Moon Dance

Did I ask to much, because I honestly don't think I did. I'm tired of sitting around and having to share Aurora when lately it seems like she doesn't want me at all. Ever since this pregnant scare she's been with Angelo and I'm the one that supported her in the first place! I sighed, trying to get my mind off all this drama while I worked some lyrics in the studio with Ricky while Angelo recorded drums. I could barely look at him since all I can remember is seeing him the bathtub with Aurora all snuggled up next to him and it made my blood boil. Aurora was mine in the beginning, she loved me first and I fell in love with her and look where it got me?




"Ange, do it again. It doesn't sound right." I growled into the mic.

"Chris, I've done it like five times already, it sounds fine."

"Just do it again Ange!" I yelled.

"Let's take five." Ricky mumbled.




Ange headed out of the booth and outside, pacing in front of the studio. I headed out and sat on the step watching him.


"What do you want Chris?" he growled.


"Listen, I don't know what your problem is but you need to get over it."



"Me? I'm the one with the problem?" he laughed but it lacked humor, "Chris, you chased her away and now she's at Beau's and won't return our calls. You blame all this shit on me when in reality you are the only one to blame. You keep fucking with me when you bitched and complained about me not coming in to help on the record. Well here I am!"



"If you don't want to be here than don't fucking be here. Don't pin all this shit on me when you know it's you're fault too. You're the one that was so set against her having a fucking child and the yet somehow she cuddles up next to you when I was the one that supported her."



"Bullshit Chris. You didn't even realize she was scared did you? She didn't want a kid anymore than I did because she knew we weren't ready. Why did she cuddle up to me when we got home, because you jumped in her face about it Chris! You have no fucking impulse control, you get blinded by your rage and don't see anything else."



I could feel the anger rising and stepped up into Angelo's face his blue eyes blazing into mine.

"She loved me first, you should have backed the fuck off. You only cause problems were ever you go."

"Fine Chris. You fucking win, congratulations. I'm done, I fucking quit."

I stopped for a moment, "Wait, you quit?"

"Yes, I quit. You got what you wanted, you can have it all Chris, the girl, the band, everything. I'm done." he said throwing his drumsticks to the ground and getting in the car before speeding off.

"Fuck!" I yelled punching the wall and sitting on the step, I can't do anything right.




AURORA'S POV

I reached the mall in record time and headed straight for the salon, it was time for something new, something fresh that would get my mind off the boys. After a few hours of sitting in a chair and a really stiff neck, I walked out with my locks being nice and trimmed and a nice clear blue, the red was beginning to be a bore to me. I shopped around for a while jumping from Hot Topic to Sephora to Macy's and so on before heading back to hot topic and settling on a simple black corset dress that I changed into in the dressing room. I headed back to Sephora and asked the lady to give me a nice, simple, yet elegant cat eye before I bought nearly $100 worth of makeup. I was feeling pretty amazing when I spotted a pair of Iron Fist heels in a window display and couldn't bare to live without them. The last place I visited was a piercing and tattoo shop to get my septum and medusa pierced and I rubbed the initials on my wrist to keep from crying.




After giving me all the after care requirements I headed outside and sat in my car looking over my appearance and smiling. I looked at both my wrists and saw the faint initials, C.T.C. and A.J.P. that needed some touch ups and sighed. Even when I wasn't with them I couldn't get them out of my head and I sent out a group text to the girls.



Lets go out tonight, I need some fun. -A

Notes

Hey everyone! Please don't hate me for having Ange quit the band!!! </3

Aurora's makeover (it also includes the necklace mentioned in earlier chapters):
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=125005432


Chapter Title and Inspiration: Changing by Saosin
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