Dirty Little Secret

Kellin's P.O.V.

It's been three months. Three months that I've been trying to convince myself that I'm still attracted to Katelynne. It's just not happening. I don't like her one bit. As a friend yeah, but the spark just isn't there anymore. We've been together two years and up until now I've been nothing but in love with her. I tried having sex with her to see if that did anything, but I just wan't into it. What kind of guy turns down sex, right?

"Kellin, we need to talk, babe." Katelynne spoke. She came into the living room and sat next to me. We're living at my mom's house, she got kicked out of her house...long story.

Right now's a good time to break up with her. Before she says anything.

"Actually, I need to talk to you too.."

"Can I go first? Mine's pretty big..."

"Sure..." I replied. All I was hoping for, was for her to be on the same page.

"So...I missed my period...and um.." I held my breath, hoping she wouldn't say what I thought she would say. "I took a test today and I'm...I'm pregnant."

I froze. It was like I wasn't even real for a moment. Like the world was a puppet show and my strings had fallen off. I swallowed hard and opened my mouth to talk but nothing came out.

"Kellin?..."

"I um...are you sure?" I asked.

"Yes, Kellin. It came out positive on all three that I took. I wanted to be sure." Katelynne looked so happy about this. I sure as hell wasn't. I'm only 23! I have so much more to do then to take care of a baby!

"Aren't yo excited?!" Katelynne squealed. I forced a smile onto my face as she threw herself at me to wrap me up in a hug.

"Yea...so excited..." I lied, hugging her back. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. This sucks. How am I supposed to break up with her now? I can't, I'll seem an asshole to everyone I know, I'll break her heart, and I'll feel terrible.

"So, what were you gonna tell me?" Katelynne smiled. I panicked, having nothing else to say.

"Will you marry me?"

"Oh my god, yes!" Katelynne squealed and pounced on me once again. What the hell is wrong with me? I don't even have a ring.

Katelynne was so excited she didn't even realize I didn't have a ring. She hugged me tight and crashed her lips to mine. I kissed her back hesitantly, but she didn't seem to notice. She got up and ran into the kitchen: my mom's in there.

"I gotta tell your mom! Oh my god!" She ran off. I threw myself on the couch and covered my face with my hands, holding myself back from pulling my hair out. My mom knows I don't want Kate anymore. Then she came in.

"Katelynne's upstairs calling her friend...do you want to explain to me what this is about?" My mom asked.

"I panicked, mom she's pregnant!"

"She's what?! How could you let this happen?!"

"I don't know!....I can't leave her now, mom...you can't tell her about any of this." I pleaded.

"I would never tell her. You know how heart broken she'd be? She doesn't have anyone but you, me, and Linda right now. I don't know what you're gonna do, but you better figure something out." My mom spoke. She shook her head, disapprovingly and walked out of the room. I lied down and closed my eyes, wishing none of this was happening.

"Oh, and you'd better get a job too! I'm not gonna be responsible for what that baby needs." My mom spoke, walking back in and leaving as quickly as she showed up. She was pissed. My mom's real cold when she's pissed. Where the hell am I supposed to get a job?! Today's really not my day.

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