Finns POV

She tried to kill herself. Our Megan, my bestfriend. She actually tried to kill herself and leave us all behind. I knew she was having a hard time at school but I didn't know it was affecting her that badly. She walked around alone but I didn't know it would drive her to committing suicide. I all of a sudden feel guilty for ignoring her at school, if I had just spoken to her and tried to fix things then none of this would've happened, I blame myself. I was the stubborn one trying to prove myself wrong, I knew I needed her but I didn't want to need her because I was mad at her but I knew I couldn't hate her for long. Maybe it's too late but I can't be, I just hope she's going to be okay.

I held Megan's nearly lifeless and bloody body in my arms as I cried. I couldn't fully take in what's happened, it's all too much.

"What did you do this Megan? You could've spoken to us, I can't believe you tried to leave us!" I cried. Then the paramedics arrived soon after. One of the paramedics who was a young woman who had short blonde hair.

"What happened to her?" She asked. She knew exactly what happened but I guess she still had to ask.

"S-she tried to k-kill herself!" I cried. She nodded her head in understanding and didn't ask anything else. I looked over and saw Matt and Jake crying, they could've believe this just as much I me, we never really expected it. Then I was Megan's mum, don't even get me started on her, she was sitting on the ground sobbing her hear heart out, she was completely broken.

"Can I take her from you? We need to get her to hospital as quickly as possible!" She said. I nodded and carefully handed her over. They placed her on the gurney and checked her quickly over.

"Only one person can ride in the ambulance with her!" The male paramedic announced. She all looked over at Megan's mum, as much as all 3 of us want to go with Megan, we know that Megan's mum should.

"Mrs P, you go with her!" Jake said. She looked up at us with teary eyes and smiled gratefully. She nodded, stood up and walked outside with Megan and the paramedics.

"W-will you boys c-come to t-the hospital?" She asked shakily as the paramedics carefully put Megan in the ambulance.

"Of course we will, we'll be right behind!" I said. She nodded and stepped inside the ambulance and clutched onto Megan's hand tightly. She looked at her broken daughter and started to cry again. The paramedics closed the door then drove off quickly to the hospital.

"We should go too!" Matt said.

"Yeah, we can't leave Mrs P by herself!" I said. We then all jumped into Jakes car and zoomed off to the hospital. I dread going to hospitals especially when it's to see my bestfriend who tried to commit suicide. This is all so messed up.

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Jake drove super quickly to the hospital, he maybe have drove a red light but he had reasons so none of us were really bothered. Once we arrived, Jake parked the car, we jumped out and ran into the hospital quickly.
We ran up to the desk and approached a young girl who looked to be in her 20s with long black hair.

"We're here to see Megan Preciado!" I demanded desperately. She looked up at us and gave us a sympathetic look. Nothing about this place is good and no one comes here for a good reason so she knew it was bad. She clicked a few things and typed away.

"She's hasn't been assigned a room yet but if you go into the waiting room, a member of staff will notify you when she's stable and ready for visitors!" She explains politely.

"T-thankyou!" I said and we all walked over to the waiting room. As I opened the door we saw Mrs P sitting all alone crying her eyes while clutching onto her phone tightly.

"Mrs P, I'll be okay!" Matt said as he ran over to her and hugged her tightly. She need more support.

"I-I can't d-do it!" She stammered with tears rolling down her cheeks.

"Do what?" I asked.

"Call h-her father, h-he'll be h-heart broken!" She cried even more. She was broken, you would be if your only daughter tried to kill herself. She didn't even realise how bad Megan was, no one really did. Me and the guys looked at each other and all thought the same thing.

"Do you want me to do it for you?" I offered with a small smile. We all knew it was way too much for her too handle, she can't cope with all this at once.

"P-please" She smiled gratefully. I nodded, took the phone out of her hands and walked out of the room so I could talk to him properly, if I spoke in front of Mrs P she would probably get upset again. I feel so bad what I'm about to do, Mr P is going to be heart broken from the news I'm about to tell him, how do I do this? I dialled his number and wait for him to pick up.

"Hello!" He replied cheerfully after a few rings. His tone of voice just made my heart break, that's going to change soon.

"Mr P, it's Finn" I said.

