"Only The Strong Will Continue"
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Only The Strong Will Continue
Do you have it in you?
Do you have it in you?
"He wants me to brain wash newbies" i said before gliding a metal fork into my mouth remaining a solid eye connection with Tony. He shook his head in a disproving manner.
"This country i swear" he mumbled to him self.
"You still going?" Specifically talking about his recent decision .
He sighed. "Yea..."
Looking down at my food- only shoving my food at different angles on the plate;I just nodded like it didnt bother me at all. But honestly it did;he knew what happen to me, im basically an example to everyone. Not a hero at all but a fucking example to these basically just out of high school and Tony newbs. How they tell you your doing great but as soon as something goes wrong its all your fault. I cant help the fact that there was an RPG. I couldnt help the fact that mission THAT I CARRIED OUT caused the war to take a turn for the worst. My father didn't create the plan. No he was only there helping. Those stuck ups that are too afraid to even imagine being killed by a gun but, will always live by one.
"Mr.fuentes..."
"Mike" i said plainly getting annoyed at the fact of being called by my last name- it only reminds me of this fucked system.
"..Mike -im sorry." I look up to see Tony closer than what he was before. His arm around me trying to comfort me the best he could.
"Tony..its just..just all too fucked up" i said in multiple breathes trying my best not to break down. I felt his warm finger brush against my cheek. Absent-mindly moving my eyes to see what he was doing. He was wiping away war tears away from my slightly tinted face.
His actions causing flames to spread on my cheeks like wild fire.
He pecked my cheek slightly and began to ease back into his chair away from me. Letting me wipe away the rest of my tears.
"Thank you" i say whilst wiping away the remains of an emotional break down.
"Anytime Mr. Fue-"
I focused my eyes on him kindly daring him to finish.
"Anytime Mike"
We ate in silence except for the occasional questions about my brothers band.
It seems right;for now.
Do you have it in you?
Do you have it in you?
"He wants me to brain wash newbies" i said before gliding a metal fork into my mouth remaining a solid eye connection with Tony. He shook his head in a disproving manner.
"This country i swear" he mumbled to him self.
"You still going?" Specifically talking about his recent decision .
He sighed. "Yea..."
Looking down at my food- only shoving my food at different angles on the plate;I just nodded like it didnt bother me at all. But honestly it did;he knew what happen to me, im basically an example to everyone. Not a hero at all but a fucking example to these basically just out of high school and Tony newbs. How they tell you your doing great but as soon as something goes wrong its all your fault. I cant help the fact that there was an RPG. I couldnt help the fact that mission THAT I CARRIED OUT caused the war to take a turn for the worst. My father didn't create the plan. No he was only there helping. Those stuck ups that are too afraid to even imagine being killed by a gun but, will always live by one.
"Mr.fuentes..."
"Mike" i said plainly getting annoyed at the fact of being called by my last name- it only reminds me of this fucked system.
"..Mike -im sorry." I look up to see Tony closer than what he was before. His arm around me trying to comfort me the best he could.
"Tony..its just..just all too fucked up" i said in multiple breathes trying my best not to break down. I felt his warm finger brush against my cheek. Absent-mindly moving my eyes to see what he was doing. He was wiping away war tears away from my slightly tinted face.
His actions causing flames to spread on my cheeks like wild fire.
He pecked my cheek slightly and began to ease back into his chair away from me. Letting me wipe away the rest of my tears.
"Thank you" i say whilst wiping away the remains of an emotional break down.
"Anytime Mr. Fue-"
I focused my eyes on him kindly daring him to finish.
"Anytime Mike"
We ate in silence except for the occasional questions about my brothers band.
It seems right;for now.
Notes
Ugh graduating on next wednesday :D
@Say all that you hav to say
Im already on "Q" on wattpad ill post the link Now
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7/31/14