Don't Worry, It's Just The End Of The World

*Louis POV*

"Do I turn right?"Jaime asked as we came to a four-way stop.

"Umm..er yeah." I looked at the map that was in the RV. I stared out the window staring at the wandering Zeeks. Why did God do this to all of these people? How could he make us suffer through this? I looked out side the window and tried to remember the time when life wasn't like this

~flashback~

"Hey,babe." Andrew said and hugged me from behind.

"Hey." I numbly said. I just came back from the doctor appointment, the words that Dr. Ness said still ringing in my head.

"Whats the matter?" I turned to him with tears in my eyes.

"The...baby...is...gone." I choked out. "The doctor said my body cant be stable enough to concieve a baby. Andrew I am so sorry." I saw the hurt on his face, I knew he really wanted a kid and I couldn't produce one.

~end flashback~

"Hey Lo. Why tears?" Jaime said, he was holding my hand.

""Noting. I am fine. Mind if Hunter gets directions?" I said and Jaime nodded. Hunter came up in between Jaime and I and sat down. I stood up and went to the back where and sat on the bed and stared at the wall. Ashleigh came in and rubbed my back. I looked at her and cryed while I put my head on her shoulder. "I miss him Ash."

"Hey it's alright. Besides he got what he deserved.There is still Jaime. I heard he adores you." she looked at me and I wiped my eyes. "And he will even if he knows you can't you know."

"Why would he adore me? I cant do anything right." I looked down at my lap, tears streaming out of my eyes.

"You do so much right. Lo you just have to see that." I looked up and there Jaime was. Ashleigh got up and left and I laid down.

"Louis look at me." I felt the bed shift and I looked at Jaime who pulled me to his chest.

"Its alright." Oh how I wish that could be true, but he didn't know.

Notes

So I wont be updating in awhile and my coauthor knows too.

-Merpie