Jaime's POV

I couldn't even breathe from the news Finn had just told me. She tried to kill herself. My own little girl tried to kill herself, why didn't I notice things getting bad before I left? I'm so stupid! How much of a lousy father am I to not notice his own daughter getting depressed and wanting to end her life? I'm a bad excuse of a father.

I ended to call and threw my phone across the room in frustration and sadness and I then heard it smash against the wall. I didn't care if it broke.

"Woah, what's wrong man?" Mike asked walking in to see what the smashing noise was. I couldn't speak, I just shook my head while pacing across the room. I need to go. I need to see her now.

"Mike, I need to go to the hospital back in San Diego now!" I said seriously as tears flowed down my cheeks.

"What's happened and why are you crying?" He asked confused as he walked up to me and placed a hand on my shoulder for some kind of comfort.

"M-Megan tried t-to" I stopped myself because I couldn't say it, it was too much to say. I took a deep breath and carried on, "Megan tried to kill herself.." I said clearly but sadly.

"WHAT?!" Mike asked widening his eyes in complete shock.

"Mike please, we have to cancel this tour!" I said desperately. I couldn't stay here knowing my daughters in hospital probably fighting for her life.

"Of course, no way am I carrying on tour while she's in hospital!" He said and ran off somewhere. I didn't know what to do. How do you react to your child trying to kill them self? I didn't know what to think, I was so confused and puzzled, what actually pushed her to do it? So many questions filled my mind and none of them I knew the answer to which was frustration to say the least. I paced back and forth in the room crying, I had to go. I ran over to my bunk and quickly started to pack all my stuff up and stuff it in my suitcase, I couldn't stay here any longer.

"Jaime what are you doing and why did Mike tell everyone that tours over?" Vic came looked annoyed. I wasn't in the mood for his stupid lectures or whatever you call them but he has no idea what's happened.

"I'm sorry but my daughter has just tried to commit suicide so I'm sorry that I don't want to stay here anymore!" I said a bit too angrily but I really didn't care right now.

"What? Megan?!" He asked completely shocked.

"Yes so I'm not staying, I have to leave. You three can carry on tour for all I care but I'm leaving and no ones stopping me!" I announced and placed my suitcase on the floor.

"If you wait, we'll come with you!" Vic said calmly. I shook my head.

"No, I have to go now! If you really wanna come then I'll just meet you at the hospital but I have to go now Vic!" I said and then walked away with my suitcase. I walked outside and rang for a taxi.

"Jaime!!" I heard someone call me. I turned round and saw Mike running over to me.

"What?" I asked.

"So you're going now?" He asked.

"Yes, I can't stay Mike!" I repeated myself for the 100th time.

"Okay but if anything happens before we get there can you tell me? I can't lose that girl!" He said sadly. I never really thought of how it affected the guys. Megan is everything to Mike, they're joint at the hip when they're together. I sighed.

"Of course I will Mike" I said. He nodded gratefully and then my taxi arrived.

"I'll see you later" I said.

"Okay, be safe!" Mike said. I nodded and hopped in the taxi.

"Airport please!" I said as I closed the door. The taxi driver nodded and drove off. Here we go.

Ellie's POV

I sat next to Megan just staring at her bandaged wrists as she laid peacefully next me on her bed, why did she do it? I couldn't quite think what made her do this, she seemed fine earlier, so what changed?
The doctor told me that Megan's very lucky to still be alive, if it had been any longer she would've bled to death.. I couldn't imagine losing my little girl, the thought scared me so much. She had her wrists stitched up and they bandaged them after. She hasn't woken up yet but doctors don't expect her to wake up for a while. I haven't left her side but neither have her friends, they're good for her. We all just sit in silence because no one knows what to say, it's a lot to take in. But I needed to know why she did it, the real reason and I know one of them knows.

"Why did she do it? I know one of you know and I want to know! You knew she was in danger when you rushed round our house so what happened?" I demanded seriously. They all looked at each other nervously. Finn sighed then spoke up.