"Oh. Hey Finn, where's Ellie?" He asked confused.

"Mr P I don't know how to tell you this but Megan's in hospital and Ellie was too upset to ring you herself!" I said. I hate doing this.

"What?! What happened?!" He shouted in complete shock.

"She tried to kill herself" I explained. There was no reply for a while, I guess it's just a lot to process but I wouldn't blame him at all.

"I-Is she o-okay?" He asked sounding like he's crying.

"We don't know, they rushed her to the hospital and we haven't be told anything since!" I explained. I heard a sob on the other side of the phone, "are you okay?" I asked. Of course he's not okay.

"Tell Ellie that me and the guys will be there as quickly as we can!" He said ignoring my question.

"Okay!" I replied.

"And if anything happened, good or bad you need to ring me please!" He pleaded desperately.

"Of course I will Mr P!" I said.

"You promise me?" He asked seriously.

"Yes, I promise!" I replied.

"O-okay, well I guess I'll see you soon" He said.

"Okay bye!" I said.

"Bye" Then he cut off. I sighed heavily and walked back into the waiting room.

"How is he?" Mrs P asked looking like she had calmed down a bit.

"Obviously upset but he said him and the guys will be here as soon as they can!" I repeated what Mr P said to me. She nodded and looked down at the ground.

"Why did she do this?" She asked quietly not really knowing why any of this has happened.

"We don't know, we haven't spoken to her for months" Matt explained sadly.

"I told her not to get involved in that guy, she didn't listen to me!" She said, "why didn't she listen to me?" She cried. Matt wrapped an arm around her shoulder and hugged her tightly while she cried again, just looking at her heartbroken she is upsets me, no one deserves to go through this.

"She got bullied at school, by the popular kids!" I said.

"Bullied?!" She asked shocked as her head shot up.

"Yeah, after the situation with Jason happened everyone just ganged up on her!" I explained.

"Why did none of you help her?" She asked.

"It's complicated, we hadn't spoken to her since that day and we never saw her get bullied but there were rumours around the school" I explained. I feel bad for not helping Megan, I feel so bad.

"Why didn't she tell me?" She out loud but more to herself, "I'm her mother and she still didn't tell me!" She added.

"Maybe she was scared?" I suggested.

"I guess" She sighed. All of a sudden a male doctor opened the door and walked in.

"Megan Preciado?" He asked. We all quickly stood up and walked over to him.

"That's us!" Mrs P said.

"Are you her mother?" He asked. She just nodded her head.

"Can I ask a question, did you know about your daughters self harm?" He asked seriously. All of us just stood there dumbfounded, that was new news to all of us, she self harmed?!

"N-no!" Mrs P cried with a weak head shake.

"Well we found cut and scars on her wrists and thighs when we checked her over" He explained sadly.

"Are they bad?" I asked.

"Some are deeper than others but they're all rarely new" He replied. I sighed, why did she do this?

"But is she okay?!" Mrs P asked scared.

"She's alive which is the main thing but she's lost a lot of blood and is in a coma" He explained seriously. Mrs P sobbed and clutched on to me. I just hugged her while she took in all this horrible news.

"Can we see her now?" Jake asked.

"Of course, follow me!" The man said as he opened the door. We followed him down several corridors till he stopped at a room, "I'll leave you all to it!" He added sympathetically then walked away down the corridor.

"You ready?" I asked looking at Mrs P. She looked terrified.

"No but I can't leave my little girl alone anymore!" She breathed out. I nodded and slowly opened the door. That's when my eyes met with her. She was just lying there, she looked lifeless. She wasn't moving an inch. It scared me to death.

"Oh my little girl!" Mrs P cried as she rushed over to Megan. She sat next to her bed and grabbed her hand tightly while she cried. Me and the guys didn't know what to do, sit down, stay standing or leave? Should we give her alone time with Megan?

"Shall we leave you for a while?" I asked her.

"No, please stay!" She pleaded, "I don't want to be alone till Jaime comes!" She said sadly. We understood and sat around Megan's bed just looking at her, she looks so pale and sad. How did this all happen? Why didn't she talk to someone about this? All these unanswered questions were circulating through my head and it was driving me insane that I didn't know the answers.

Notes

Poor Megan:(

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