook his head again, and looked out over the city. "No, you love me differently now. And being only friends and band mates with you would slowly kill me. This way, it'll be quick and painless. Tony I love you, romantically, forever. I can't watch you be with another person knowing that that used to be me that you held that way, I can't deal with being lonely forever," he said, a few tears trickling down his reddened cheeks.

He took a step closer to the edge. "Michael I can't lose you! You are the love of my life and you always have been, please, please believe me!" I begged, tears running down my face as well. He looked just as shocked by what I said as I was.

I walked the rest of the way over to him, and now we were both standing on the edge. "You jump, I jump," I said, grabbing his hand. He looked down at the empty street about 300 feet below us, and took a large step back, never letting go of my hand.

I joined him in stepping away from the certain death that was so close to us. He stood in front of me, and looked me in the eyes. "Forever?" he asked. I answered.

"Forever with you."

Notes

So this is a love triangle xD What's next for the group? DRAMAAAA

Please comment so I know you're still there, it gets so lonely /.\

~Shayde~