"Ever since Jason and her broke up or whatever you call it between them, everyone began to gang up on her, Jason basically got the whole school to pick on her when she was alone which was most of the time because she never spoke to us anymore" He explained. I nodded my head for him to carry on, "then earlier me and the guys were surfing the internet and saw that a girl from our school had posted a video on Megan's page. I curiously clicked on it and it was a video of someone with a cut out picture of Megan's face attached to theirs and basically taking the piss out of her. Jake texted Megan to warn her just incase she hadn't seen it and she never replied to his text, she always replies quickly so we got worried and we were right to worry as you can see!" He said. My eyes were tearing up as he explained the situation that I didn't know about.

"I can't believe I never noticed this happening, she always acted so happy around us, I don't understand how I never notice!" I cried.

"She was good at hiding it I guess!" Finn shrugged with a sigh.

"I feel like such a bad mother" I said sadly.

"You're a great mother to Megan, don't think that!" Finn said politely.

"You're good for Megan, all 3 of you" I smiled slightly.

"None of us have been a good friend to her recently but it's going to change now!" Finn said and the other 2 nodded their heads in agreement. I just smiled back then silence filled the room again, I didn't want to have pointless chitchat, all I could think about was my daughter and what she's been through without me realising.

Megan's POV

I kept hearing voices, I could hear them but I couldn't see anything. Does this mean I'm dead? Does this mean it worked? I felt something touch me but I couldn't figure out what it was.

"Open your eyes sweetheart, for us!" I heard someone say. I couldn't quite recognise the voice but it sounds very familiar, does this mean I'm still alive? Well my plan didn't work. I mentally sighed and I wanted to wake up, if I was still alive then I better be awake. Come on it can't be that hard, just open your eyes. I tried and tried, basically forced myself to wake up but finally my eyes slowly flickered open but harsh light was straight in front of me which made me close my eyes again. Slowly, I opened my eyes again and my eyes got used the bright light.

"Megan?!" I heard my mums voice shout. I groaned as my head was killing me, "Megan, how you feeling?" She asked. I looked at her and she looked awful, mascara all over her face and her eyes were dull, did I cause this?

"I-" I started but my throat was dry. I saw a glass of water being placed in front of me, I looked over and saw Finn, then Jake and Matt, what are they doing here? I thought they didn't like me. I took the glass politely off him anyway and sipped the water which hydrated my throat.

"I-I'm s-sorry" I said sadly once I realised they were all just looking at me.

"Sweetheart, why did you do this?" My mum asked. I sighed. I didn't want to talk about it.

"I c-couldn't handle it a-anymore" I admitted. I just wanted to it be over but I failed that as well. My mums face broke my heart, she looked like she was about to cry.

"I don't know what I'd do if I'd lost you, your brother and dad would've been devastated too!" She said.

"We would've too" I heard Finn add. I looked at him and the guys. They all gave me sad smiles, that's when I cracked.

"I'm so s-sorry guys, for e-everything!" I began to cry. They shouldn't be here, I don't deserve their support.

"We're sorry too, we shouldn't have let everyone treat you like they did" Matt said sadly. Finn came over and wrapped an arm around me, I've missed his scent, I've missed him in general.

"I've missed y-you" I said to them.

"We've missed you too Meg, can we just forget everything and move on?" Finn asked.

"I'd love that" I smiled. Maybe things weren't so bad, maybe it's a good thing that I survived. Then the door swung open and my dad ran in. He looked scared, upset and angry all at the same time. When his eyes met with mine he began to cry. Finn moved and my dad ran over to me and pulled me into a tight hug, like he never wanted to let you.

"What were you thinking?!" He asked as I felt his tears soak my top.
"I'm sorry dad" I said as I began to cry again, seeing my dad look this broken killed me, I caused all of this.

"Never, ever do something like this again, I can't lose you!" He said sternly.

"I won't dad, I promise!" I said and meant it, I don't think I could put my family through this again.

Notes

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