Remember Me?

Me: Bryan, honestly I don't know how I feel about this. There's days that I want to hug you and kiss you and forget about it, but there's days that I can't stand dreaming about you being happy with that girl. I can't live without you.. I'm dead inside, as cheesy as it sounds, it's true. There's so much emotion in me that I can't stand and it's killing me. It takes time to understand all this... But I'm not going to cut... Us. I don't have the guts to do so. I don't.



"Send it." I turn around and see Penny sitting behind me. "I know you want too."
"I don't know." I whispered.
"What I know is that you'll be better if you send it." My hands shake and I drop my phone. The door bell rings. "I'll get it." She stands up from my bed and walks out our room. I stare at the phone and closed my eyes, laying down. I let the tears fall freely. "Alia... You better get out there." Penny said ain. I look at her confused, but she was smiling.
"Why?"
"Just do so.. Please?" I shook my head but stood up. She practically ran to the main room.
"Let me wash my Face!" I yelled and entered the bathroom. I wash my face and put my hair in a messy bun. I sigh and go back outside. I enter the living room..... "Bryan?" He nods and smiles softly. He was holding a bouquet of flowers, and a teddy bear with tiger print on the other hand. I cover my mouth and kept myself from crying. "What...." I was shocked.. I couldn't get the words out of mouth.
"I just need you to hear me, you can throw the flowers, rip the bear... But I'm not leaving till I get to talk to you." He said. I look into his blue eyes.
They were dark blue.. Instead of sea blue, his eye bags were dark like he hasn't slept in days. I nod and he smiles. He hands me the gifts and I happily take them. I smell the flowers and smile softly
. "Let me put those in water." Penny said and grabbed the flowers.
"Stephan's outside, Penny." Bryan said. She smiles and goes to the kitchen. Putting my flowers in a black glass vase. She walks by us and enters our room then goes out the door. Bryan put his hands on mine and I stared at our touching hands. His tattooed hands over mine. I put my head down and let tears fall down again.
"I don't deserve you." I whispered.
"What? Why?"
"I just don't Bryan."
"Alia... I don't deserve you. You're accepting my gifts and letting me talk to you instead of kicking me out." I move my hands, and grabbed the bears paws.
"Talk.." I said, not looking at his face. He sighs in relief.
"Alia, as cheesy as all of this will sound.. I hope you can find some part In you that could give me another chance. I seriously can not go a day without thinking about you.. Like ever. Every single thing we went to do rushes through my mind like a train and it makes me just feel this emptiness inside me that can't be fixed. I regret every single fuking moment with that girl, I do. She won't leave me alone at all, but I keep on telling her that my heart and body and soul belongs to you, I'm not mine anymore. I'm all yours." I pick up my head and look into his watery eyes.
"I....." I didn't say anything, instead I wrapped my arms around his neck and smashed my lips into his. He puts his hands on my waist. He kisses me back and I could actually feel my heart being filled up with love. I put my forehead on his and he smiles.
"That's one way for forgiveness." I giggle and he smiles widely.
"I miss that.. And this." He kisses my lips again. "All of you... Three months was too long."
"It took time Bryan... It took time."
"I'll wait a whole fucking year... As long as I'm with you." I smile widely and he does too.
"You know.. You could of given me a hint. I'm wearing pajamas." I said to him as he smiles at my attire. I was in a white spaghetti strap and grey sweats, my hair was in a bun and I had no makeup on.
"You look beautiful in everything you wear." I roll my eyes and he chuckles.
"So I could be in a tiger suit and you'll think I look beautiful?" He smiles, while looking into my eyes.
"You'll make one sexy tiger." I roll my eyes and hide my face in his neck. I wrap my arms around his torso. I took a deep breath and smiled. He smelled like beer and Polo's cologne. We didn't say a thing, we just enjoyed each other's company.

Notes

I couldn't break them up..... At least for now :3

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