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The Forgotten Fuentes

I'm Not Okay, I Promise

Mikes POV~

I saw the thin lines on Alli's outstretched arm and the tears falling from her eyes, and I became furious. I don't know what came over me, but I blamed Vic. Alli was pretty much my sister and I felt protective over her. I didn't want to feel the blame, and I didn't want either of the girls to feel the blame, so I chose Vic.

"What. Did. You. Do." I spat, gritting my teeth. I felt my fists ball up. "I don't know yet! I was about to ask her until you and Lilly barged in!" he replied, not backing down. I was going to say something else, but Alli spoke first, explaining everything. I saw Vic's face soften, and he tried to walk towards her, but he fell and the girls caught him.

I just stood there and watched him fall. Why did I assume it was his fault? What on earth has come over me? I know he cares for Alli and I know that he'd never do anything to hurt her....maybe it was just a mood swing. She's been having lots of those lately. The girls helped Vic over to the bed and Lilly gave me a look, then left.

I followed her but she went into our bedroom and shut the door. "Lilly, babe? What's going on?" I asked cautiously. I was very confused. "What kind of a reaction was that?! Blaming your brother? Why the Hell would you do that? They've been fighting enough without your contribution!" she said harshly through the door. They've been fighting? How could I be so oblivious?

I guess I stayed silent too long and she opened the door. "You didn't even know they were fighting did you?" she asked. I shook my head. God, I'm a terrible brother. I was supposed to be there for him. I was too wrapped up in my own shit though.

I shook my head again and looked at my watch. Vic and I had ten minutes to get to the studio. I went to the living room and got my keys. "Vic, bro, we have ten minutes till we need to meet the guys at the studio," I called out to him. "Alli is driving me, you go ahead," he called back. I nodded and walked out to my car.

I climbed in and turned on my radio.

"Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out..."

I sang along to make myself feel better. My Chemical Romance was one of my favorite bands. I pulled into the parking lot before the song ended, so instead of getting out, I just sat there in the lot and finished the song. I couldn't sing for crap, but it made me happy and I needed a little happiness.

When the song ended, I got out of the car and walked towards the studio building. When I got into the building, I saw Tony and Jaime sitting at a table with our producer. He looked at me and smiled. "Hello Micheal, where is your brother?" he asked.

"He'll be here shortly, sir," I said politely, taking a seat next to Tony. We made small talk until Vic and Alli walked in. She helped Vic sit down, then he kissed her softly and she left.

We discussed the release of our album (all that remained to be recorded was Vic's vocals on one song) and where we'd go from there. The whole meeting, Vic refused to look at me. After the meeting and discussing was over, Vic recorded his vocals and we were all set to make and release our first album.

When we all got back home, we decided to celebrate. None of us were 21 yet, so basically it was just a bunch of apple-juice shots, but no one cared. Vic still refused to talk to me, and Alli and Lilly avoided me too. Man, I really made them mad.

Notes

I don't know whether to say 'aww, poor mikey' or 'that's what you get bruh' but oh well. do you guys think he deserves to be avoided? Also, their first album! Woot woot!

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xoxoxo,
~Shayde~

Comments

im reading it :3

fati_13 fati_13
2/17/15

DONT STOP WRITTING I LOVE IT

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2/17/15

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reanicole15 reanicole15
2/17/15

I'm reading

Devynleigh Devynleigh
2/17/15

I am been reading.
oh please keep going.

kid chemical. kid chemical.
2/17/15