Amazing.

The last bell of the day rings wrecking my train of thoughts.
Today was a boring slow day, but I guess, as far as school goes, that's how every day is.

As I made my way out of school I put my headphones on and turn on Disenchanted by My chemical romance.
I was almost off of school grounds when somebody pushed me causing me to fall to the ground.
I look up to see who pushed me over and it was none other than Krissy.
She just stands there and laughs.
"You're such a clumsy idiot" she says continuing to laugh.
Everybody else just stood there and stared me.
A few seconds later and it became too much, I stood up and ran away.

When my school was out of sight I slowed down to catch my breath.
I got to this park and decided to walk around it to clear my mind.
I walked off into the woody area of it and found this little creek.
I sat down by the water and turned on Disasterology, I sat there thinking,
What would happen if I gave up? Would anybody miss me? Would my siblings follow in my lousy footsteps? What's the point?

I heard the sound of somebody or something running through the woods,
I turned my head to see what it was and there was this guy running somewhat in my direction, when he noticed me he slowed down and shoved something in his pocket.

He walked up to me, "Is there room for one more?" He asked, I nodded my head and motioned him to sit beside me, he sat down and took a deep breath.
"you listen to pierce the veil?" He asked, I just remembered that I still had my music turned on, "oh, yeah, sorry" I said turning my music off.
"Its fine" he said with a chuckle, "pierce the veil is an incredible band" he said looking down, I nodded my head "they really are" I said still just looking at him.
I don't know why but he just feels so comforting.

After a few minutes of silence I decide to ask him something, "so what brings you here?" I said looking up at him.
He sat there for a minute before pulling out a piece of paper and handing it to me.
I read it,

Dear mom,
I'm sorry I could never be the perfect son
that you wanted, I'm sorry that I let you
down. Its not your fault at all, I promise,
I just can't handle faking a smile all of the
time, pretending its okay, everybody hates
me and I know it, so please don't ever blame
Yourself for this, I love you so much, bye.

As I finished reading the note I was almost in tears, I threw the note away and wrapped my arms around him.
Even though he's a total stranger to me, I still don't think he should be doing this to himself.
He wrapped his arms around me and let out a small sob sound, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have showed you" he said.
I looked up at him, "Please don't give up just yet" I said looking at his sad brown eyes.
"I'm sorry, I've just lost faith in myself" he said looking at me.

It was what he said just then that made me want to show him that he is so much more, he's such an amazing person, he just doesn't see it yet.

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